Thursday, August 31, 2006

today was a super fun day.. enjoyed myself a lot today.. hahax.. a bit of relaxation in between the ultra tense period of exams.. yeah.. today is teachers day eve.. yeah.. thats why have the time to play.. cauz half day.. wahahax..

had celebration in the morning.. yeah.. started off with a super heavy rain and everyone thought that we cannot set a new record le.. budden in the end the rain subsided a little and the skl managed to set a new world record.. hahax.. budden he cheering in the end wasn't good.. dun realli like one of the ppl leading today.. he cannot make it de.. and last time even criticised his seniors.. thats why i think some ppl din wanna cheer.. yeah.. and seriously the atmosphere sux big time.. not even 1 percent of the usual jj standard.. lousy..

budden the concert was much better.. teachers performing and stuffs.. quite a great performance.. hahax.. funny budden lame also.. one sad thing is that class din prepare anything for our teachers i guess.. haiz.. feel a bit sad that couldn't show our gratitude to our teachers teaching us now..

after the celebration in skl went back to cck.. hahax.. met up with ke wei then took bus back to lot 1.. first met up with vivian then the rest from AJ including hui ting shu ying sanjeet and zhi wei came.. hahax.. took bus back to cck and met more ppl there.. if i din forget, ppl that came also were wee boon, yong rong, yong ren, peng yan, chak yong. wai kay, vincent, jane and xue ling, chang long, guo qing and zai liang.. its realli nice to see all of them after so so so long le.. but its realli a pity that din get to see any of the teachers that saw us cauz the cross country in cck was cancelled and many teachers had gone home.. its realli disappointing sia.. haiz..

after that met wei siong and wei da at the bus stop.. actually wanted to go home de as most of them that came gone to plaza.. budden in the end tagged along and gone to plaza with them also.. had lunch at long john and lots of catching up were carried out in there.. hahax.. toked about studies and stuffs.. hahax.. the comedian and joker is definitely wee boon.. he narrated about the things they do in poly and the fun they had.. kinda jealous of that.. hahax..

after lunch they decided to go go jane's home.. actually thinking of going home also.. budden in the end still tagged along cauz decided to give myself a break from studies and there can be no other time that i can to catch up and tok to my sec skl frends liao.. cauz i cannot go class outing anymore at end of yr cauz i will be going ns early.. haisshh.. go went also..

the fun starts here.. hahax.. we guys missed the bus the girls were taking and they went first.. cauz guo qing held on to wee boon and asked him to play pool.. budden he changed his mind and said he wanted to go jane's house again.. hahax.. budden he dunno the way to timah when he claimed he was the guru.. then wai kay led the way and we reached jane's home..

at jane's home, she had a cute little puppy.. 4 months old she said.. and the girls said her dog scared vivian that she cried.. hahax.. i thought the puppy was real cute and started playing with it.. to my horror, it started to harass mi and even rubbed its **** against my legs and hand.. and its a male puppy.. everyone there then laughed at mi being molested by a puppy.. they even said i smelled like ba gua and jane even said i smelled like a bitch(a female dog).. and claimed that thats why i attracted the dog.. dotz.. man i'm a victim can.. haiz.. were joking ard that jane's home and toked about the past in secondary skl.. hahax.. and wee boon started sharing some of the crazy things he did in SP with his classmates.. hahax.. it was realli fun toking ard and catching up..

after that the guys left first to play pool at timah.. chang long and chak yong went back first and left vincent, wai kay, guo qing, wee boon, wei da, wei siong and mi went to play.. man its a realli a long long time since i played and gone out with my frends liao le.. and enjoy myself liddat.. guo qing and wei siong were the pro there.. played snooker and pool.. for a while then went for dinner.. had another round of cock toking then and also toked about how each other were recently.. hahax.. had fun toking to both wee boon and guo qing at dinner.. its like one yr or more since we last chatted i guess.. so realli grateful to be able to have so much fun..

after that wei da, vincent, wee boon and mi went home first while wei siong and guo qing carried on with pool.. chatted on the bus about NS stuffs and more about wee boon's jio-ing girls de stories.. and he even went to sit with pretty girl on the bus.. hahax.. typical of him.. wahahax.. soon we reached home and finally ended a wonderful day..

realli a very very long post here.. budden this is realli significant day ever since these few months when i had many problems to handle and studies to struggle with.. realli realli grateful and appreciated the fun i had with my secondary skl frends.. cauz i think in future will have little time to meet up liao le.. a bit sad la.. but hopefully in future still got chances ba.. here i realli wanna pay tribute and thanks all my teachers for helping mi in one way or another in my life and in my studies.. they realli made mi who i am today.. so realli wanna wish everyone of them HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!! yeah.. and also thanks tons to all my sec skl frends.. u guys rox..

i guess i will end here ba.. this post is getting longer and longer.. hahax.. gtg study le also.. no time to lose liao le.. hahax.. after i enjoy today so much.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

P.S. 10 days till prelims and 63 days till A levels..

