Saturday, September 30, 2006

going skl soon i guess.. gonna study today.. yeah.. and to study smart and not study hard like yee loong told mi.. and to believe i can get good results too.. yeah.. it realli waked mi up to change my method and attitude towards studies.. have to use the most effective method to study.. cannot use lousy methods which will slow mi down..

have to juz get the mood right today and get the momentum going.. and to forget everything that is bothering mi.. juz let go for this whole month and then try to get everything in place after that.. yeah.. studies is priority right now.. yups..

guess i will stop here ba.. its gonna rain very soon.. have to go to skl fast so wun get caught in the rain.. ya.. gtg.. flying off!!!

P.S. 32 days till A levels..

Friday, September 29, 2006

zheng xiang is an idiot.. bastard.. stupid fool.. not revising for A levels and instead slacking like a piece of rotten shit lying ard somewhere filthy.. you are so moronic.. do u noe that is are asking for trouble and hell liddat??? are u trying to fail A levels??? u stupid idiotic asshole.. haizZz.. u are truly hopeless liao le.. and u keep playing basketball when ur results sux and u practically flunked ur prelims.. stupid stupid stupid..

erm.. i wasted this whole week.. 5 days.. wasted it big time.. practically nv study anything la.. and i am such a burden to my study mates.. affecting their revision also.. haizZz.. i am really a budden to them la..

it was in the evening when i was playing basketball with my frend and he started toking to mi about mi.. and commented on mi and some things that i am not doing well.. as in the way i do things.. he said i take things too seriously and criticism too hard.. and that becos of my frankness i will offend many ppl.. i dunno.. i cannot rebut him.. cauz i agree with him too.. and there is juz these flaws in the way i do and look at things.. haizZz.. sadded.. he told mi i have to try to change to turn for the better.. and i appreciated wat he says very much and wat he shared with him though we known each other like less then 1 month to be exact..

i'm having rather mixed feelings right now.. i feel bad and miserable.. budden i disagree with wat he says is that i am not hopeless.. i will persevere on and study as hard as i can from tml onwards.. i am not going to be a burden anymore and instead, i'm gonna cheong all the way liao le.. not time to look back and no time to hesitate liao le.. i'm not going to be a goner!!! i will persevere and strive on for my studies.. all the way!!!

i guess my resolution right now is to juz fight on no matter wat.. and not to let my emotions and feelings get the best of mi.. juz forget about everything and let down to study realli hard.. and i'm gonna push my frends also so that we wun slack together and we can do well for the upcoming As.. yeah.. juz study study study, eat, shit, sleep and repeat ba.. ya.. i think i will stop here ba.. no mood to carry on liao le.. flying off...

P.S. 33 days till A levels..

Thursday, September 28, 2006

erm.. super tired today.. and super slack today.. die liao le.. i no mood to study liao le.. and i realli have the feeling of giving up liao le.. dunno leh.. thinking about poly and stuffs.. wa sia.. jia liat jia liat liao le.. very worried i will realli give up halfway and all my hard work gone to drain liao le..

haizZz.. was studying with bin hao and hao chun.. din study anything at all today.. sianzZz.. haiz.. told bin hao i no mood to study and he told mi he too.. budden have to push ourselves to study no matter wat.. juz cheong liao le.. no choice liao le.. haizZz.. then wei yuan came toking to mi and he told mi its a sign of burning out already.. haizZz.. budden he also gave mi encouragement which i appreciate a lot a lot.. hahax..

guess i should be booking a time with mr mak tml and tok to him about my results this time round and see wat he suggests i can do so that i can imporve in my grades.. ya.. cauz he on night duty tml and i think i can go ask him.. yups.. hopefully it helps ba..

tml gotta realli buck up liao.. slapping myself hard on the face so i can wake up right now and face the music.. and work harder to face the reality.. got no time to lose liao le.. if not i will fail.. have to be optimistic and never give up.. ya.. guess i will stop here ba.. cauz blogging bout grades all this time.. think realli affected badly.. ya.. buck up!!! study hard.. flying off!!!