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

erm.. tired.. din study today.. haiz.. exams in 11 days time.. tml skl got some mass yoga display thing.. breaking world record.. wat if u can't??? then we'll have a great show to watch.. wahahax.. think going back sec skl tml also.. yeah.. gtg study le.. tata.. flying off!!!

P.S. 11 days till prelims and 64 days till A levels..

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

screwed up and burning out soon.. haiz.. so much to do during this week and the holidaes.. everything comes crashing down.. suffocating.. i'm stressed.. haizzz..

P.S. 12 days to prelims and 65 days till A levels..

Monday, August 28, 2006

woohoo.. stayed in skl till almost 10pm today.. did paper 2 for physics.. quite tired now.. but still gtg mug later.. today's maths mock paper was disappointing for mi.. couldn't do anything.. so have to study.. here to countdown onli.. wahahax.. flying off to study.. tata..

P.S. 13 days till prelims and 66 days till A levels..

Sunday, August 27, 2006

its such a miracle i woke up so early today.. hahax.. got some time so decided to blog for a while.. hahax.. today will be quite a busy day i guess with many things to be completed.. have to finish physics homework and then revise for maths.. budden i think that by the time i finish my physics homework i will have totally no time left to study for my maths liao le.. sian sian sian sian sian..

in the afternoon think will be going airport.. cauz sis coming back from shanghai already.. hahax.. liddat time gone again.. budden i guess i will be bringing my maths lecture notes along so i can study on the way to the airport.. yeah..

i guess i will stop here ba.. going watch a bit of tv already.. gtg.. have to mug really really hard already.. onli got 14 days left to prelims liao.. time to start cheonging with all my energy le.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S.exactly 2 weeks to prelims and 87 days till A levels..

Saturday, August 26, 2006

feeling sick again right now.. bad flu and sarting to cough liao le.. sian sia.. today din realli waste my day.. completed quite a bit of my homework.. cauz i went to skl for study.. quite quiet in skl.. budden can't concentrate as much as i expected.. have to build the concentration ba..

completed my organic test 3 liao le.. and started on the physics paper 2 that mr mak gave the class to complete.. budden still got quite a bit left.. then still have to study for maths de mock paper on monday.. woohoo.. so hectic sia.. scary..

i guess i will stop here ba.. guess thats all for today ba.. and i think i have to realli stop blogging for the time being ba.. if not i will sure flunk my prelims de.. yeah.. gtg le.. flying off.. tata!!!

P.S. 15 days till prelims and 68 days till A levels..

Friday, August 25, 2006

tired tired and more tired.. it has been a hectic week.. and tml is finally weekend liao le.. can cool down and replenish energy for the new week to come.. has been a really tiring week.. with all the stuffs at home and also the night studies.. realli scared i will burn out soon.. haiz..

today had chemistry lect in the morning.. completed thermodynamics de syllabus liao le.. then had waste of time GP lesson and then had physics tutorial.. got scolded by mak.. yeah.. haiz.. din pay attention..

had lunch in the afternoon then went to hall to see if anyone i noe is there.. then saw some CL juniors then joined them for table tennis.. after which went to play badminton with s15 guys.. though dun noe many of them but still have fun.. cauz they realli had sportsmanship and it was fun.. also played with yee loong and kanna thrashed.. sobs.. actually decided to go home liao le.. budden hang ard the skl cauz no mood to realli study..

then went back hall find xun kai and played some more table tennis and went for dinner with wei qi and xun kai.. then took 180 home.. while xun kai went for badminton.. i decided to stop badminton from this week onwards.. to concentrate on studies first.. yeah.. today was quite an enjoyable day..



also found this F.I.R video on youtube.. one of the very nice songs.. hahax.. anyways i think i will stop here ba.. gtg le.. have to take a rest and perhaps sleep earlier.. most prob getting my hair cut tml then go skl study ba.. hahax.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 16 days till prelims and 69 days till A levels..

Thursday, August 24, 2006

blogging in skl right now.. haiz.. very tired after the physics tutorial.. the bad bad flu is really pestering mi.. hate it sia.. haiz.. now in a rather bad mood.. cauz in the morning got scolded again.. then juz now i scratched my handphone de screen..damn sad la.. haiz..

think i will be night studying in skl tonight.. until perhaps 9 plus.. yeah.. hopefully can finish some physics and chemistry de revision before i go home today.. think i wasted quite a lot of time liao le.. no time to lose liao le.. ya..

gtg le.. going for maths lecture soon.. and also have to complete some of my chemistry homework first if not miss goh will kill mi later.. ya.. gtg.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 17 days till prelims and 70 days till A levels..

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

feeling super sick right now.. having bad flu and headache.. yeah.. feeling super bad right now.. haiz.. today was a realli realli bad day.. realli realli bad.. the whole day was already ruined in the morning.. ruined.. din wanna go to skl actually..

my sis going shanghai to work today.. she got everything prepared and ready to go already.. and she got everything necessary in her bag and luggage le.. then suddenly my aunt came and said my sis bag was not appropiate.. say wat ppl will put drugs into her bag and she cannot come back home all those nonsense and stuffs.. idiot lai de.. totally idiotic.. then force my sis to change her bag at the last minute and scolded her and stuffs.. idiot.. then made my sister cried.. and denied that she scolded my sis and stuffs..

that time the taxi was already here and my sis was desperate looking for a pouch to contain things cauz of the sudden change of bag.. and my aunt kept saying idiotic and stupid stuffs.. i was so pissed that i hit the wall with my fist and scolded her.. i said she came to create havoc.. true enough, another auntie came and help my aunt in scolding mi.. thats the bad thing bout family living close together.. i merely wanted to protect my sister.. she was badly attacked and was totally embarassed by the 2 idiotic woman in front of her boyfriend.. my mum, sis and her boyfriend soon left and thats the end of their sufferings..

i was so so so so so mad that time.. the 2 aunties came to create problems and caused so much problems to my sister.. i had to help my sister.. she is my onli sis and i love her.. thats why i retaliated and scolded the 2 aunties when my sis they all left.. i was so unhappy la.. then my uncle came over and started scolding mi..

those 3 idiots are realli stupid and moronic.. said i was over protective of my sister and kept helping her.. and i received my education for nothing.. said i grew up on shit and one of my auntie even asked mi to go and die.. and even said next time she wun come to my sis and my wedding.. so be it.. i hate them la.. these idiotic ppl juz dun realise the meaning of reasoning and stuffs.. they onli condemn ppl without listening to wat others have to say.. and they insist that they are always right.. idiot idiot idiot.. fcuk off la.. haiz..

now they are hypocritically saying that they will not persue this matter any further.. such hypocrites.. i hate them.. especially the auntie and uncle which came later to help in the scolding.. hypocrites.. think they are so cool.. budden they onli suck up to others.. fcuk.. i so damn pissed.. they wun persue.. but i will.. i will rmb wat they say forever.. but wat i am going to show them now is to study hard and secure excellent results and ever to look down on mi.. fcuking assholes..

feel so much better saying everything out liao.. keeping it in mi the whole day.. and i realised my mum had been so supportive of mi.. and helped mi too.. my aunt kept calling her and pestered her until she accidentally scalded herself.. i feel terrible.. budden i hoep she will recover soon.. and hopefully my sis can enjoy her trip and come back soon.. yeah.. gtg mug liao le.. show those morons wat i am made of.. flying off..

P.S. 18 days till prelims and 71 days till A levels..

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

today din night study in skl.. cauz i think i got sick liao le.. having flu right nmow.. sneezing and sneezing right now.. think had too much of heaty food already.. biscuits and snacks and stuffs.. giving mi runny nose.. guess have to take medicine and drink more water.. so will be ok quickly.. cannot afford to waste time liao le.. and cannot afford to be sick at this point of time.. haiz..

i hope i can study quite a bit for physics and a bit of maths for tonight.. have to focus on both right now.. yeah.. i guess i will stop here.. wasting too much time liao le.. flying off!! tata..

P.S. 19 days till prelims and 72 days till A levels..

Monday, August 21, 2006

super tired right now.. studied quite a bit today.. managed to finish reading thru quantum physics during the evening study.. trying out some of the tys qns.. guess i realli need to study at night.. can concentrate much better.. at least accomplished some things.. yup.. budden have to study at a quiet spot.. if not cannot concentrate also..

i guess have to continue studying physics and maths tonight.. plus maybe complete the chemistry worksheet.. yeah.. thats all for today.. gtg le.. take a little rest and cheong all over again.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 20 days till prelims and 73 days till A levels..

Sunday, August 20, 2006

guess today might be going out in the afternoon.. going bugis area there de waterloo street.. going to bai bai at the guan yin temple there.. cauz my sis is going china soon.. next wednesday in fact.. so go there bai bai a while.. i think i also have to bai bai.. hopefully can pass my prelims.. budden bai bai alone also no use.. have to put in the effort.. yeah..

hopefully it wun take very long today.. so i can come back and study for physics and maths.. yup.. have to start revision.. at least a C D D for prelims i hope.. cannot so screwed up.. ya.. so cannot rot liao le.. have to plan my study timetable wisely liao le.. cannot afford to waste my time also.. so i guess i will stop badminton every friday liao.. juz to concentrate better.. and zi cheng also offered mi his help with my studies.. yeah..

i guess i will be doing these onli for the day.. study and study.. yup yup.. and i think i will be night studying tml also.. until perhaps 9 plus ba.. hopefully can do lots of revision and prepare for the physcis mock paper on wednesday.. gtg le.. preparing to go out.. yups.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. exactly 3 weeks to prelims and 74 days till A levels..