P.S. 34 days till A levels..

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

sadded.. got back all results liao le.. onli passed GP.. and a very bad pass for mi.. then got O F F for the other subjects.. zZz.. sian diao liao le.. and i slacked the whole day today.. din study very much.. onli did ideal gases.. sianzZz la.. erm.. no time to lose liao le.. 34 days to A levels liao le.. minus today cauz the day is ending liao le.. ya..

was toking to miss goh while studying in the canteen when she wanted to go home.. told her i gotten O F F.. she seems shocked.. hahax.. budden she encouraged mi and told mi not to look back at prelims liao le.. juz look forward and redo tutorial qns.. i think i will do as she says.. and then also do the papers in the tys.. hopefully it helps mi jump many grades by As.. ya.. cannot disappoint my teachers especially miss goh and mr mak.. ya.. have to do well by hook or by crook..

guess i will be booking lots and lots of consultation time slot with mr mak and miss goh ba.. when their timetable is available for us liao.. have to start to be thick skin and ask for help le.. as for maths do qns and discuss with bin hao and hao chun.. can ask yee loong also.. hahax.. thats wat i will do ba.. juz pia and pia like hell ba..

today played basketball and lost quite alot of precious time for studies.. hope i wun do it again tml.. have to be disciplined.. so can make full use of the time left for mi to revise.. yups.. haizZz.. juz try my best ba so wun have regrets.. guess i will end here ba.. gtg le.. rest well so can study tml.. yeah.. flying off!!!

P.S. 35 days till A levels..

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

haizZz.. here to officially announce i failed all my subjects for my prelims liao.. haizZz.. sadded.. in a ultra bad mood this morning cauz of my sucky results and blaming myself for not doing well.. erm.. damn sad la.. tried my best liao still get these lousy results..

something pissed mi off alot today.. my gp teacher pissed mi off totally.. made some lame shit remarks thinking she's damn pro at giving examples.. she's juz a lousy teacher.. izzit wrong to wanna sit alone???

i was already feeling very down and demoralised when she started spouting nonsense.. erm.. dunno la.. maybe wat she says have some truth ba.. budden it realli made mi sad and exasperated when she have to kao bei mi when i was quiet and refuse to tok all the time.. she is a complete moron la.. i was so angry i said "if u dun wanna go into my blog u better shut up.." i guess its a bit rude la.. i admit it.. but i was realli angry at that point of time.. haizZz..

i dunno why i said about my blog.. guess i am realli unaware of wat i'm saying ba.. too angry le.. haizZz.. and i seem to be always complaining on my blog to feel better someway.. maybe thats why ba.. having a gut feeling ppl might condemn mi for saying such things but i dunno la.. i'm demoralised and sad now.. dunno wat to say anymore liao le.. haizZz.. shall not dwell into more stuffs in case it invites trouble.. haizZz..

haizZz.. in the end i starting scribbling and drawing things.. drew something like this.. monsters and stuffs.. guess i'm realli bonkers already.. haiz.. dunno la.. hopefully i will get over it soon cauz it realli took mi time to get over stuffs the last time round.. haizZz..

























now have to start studying liao le.. zi cheng told mi i have to work 2 times harder than he did.. to jump 4 grades.. ya.. i guess i have to do that ba.. study study study.. no matter how tired also have to cheong and cheong and cheong again.. this october is the critical october of my life.. haizZz..

anyways was resting with bin hao and his frend and we thought of something about grades.. quite funny la.. had a good laugh after thinking of it..

A- Atrocious
B- Bad
C- Cannot make it
D- Distinction
E- Extraordinary
O- Owning
F- Fantastically Fabulous

hahax.. ya.. quite lame la.. budden its seems to lighten up my spirits.. i guess i will stop here ba.. quite tired already.. think have to go study and study later also.. ya.. tml FULL FORCE pis for As liao le.. yup.. gtg.. flying off!!!

P.S. 36 days till A levels..