Saturday, August 19, 2006

today i practically slacked the whole day.. yeah.. the WHOLE day.. sian.. budden not wasted on totally meaningless things.. but still unhappy and disappointed in myself for not being able to resist the temptation to play even though my prelims is like so so so so near..

went to skl in the morning to watch the international chinese riddle competition.. the competitors were amazing man.. unbelieveable in fact.. the last time round which was the national competition, the competitors din answer a lot of qn.. but this time round, the competitors are superb.. they can almost answer every single one of the qn correctly almost immediately after the qn was shown.. amazing.. hahax.. quite a pleasure to watch.. wahahax..

then went gallivanting with my cldds juniors at jp.. walk walk ard go comic shop and the went to the library.. it is realli amazing how some girls can be fascincated by story books.. some of the juniors are realli obsessed with story books.. hahax.. budden it isn't a bad thing afterall wahahax.. rotted in the library for a while then went back to skl.. cauz they had stuffs to do for the dinner in the night while i wanted to study a bit but failed.. hahax..

after which i went to canteen and chatted with other juniors and about cldds and the events taking place today.. actually quite lame la.. saying that cldds is somehow in charge.. budden i think we are more of those sai gang warriors.. carrying out orders from the skl.. haiz.. nvm.. wat can our cca do??? so forget it.. rotted in skl with the juniors till evening and sat at grand stand to watch the flying fox thingy.. and opening of pd block.. flying fox with skl flag.. a bit lame.. wahahax..

my senior zi cheng also came back to see the opening.. onli to get quite disppointed.. wahahax.. nothing much actually.. juz lighting up the fountain.. and the minster for education come onli.. and the dinner.. no big deal.. budden i think skl is trying to get lots of media coverage lately.. dunno why.. like the events that happened today and the yoga thingy at the end of the month.. seems like all trying to get media coverage liddat.. wahahax.. dunno why.. wahahax..

took bus with zi cheng to boon lay interchange cauz he wanted to go jp while i am going home.. he said he is worried bout my studies.. and offered lots of advice for mi and said he wanted to help mi also.. realli gave mi a lot of encouragement today and all these while.. especially when i am on the verge of giving up.. yeah.. thanks so much zi cheng.. if u ever happen to see this.. thanks so so much for ur encouragaement and advice.. =)

i guess i will stop here.. if not can realli blog until the cows come home.. wahahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 22 days till prelims and 75 days till A levels..

Friday, August 18, 2006

very tired right now.. one full week of skl finally ended.. can finally take a little breather.. yeah.. very tired lately.. kept sleeping the whole week at home.. din study much.. so i guess i have to do night study in skl ba.. the onli way i can force myself to work and study hard.. without distractions.. ya..

quite troubled by exams and stuffs lately.. cannot breathe liao le.. the stress is overwhelming and suffocating mi.. i realli scared i will burn out right before exams.. and it is highly likely.. i dunno leh.. i am totally not prepared for exams.. haven revise a single bit sia.. sure sure sure die de.. dunno la.. haiz..

i guess i will be studying a bit in the evening for my physics and also complete the organic assignments given.. hopefully can do a lot for this weekend.. yup.. guess will be also going for badminton tonight to destress a bit.. yeah..

tml think will be going back to skl in the morning.. to watch the chinese riddle thingy.. think it will be fun and nice.. yup.. then i guess i will be studying in skl after that.. yup.. got lots of things to be done over the weekends.. cannot afford to waste it liao le.. haiz.. i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg study liao.. perhaps my blog may be going on a hiatus till after As ba.. perhaps onli update here and then onli.. yup.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 23 days till prelims and 76 days till A levels..

Thursday, August 17, 2006

forget it ba.. think no need to save money for anniversary dinner le.. not going ba.. cauz think i will be in army then.. dunno whether can get permission then to come out mah.. but more importantly i have no significance there.. and dun think can get a tic and place also.. haiz.. though i hope to have a memorable closure to jc life.. haiz.. forget it ba.. may time help mi forget everything.. perhaps i shouldn't cling onto things that are impossible in life.. yeah......
sian la.. now blogging in skl.. haiz.. morning starting to get worried liao le.. lesser and lesser days left till A levels liao le.. haiz.. and i haven start physics de revision.. so worried that i will not make it thru to prelims.. and i will die.. haiz.. and maths i also haven practice a single bit la.. haiz.. i keep blogging bout this cauz i am realli scared.. and afraid.. haizz..

my frend told mi that concepts is more important than practicising.. if practice a lot maybe noe how to do a qn.. budden if concept very good can definitely do the qn de.. i think in the remaining days left i will try to brush up my concepts so can pass my prelims.. and do lots of practice ba.. at least can noe the minimun to pass ba..

so scared juz now during physics.. cauz i totally dun understand wat mr mak is toking about.. and cannot understand a single thing.. next week going do mock paper liao le.. haiz.. and i haven finish revising a single bit la.. dunno how..

i think i am very screwed up.. very very screwed up la.. dunno wat sould i do liao le.. and i dun realli have the motivation to work hard.. and i have been sleeping the past few days and wasting precious time for revision.. jia liat.. wat should i do??? i am so screwed up la.. haizzz..

i guess i will end here ba.. gtg do my homework for chemistry liao le.. if not later kanna scolded by miss goh.. haizz.. now still owe homework sia.. at revision period.. i'm screwed.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 24 days till prelims and 77 days till A levels..

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

sian la.. tired today.. had some yoga rehearsal in the morning then had chemistry tutorial, chem lecture and maths tutorial.. after skl still have chemistry mcq test.. haiz.. juz passed.. nicely 20.. too careless liao.. haiz.. very tired..

went to jp.. chased after the 174 and dashed across the road.. super dangerous.. next time think better not do that.. sian.. comic not here also.. haiz.. budden no time to read liao also.. yeah.. walk ard jp.. nothing better to do.. so go home..

i think i will stop here ba.. gtg le.. very scared now.. prelims inless than 3 weeks time.. and i haven start revision.. gone case liao ba.. dun care.. study for As ba.. flying off.....

P.S. 25 days till prelims and 78 days till A levels..

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

sian.. think will juz post something short.. tired.. today very slack.. onli got physics lecture and gp plus civics.. civics was bout grad night thingy.. dunno whether should go mah.. money not the problem.. budden my presence there has no meaning.. forget it.. moreover i should be in NS then liao.. haiz..

after skl played table tennis in skl.. then went home.. was super pissed in 187.. no wonder ppl said singaporeans have to manners.. pushed mi and knocked mi.. especially and old lady.. din bother to say excuse then push mi to alight.. pissed.. haiz.. forget it.. i'll nv take 187 at that time anymore.. will stop here ba.. go study liao.. budden haven study anything this whole month.. yeah.. tata..

P.S. 26 days till prelims and 79 days till A levels..

Monday, August 14, 2006

very drained now.. very tired.. haven study today yet.. and teachers are counting down 3 weeks to prelims.. stress is building.. and i think that my blood pressure is rising liao.. whole body aching and having headache.. think its because think too much and too stressed liao le.. i think i will burn out soon.. very jia liat.. haiz..

had maths lecture in the morning and i was sleeping thruout the whole lecture.. there was this instant when i suddenly woke up onli to realise that miss lang was staring hard at mi.. wa sia.. then wasn't paying much attention in physics also.. feel that this revision system not working well.. onli chemistry de seem to be the best and working well de.. dunno leh..

have to cheong extra hard ba.. at least secure a pass for prelims.. cauz my senior told mi to cheong hard for maths with the remaining days cauz it will be easier.. i think so too ba.. budden hopefully can cheong both physics and maths together.. cannot neglect one.. and also in the meantime cannot slack for chemistry also.. cauz its not that strong afterall.. haiz...



another F.I.R video.. the song 天天夜夜.. super nice.. love it.. wahahax.. gtg liao le.. do homework and study hard liao.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 27 days till prelims and 80 days till A levels..

Sunday, August 13, 2006

wooo.. last night was fun.. went out with xun kai and wei qi to watch the fireworks at marina.. it was still ok.. not bad.. hahax.. met xun kai on the bus 960 in the evening.. the bus was so packed that i had to alight from the bus then board the bus again to meet him.. hahax.. lucky i got concession.. wahahax.. we went to bugis there de guitar shop and take a look at the guitars.. man they are super expensive.. crazy de.. wahahax.. after which we went to the national library cauz he wanted to borrow some books..

wei qi met us later cauz he was outside and had to go home first.. it was like 8.45 going to 8.50 before he finally reached.. and the fireworks will start in like less than 15 minutes time.. woo.. we rushed there and and luckily we were in time for the fireworks.. hahax.. it was quite ok.. juz that it was very loud.. some parts were surprising and quite good.. hahax..

after the fireworks we went to marina square to makan.. hahax.. cauz the guru xun kai said that the food was good.. hahax.. so we went there for dinner.. or should i say supper cauz its like 10 plus when we reached and got a table to makan.. there was a tamiya racing competition there and it seemed exciting.. the whole area at marina was ULTRA packed and it was super hard to move thru the crowd.. hahax.. had grilled chicken set and there was a long queue.. cauz the food was good.. hahax..

after supper went to suntec to get drink and take 700 home.. hahax.. the bus was packed again.. hahax.. onli had sits after the bus reached orchard.. the bus trip was long and torturous.. budden it was brighten by the jokes and funny stuffs we did on the bus.. hahax.. finally the bus reached bukit panjang.. xun kai and wei qi alighted first.. after which i took lrt back home.. it was like 1am when i reached home.. first time so late then go home.. lucky my sis was later.. so din get scolded.. wahahax..

i think its time to buck up liao le.. i feel i am such a failure man.. i suck.. 28 more days till prelims and i am wasting my time all the while.. i totally noe nothing about maths and physics.. i think i can better go die liao le.. like gone case liao le.. super worried right now.. i have to work hard liao le.. feel like really slapping myself hard on my face to make mi wake up from my fallacy that i still have time.. and i will do it.. yeah..

i think i will do studying daily ba.. if not sure die die die.. liek my senior zi cheng said and advised mi, i have to do intensive studies liao le.. i dun care.. i cannot afford to be distracted.. yeah.. cheong cheong cheong.. yup yup.. i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg study liao le.. guess i wun be blogging liao le.. flying off!!!!! tata..

P.S. 28 days till prelims and 81 days till A levels..