Monday, September 25, 2006

damn bloody sian right now.. i failed my chemistry and maths big time sia.. and i mean big time.. both got F sia.. maths 38.5 and chemistry 39 marks.. haizZz.. so sadded la.. 1 or 2 more marks can at least get O.. budden both F.. i so sad la.. chemistry was actually the subject i like more and hope to get better grades.. budden i failed utterly la.. i think i got more confidence onli on physics liao le.. haiz..

after skl actually wanted to study with hao chun and bin hao de.. in the end disturbed them and they couldn't study much also.. juz like wat bin hao's frend was saying i'm affecting both of them la.. i feel so bad la.. dunno wat has gotten into mi liao le.. din study and affect others.. i wasn't like this before de lo.. maybe i cannot take the stress liao??? i feel so dumb.. haizZz.. feel so bad right now la..

then go home that time i accidentally killed a snail also la.. haizZz.. feel bad also la.. took a life away.. apparently because i'm a buddhist.. haizZz.. may that snail rest in peace ba.. may be like a small thing but made mi feel bad.. haizZz.. dunno why leh.. dunno wat has gotten into mi..

haizZz.. dunno why the sudden down-ness.. haizZz.. too stressed liao ba.. i realli a bad influence liao le.. affecting my frends in studies when i'm not that magnificent in my own studies and results.. i feel so bad la.. haiz.. tml think gonna study also.. i have to buck up liao le.. left 36 days till A levels liao le.. cauz today is considered gone liao le.. haizZz.. have to really buck up and study.. if not i'm a dead ass.. haizZz.. sian la..

hey zheng xiang.. buck up and pull up ur socks ba.. u are like a gone case de student liao still dun wanna work hard.. still reading comics sometimes and watching anime also.. stop these nonsense la.. u are going to die if u carry on like this.. wake up wake up wake up..

haizZz.. i guess i will end here ba.. no mood to carry on liao le.. sadded.. haizZz.. going to take a good bath and a good sleep.. hopefully can wake up afresh and study damn hard from tml onwards.. ya.. gtg.. flying off.... =(

P.S. 37 days till A levels..

Sunday, September 24, 2006

erm.. i found the official site of the movie i watched lately.. i got freaked out and my frend too.. scary.. if u wanna try ur guts and u think u are not afraid at all, i dare u to try this.. i think its quite shocking la.. plz be MENTALLY PREPARED before u try.. woohoo..

click here
woohoo.. today totally slack again.. watch tv for the whole morning.. and then continue watching anime and reading manga.. yeah.. definitely shiok.. wahahax.. actually supposed to go play pool with zi cheng de.. budden he got something else on.. so din play today.. so watched anime the whole day lo.. and saved a bit of money also.. hahax..

today should be the last day of my slacking days liao le.. from tml onwards gtg cheong 1000% for A levels liao.. tml gonna have maths and think should be getting papers back.. should be badly badly done.. budden nvm.. i will try the papers again and hopefully can do the qns.. tonight also have to complete the chemistry paper 3 qns which i have not attempted.. ya..

guess will be going out later to get some stuffs first then come back do homework ba.. then maybe will continue reading comics.. hahax.. but from tml on have to work realli hard liao le.. 38 days left till A levels onli.. cannot afford to waste time liao le.. have to cheong hard for revision and do as many tys qns as possible plus practise papers so can score well and do well for As.. yeah.. thats my aim now..

i guess i will stop here ba.. thats all for today liao le.. might be going on blog hiatus till A levels is over also (though dun really seem to be cauz updating all the time).. wahahax.. have to try to stop using the com so often liao.. it realli gets mi addicted.. muahahahax.. gtg.. flying off!!!

P.S. 38 days till A levels..

Saturday, September 23, 2006

today had bai bai in the morning at my aunt's home.. for my grandmother.. yeah.. spent the whole morning at her home with the rest of the family.. actually quite worried de.. scared i might quarrel with them again like the last time round.. but i'm glad i din.. yah.. cauz i kept quiet the whole time and refused to talk.. ya.. lucky i pulled thru today.. woo..

then was anime-ing and manga-ing again the whole afternoon.. was reading the few comics i bought lately.. hahax.. quite nice sia.. then watched anime joel gave mi.. hahax.. finishing very soon.. yeah!!! think should be able to complete it tml liao.. woohoo!!!

later tonight going aunt's home for dinner also.. although a bit unwilling, budden still have to do it cauz if i dun i will get into trouble again.. haiz.. might be getting something from my junior also.. help him hand in his chinese homework.. gtg le.. guess thats all for today.. flying off!!!

P.S. 39 days till A levels..

Friday, September 22, 2006

today was a great great day.. very fun sia.. hahax.. today woke up early in the morning to watch anime again on youtube.. damn shiok.. think i going to complete the anime in no time.. going to watch another one joel lent mi the last time but i din finish one also..

ard noon time, went out with joel to catch a movie.. decided to meet at 12 noon.. hahax.. we decided to go causeway to catch the movie cauz dun wanna go to the usual places.. hahax.. reached there quite early ard 12.30 liddat.. then we went to cathay and see got wat movies available..

looked thru the available movies and decided to watch a trailer.. actually din realli like trailers.. cauz like no fun liddat.. looked thru the movie for a while before we decided to watch PULSE.. hahax.. then went to walk ard causeway and had lunch before catching the movie.. also went to buy some sushi to eat inside the cinema and was almost late.. but luckily made it in time..



















the show was good.. hahax.. budden a bit of no trill.. quite expected wat will happen.. i thought it would be those realli scary kind de.. budden not scared at all.. wahahax.. nonetheless the plot was good and the story was good also.. its about this some sort of virus that is spreading throughout the whole city through computers and high tech devices.. budden this is not a virus but beings from another dimension which is causing this.. ppl with internet connections or stuff will be affect and their lives will be sucked out of them and they would commit suicide..

the main character mattie and her frends were part of this and eventually all her frends lost their lives cauz of the beings.. mattie's boyfriend managed to contact the beings as he found a new frequency of internet connection.. and wanted to create something new but he lost his life cauz of this.. eventually mattie along with another guy dextor who bought mattie bf computer tried shutting down the program using the virus mattie's bf created but they failed and almost lost their lives.. they had no choice but to move out of the invaded city to areas where there are no high tech devices at all.. the the story ended.. realli quite a nice show.. wahahax.. budden i and joel kept laughing at the shocking parts and almost got scolded.. hahax..

after the show walked ard causeway for a while then took 187 back.. went to joel's home to watch some anime and he gave mi some anime also.. then chatted alot and looked thru the animes.. also played with joel's dog terry and it was super cute.. hahax.. had a nice time at his home and went home ard 8 liddat..

today realli had lots of fun.. hahax.. i doubt in the next month will have time to enjoy myself liao le.. will be too busy studying also.. hopefully after As can have fun ba.. hahax.. gtg le.. quite tired liao le.. flying off!!! tata!!! =)

P.S. 40 days till A levels..

Thursday, September 21, 2006

sian.. i slacked again.. reading comics and watching anime on youtube the whole day sia.. thats why computers are like drugs.. u will get addicted to it and u can practically do anything using it.. and u can find almost anything u wan from the internet.. woo.. i'm such a IT savvy sia.. hahax..

i guess i should start studying a bit today liao.. complete my chemistry paper 3 de qns.. so when the teachers go thru i will understand.. yeah.. have to start studying everyday from now on.. though now still slacking period budden cannot drag until next week.. from next week on have to work 10 times harder liao le.. and it means no more reading comics and anime-ing liao le.. haiz..

guess i will stop here ba.. thats all for today le.. tml might be going out to watch movie with my frend.. dunno leh.. frend said he was thinking of watching trailer.. budden i thinking of watching the jackie chan movie.. hahahax.. tml then decide ba.. wahahahax.. gtg study.. flying off!!!

here are some pics i found.. damn cute.. wahahax..





























woo.. babies.. damn cute sia.. wahahax..

