Saturday, August 12, 2006

damn.. i wasted my saturday again.. bloody sian la.. totally din do anything today.. nv study.. nv do homework.. damn.. haiz.. no mood to mug this week.. dunno why.. cauz too much of the holidaes liao le.. started to break my momentum for my studies liao le.. haizz.. dunno leh.. later tonight going ouut also.. think wun be studying at all.. jia liat sia.. my whole saturday gone liddat..

i feel the urgency to study liao le.. 29 days till prelims.. and i have to catch up with ALL of my topics for j1 and j2 for my physics and maths.. dunno how to do that.. budden i think the least i can do is to finish some revision for my maths and physics tml and in the coming week.. have to study intensively liao le.. ya..

later think going out to watch fireworks.. yup.. and think might be studying a bit outside also.. have to grab time and complete revision on some of the motes i have not revised.. i think i will change my methods of revision liao.. think i will focus on practicising instead of reading thru my notes.. cauz i think it will help better.. cauz i will be revising the notes and the concepts while doing practice also.. yup yup..

i guess that will be all for today.. have to go liao le.. hopefully the fireworks display will eb good.. hahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 29 days till prelims and 82 days till A levels..

Friday, August 11, 2006

dunno why.. now feeling super super drained.. and super super tired.. even though din do much today.. onli had chemistry lecture, gp and physics tutorial onli.. budden very very tired.. must be because of the gp remedial in the late afternoon.. waited from 12 to 4pm for the remedial.. din learn much also.. cauz apparently the teacher is juz speaking and dunno wat the hell he is toking about..

then went for dinner at boon lay market with xun kai.. had nasi lemak.. and the food there is quite nice.. then went to lot 1 to get my comic and meet up with xun kai to play badminton.. dunno why also.. today play totally no energy.. dunno wat i playing also.. realli realli tired sia right now.. chatted with him for a while then go home..

i think tml will be going tostudy for the afternoon.. hopefully can get constructive revision going for mi.. cauz it like onli less than a month till prelims liao le.. time to catch up liao le.. and do lots of practice and revision.. hopefully can do well and pass my prelims well.. yup yups..

tml think will be going for the fireworks at night with xun kai also.. ya.. cauz heard it will be the best.. and i think so too.. cauz its the finale for the fireworks festival liao le.. hopefully it will be realli good.. hahax.. realli looking forward to it.. yup yup.. i guess i will stop here ba.. realli tired liao le.. gtg.. tata!!! =)

P.S. 30 days till prelims and 83 days till A levels..

Thursday, August 10, 2006

i am in great spirits again!!! yeah!!! i got my zen nano plus.. 512MB.. though not a very big deal budden i am realli damn happy.. cauz i finally got a mp3 player.. woohoo!!!! shiok!!! hahax.. gtg mug liao.. tata!!! =)
have been listening to F.I.R songs the whole of last night before i went to bed last night and listening to the songs the whole morning.. the more i get fascinated and amazed by them.. love them to bits.. wahahax..

i guess i will be studying the whole day later ba.. hopefully i can do it.. cauz got lots of things to be completed today.. have to study for my physics test tml and also have to complete my chemistry homework including both mcq tests which i obviously haven done.. wahahax.. have to put in much much more effort to complete my homework liao le.. if not cannot make it for prelims de.. yeah.. prelims is like onli in 31 days.. if not dun work hard will have regrets de.. yeah.. so have to start working hard liao le.. budden the long holiday tends to make mi slack.. i have slack 2 days liao.. time to work hard and catch up with my work liao le.. yup..

i guess thats all for today.. think might be going to buy comic later onli.. ya.. have to go off to have lunch then do homework liao le.. hahax.. flying off!!! =)

P.S. 31 days till prelims and 84 days till A levels..

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!! i finally got my new F.I.R album after much pain liao le.. hahax.. cauz have been travelling to many places to find the album budden all out of stock.. budden i finally managed to get my hands on the album today at causeway point.. damn damn shiok la.. simply love their new album.. super nice.. plus the vcd of their new mvs and the older ones.. damn damn nice.. wahahax.. in high spirits right now.. yeah yeah!!!

today is public holiday.. cauz today is national day.. hahax.. i guess will be watching the tv after in the evening.. actually its quite a pity that this yr is the last yr the national day parade will be held in the national stadium liao le.. and ppl wun have the chance to watch it again in the old national stadium anymore.. but i am still glad that i have at least watched the rehearsal before at the national stadium.. the atmosphere was good then from wat i rmb.. hahax.. hopefully in future got chances to watch the national day parade live.. wahahax..

thinking of going for the fireworks display at marina this saturday.. i think its a once in a lifetime experience onli.. hahax.. and i think that the fireworks will be spectacular and great.. hopefully can find ppl go together ba.. hahax.. yup yup..

i guess i will stop here ba.. going to watch the national day parade soon.. its realli amazing that every yr during national day, it nv rains.. hahax.. perhaps thats lao tian zhuo mei ba.. wahahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

P.S. 32 days till prelims and 85 days till A levels..