P.S. 41 days till A levels..

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

yesterday while going jp with bin hao and hao chun.. was discussing about grad night thingy.. about the tickets.. i was thinking about it.. i got the ticket.. but do i have a purpose there? haiz.. pondering over it.. dunno la.. see wat to do till then ba.. maybe have to sell the ticket also if i cannot get out from btmc then also.. haiz..

i guess i have forget about all these liao le.. studying gave mi less time to think about stupid stuffs and make my life more meaningful.. i think its realli a paradox.. hahax.. when i always grumble that studying suxs and stuff.. irony.. wahahax.. starting to feel the insignificance of myself le..

i dunno why.. whenever i am not occupied with studies or not thinking of studies, my mind will go haywire and think of stuffs that i ought to have forgotten and placed aside.. cauz all these had been bothering for months.. in fact a yr.. i dunno.. i juz can't let go.. and i regret.. i complain and everything juz starts all over again.. haiz.. such a vicious cycle i can nv jump out of.. i am not depressed, but i juz feel that something missing in my skl life.. i'm not deprived of it, but i can nv get it.. dunno la.. guess i am deceiving myself all these while..

this morning i was sms-ing my senior zi cheng as he wanted mi to plan a outing for our og cauz he wanted to meet up with us before he goes taiwan for training.. i decided to do it cauz i had it in mind also.. as i was planning, i looked thru my file and saw the contact lists in my file.. and i started to feel sad..

i was also thinking of planning outing for my first 3 months class.. budden i din want to in the end.. actually i dun have the guts now le.. i dunno wat i can do.. i have lost all my confidence in facing the ppl i treasure in the past and till now.. i realli dunno wat i can say to them.. and i have drifted apart from them.. i'm realli sad as i reminisce about the past where i still had the confidence to organise something for everyone to get together and have fun.. but i am worried i will do the wrong things now and offend everyone like i did these few months.. i guess i should juz forget about all these and get on with my life.. shouldn't be too optimistic anymore..

i guess its realli time i give up liao le.. cannot afford to be distracted once again.. have to start cheong for studies once again.. and after As i would have a new life.. though mundane but at least wun have to worry bout such stuffs.. but i have to start learning how to treat ppl all over again so as not to make the same mistakes..

guess i will close this chapter of my depression story ba.. time to get back to reality liao.. actually i dunno wat i was toking about.. juz wanted to let off some steam.. yeah.. back to things that happen today..

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wooo.. damn shiok today.. rest at home din study or anything.. also din go to skl as i planned.. apparently i am too tired and too lazy liao le.. had a good time resting.. hahax.. manga-ing and anime-ing the whole day.. watched a few episodes of anime and also cleared many of my comics that i haven read becos of the exams.. one word to describe my feelings now.. shiok.. wahahax..

guess will be going to lot 1 to buy comics later on ba.. then can read again.. wahahax.. today i think dedicated to rest de.. like my junior said.. car also need to add petrol de.. direct translation from chinese.. actually should say car needs to refuel de.. wahahax.. so juz rest today and then start to cheong again tml.. yeah.. also have to put my heart and soul now to plan for my og outing.. hopefully can let zi cheng have a fun time to catch up with our og peeps.. =)

i guess i will end here ba.. going lot 1 liao le.. and tml going to skl to start mugging for As.. let studies occupy my whole mind now so i wun think of stuffs.. yeah.. flying off!!!

P.S. 42 days till A levels..