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

hahax.. today is sports carnival.. yeah.. din realli look forward to it in the morning.. cauz i got incomplete chemistry homework.. actually wanted to do homework during the sports event de.. budden started toking to bin hao and mavis.. then i distracted myself and lost all my focus and attention liao le.. so din manage to complete the work.. and i dunno how to do also.. lucky miss goh was kind and let mi hand in my work on friday..

i went for the event on tug of war.. juz went in.. apparently because i am big-sized.. and thinner ppl juz gets substituted off.. wahahax.. was the anchor.. however in the end still lost.. cauz apparently too many girls le.. then bannister got more guys.. and guys' strength and weight are usually greater and more significant than girls'.. yeah.. so owens lost.. budden still overall champion.. wahahax.. happy also no use.. cauz the same trophy is used over and over again every yr without change.. juz rotate onli.. lame sia.. wahahax..

went back with xun kai and walk walk ard jruong east then go lot 1.. sian sia.. i juz can't find my F.I.R cd.. and i am getting sad.. budden realli frustrated today.. cauz at JE cd-rama, the ppl there apparently din noe wat i wanted and had totally no idea wat i wanted.. i wanted the zheng ban one.. not the fan ban one.. and he kept telling mi its on the shelf.. sian.. go lot 1 still cannot find.. haiz...

budden one good thing is i juz changed to a new blogskin.. yeah!!! hahax.. can finally fit the youtube video nicely into that skin liao.. yup yup.. hahax.. i guess i will stop here ba.. should be studying a bit tonight and also have to bai bai later.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

P.S. 33days to prelims and 86 days to A levels..

Monday, August 07, 2006

tired tired tired and extremely tired.. very tired right now.. thats all i am feeling right now.. cauz played 4 hours plus of badminton in skl juz now.. was playing with some of my frends and also played with some of the teachers.. man.. the teachers were good.. especially an older teacher called bai lao shi.. he's superb.. yeah.. after that played with jin hong and xun kai till 7 plus until the auntie come chase us out of the hall.. wahahax..

after that went back home with xun kai and took 187.. had a good chat about many things.. also got tok about guitars.. thinking of learning how to play the guitar after As.. hopefully got time to learn.. hahax.. then went to my aunt's home to have dinner.. now back at home slacking in front of this high tech device.. yeah..

tml is national day celebration.. so no skl.. supposedly can enjoy today's rest de.. budden have to complete my homework on energetics before i can go rest later.. yeah.. tml is sports carnival.. dunno how it will turn out sia.. sianz.. hopefully wun be too draggy.. wanna end early and go look for my F.I.R cd.. sian.. yestrday went rama at lot 1 budden out of stock liao le.. sian sian sian.. hopefully can get it soon.. yeah..

i guess i will end here ba.. realli realli tired liao le.. no energy to carry on typing liao le.. maybe rest a while ythen start doing my chemistry homework.. hahax.. signing off!!! tata..

P.S. 34 days till prelims and 87 days till A levels..

Sunday, August 06, 2006

today i think i will be studying the whole day ba.. cauz got a lot of homework that needs to be completed by today.. chemistry, physics and maths.. wa sian.. so much things to be done.. lucky next week onli got 2 days of skl.. cauz of national day holiday and national day celebration.. yeah.. budden cannot slack also.. have to study and do lots of work on the holidaes.. sian la..

tml i think may be studying in skl till night.. budden going to play badminton in skl also.. play liao le then do night study in skl.. yeah.. prelims is in like less then 4 weeks time liao le.. then i still dunno anything about maths yet.. have to spend more time to catch up on maths liao le..

actually wanted tyo change blogskin last night and today de.. budden decided not to cauz i think it will take up a lot of time and i cannot finish homework.. have to stop being an IT savvy liao le.. have to stop using computer liao le.. so can concentrate and focus on my studies.. yeah.. so i guess i wun be blogging daily liao le..

next week 3 days dun need go skl.. can rest but also means that my allowance will be gone.. and i cannot buy my F.I.R new album till maybe the week after!!! sian la.. i love their new song sia.. F.I.R rocks totally la.. i guess in the meantime can onli go youtube watch their mv and listen to their music ba.. i guess i will end here ba.. have to go cheong homework liao le.. but here's F.I.R new mv 飞行部落.. super super nice sia... wahahax.. gtg le.. tata!!!

Saturday, August 05, 2006

sianz.. woke up in the morning today feeling ultra lethargic and tired.. cauz been thru quite a tough week this week.. ultra tired and ultra sleepy.. plus yesterday night went for badminton and played ard 7 to 8 straight solid matches.. damn tired.. budden still woke up very early to go to skl for chemistry..

i lost my calculator this thursday i think and i went to buy a new one yesterday night.. to my horror, my frend called mi and told mi that he had found my calculator.. it was like gosh.. i bought a new one!!! sianz.. wasted 16 bucks.. lucky it wasn't more expensive than that.. if not i can realli cry out loud liao le.. sianz..

reached skl ard 9.45am.. thought the remedial was at 10am.. budden totally no one in skl.. so went to msg miss goh and realised that the time was shifted to 11.15am.. sian.. and i wasn't inform about this info.. haiz.. forget it la.. sianz.. wasted so much time in skl when i can be happily sleeping at home.. blame it on my luck ba.. haiz.. had remedial on energetics and i think i have no problem on that topic after the remedial.. remedial ended ard 3 and went jp jalan jalan a while then go home le..

i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg do my homework liao le.. got alot of things that need to be completed by this weekend.. i think it will be a tiring weekend too.. budden no choice.. have to mug hard.. cauz its the onli way out and the onli thing i am worried and concerned about right now.. i will stop here.. tata..

P.S. 36 days till prelims and 89 days till A levels..

Thursday, August 03, 2006

a new goal in life,
a new lease of life...

to ppl in s14, in case u dunno wat mr chai is toking about.. wat he said is toking about mi.. ya.. it appears that everything is my fault.. and i think there is no point trying to clarify anything now because no one will listen or believe in mi anymore.. so ya.. however, there is one important thing that i have to say.. watever i have done these 1 years or so that have offended u guys, i am realli sorry.. i noe i dun think when i say some things and i noe many of u are tolerating mi.. i can onli apologise.. i noe that its nv easy to forgive someone.. and i dun dare to seek forgiveness..

budden now wat i realli hope is that i have some space to learn and hopefully u ppl can give mi the space.. yeah.. i will nv bother anyone of u ppl now and i will not distract u guys in or outside class.. thats the least i can do for u ppl.. i dun seek for acceptance as i noe i will nv ever get it.. yup.. i realli dun wanna bring any trouble to anyone anymore.. i noe u ppl hate mi and i have accepted this fact.. yup.. i sincerely hope for the best for everyone in class and hopefully that everyone can do well for prelims and ultimately A levels..

i am not writing this to gain acceptance or forgiveness.. i think this thing has been on my mind for very long le.. and i onli have the courage to say out now.. not that am a hypocrite or wat.. i juz wanted to avoid conflict and bothering u guys.. ya..

like wat i said in my title, a new goal and a new lease of life.. i will now focus all my attention and energy to my studies.. and to get excellent results for my A levels.. i have no time to lose liao le.. and i guess everyone's attention should be focused on studies liao le.. i will ignore everything liao le.. wun care about the distractions and plainly study and study.. ya.. this will be my life till the end of A levels.. and i will work extremely hard towards my goal thats to get into a good university.. yeah.. i dun wanna disappoint my parents and also regret in the future..

i guess i will be starting intensive studying from next week onwards.. especially night studies.. i guess i will start studying daily till 10pm then go back home.. yeah.. i think that will realli help in improving my grades.. today's motivational talk also somehow made mi wake up.. time to put down my pride and start asking questions consistently liao le.. onli this can help mi now..

i guess i will end here ba.. i am sure that this post will have many controversy and many arguments over wat i have said.. feel free to tag watever u are unhappy about mi.. at least i noe i got the point across liao le.. ya.. and i will never ever disturb u again.. ya.. thanks so much!!! signing off here.. tata..

P.S. 38 days till prelims and 91 days till A levels..

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

damn bloody sian today.. now i in skl.. using the computer in the library.. wahahax.. damn sian.. slacking right now.. nothing better to do.. waiting for gp common test later at 2.30pm.. trying to look for some information for the common test later budden no mood..

have been slacking the whole of today.. chemistry tutorial in the morning and my teacher allowed us to study for the lecture test later.. onli managed to read thru transition metals budden not counted as revised.. cauz apparently i din noe many things.. had the lecture test and i was gone case liao le.. die die die die die..

had maths tutorial.. then suddenly have to meet parents again.. cauz my civics tutor said that some people has been complaining against him and he has to meet some of our parents liao.. i mean its ok for mi.. cauz i noe wat to expect liao le.. cauz i noe that my civics tutor wun have anything good to say about mi.. and i am hated.. wahahax.. so have to get my parents prepared for the worse.. wahahax.. cauz i roughly noe wat he has to say liao le.. budden worried i will trouble my dad.. told him no need meet liao le.. now need to meet again.. sianz..

i guess i will stop here ba.. have to go do some research for the common test later.. if not later sure flunk de.. want to do well also.. so dun need to go for remedials in future.. yeah.. gtg le.. tata!!! =)

P.S. 39 days till prelims and 91 days till A levels..

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

yeah!!! i started my night study in skl liao le.. today was a tiring and boring day.. budden i still managed to endure and do my night studies in skl.. yeah.. superb.. was studying in the PD block with wei yuan and rasyid where we were studying for the chemistry test tml.. the environment was good.. and was realli conducive for studying.. and i managed to finish my group VII elements de revision in skl also..

had breaks in between and went down to canteen for coffee and biscuits.. i carried on studying until 8 plus then went back home with rasyid.. i think i can onli concentrate well in quiet environment i guess.. then took 172 back home with rasyid..

think i should realli carry on with my night studies.. realli helping mi a lot.. think i will carry on tml.. budden hoepfully got the energy to last throughout ba.. cauz got chemistry test and GP common test.. yeah.. flying off to do revision liao le.. gtg le.. tata!!!

P.S. 39 days till prelims and 92 days till A levels..