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

wOoOo.. prelims finally ended.. can be relieved from the stress for a moment.. think i will do very badly for my papers.. really badly.. this is an indication that i have to work 10 times harder for A levels.. haiz.. sian lo..

today had chemistry paper 1 and 2.. screwed both of them up.. big time.. budden forget it la.. time to look forward and study hard for my subjects.. have to cheong together.. so wun do badly for any one of the subjects.. yeah.. time to work hard again.. hahax.. really reluctant to say that.. wahahax..

today stayed in skl a while with hao chun.. cauz he wanted to study a bit before going play.. budden i slacked the whole time.. din study at all.. bad move.. cauz i think i might lose momentum.. budden i hope this rest can give mi more energy to study hard for As.. yeah..

ard 1 plus went to west coast entertainment centre there play pool with hao chun and bin hao.. quite fun.. enjoyed myself alot.. hahax.. budden the two of them realli pro.. so kanna thrash by them in many matches.. budden managed to win some also.. wahahax.. quite fun..

after that went jp play initial D.. haiz.. too lousy liao.. kanna thrash again.. cauz first time play.. hahax.. let them earn free game sia.. sian.. nvm.. hahax.. first time onli.. perhaps next time will be better.. wahahax.. then went home with bin hao and now rotting in front of the com.. sian..

still deciding whether to go skl study tml anot.. sian.. thinking of studying leh.. budden after exams like no mood liddat.. jia liat.. budden think would be going ba.. cauz realli have to buck up and study.. yeah.. so i guess i would go ba.. also having holidays till next monday.. hopefully wun waste time and can study a bit in these holidays.. i guess i will end here ba.. gtg le.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 43 days till A levels..

Monday, September 18, 2006

woohoo.. my 2ooth post on blogger.. hahax.. have been blogging for quite a long time liao le.. hahax.. and blogging has been part of my life for a long time liao le.. hahax.. all the different emotions and feelings i have are recorded on my blog.. seems like a place where i kept all my memories.. hahax..

anyways tml is last 2 papers for chemistry and prelims will be over le.. yay!!! budden i noe i wun do well for my prelims.. actually i noe i will screw up big time.. budden i think its a good time to reflect on why i din do well and study hard once again for A levels..

think tml will play play a bit after studying in skl after the papers.. yeah.. perhaps may be going pool or wat.. relax a bit after exams.. yeah.. then full force cheong for A levels liao le.. think i will stop here ba.. gtg study for chemistry.. hopefully can do well.. so can make up for the lousy performance in paper 3.. yeah.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 44 days till A levels..

Sunday, September 17, 2006

sian.. i slack the whole of yesterday.. din study at all.. jia liat.. last 2 papers liao le.. cannot slack liao.. think will be starting to study at noon.. all the way till the night.. cannot afford to waste any time liao le.. have to understand and practice many questions for statistics and the remaining topics that i have not studied.. yeah.. gtg study le.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 45 days till A levels..

Saturday, September 16, 2006

haiz.. this week is realli tiring.. but i guess its still ok ba.. yesterday slacked the whole day.. was too tired to continue studying.. slept for a long long time yesterday night.. budden i guess i have to continue studying today.. dun think i would be going to skl ba.. too tired le and a bit waste of time to travel during exam period.. so i guess would be studying at home..

exams seriously sux.. i tend to become a bit crazy in the mind and some things i do will juz go bersek and i would do weird weird stuffs.. and sometimes even do some idiotic stuffs.. yeah.. to xun kai if u see this i wanna say i'm sorry again for that prank i played on you that day.. so sorry.. i din mean to cauz u trouble de.. really sorry.. and to my frends if i said anything funny or offending, plz forgive mi cauz apparently the exams had made mi gone bonkers.. wahahax..

i'm realli appreciative to the fact that i have my frends supporting mi and asking mi to study right now.. and also ask mi not to give up.. it was my role actually.. budden now when i started to slacken down my frends who study with mi started encouraging mi to work hard like i said.. and i realli appreciate this fact.. woohoo.. thanks hao chun and bin hao.. for studying with mi all this while.. thanks for the time we spent studying hard and mugging together.. yeah..

i guess i have to end here le.. not time to blog so much.. hahax.. gtg le to study hard for the remaining chemistry and maths paper which i totally dun have faith in.. yeah.. good luck to all my frends too!!! persevere on!!! flying off!!! =)

P.S. 46 days till A levels..

Thursday, September 14, 2006

sian.. here to officially announce i failed my chemistry paper 3 BIG TIME.. never do option topic, the rest also never do.. should say mind block dunno how to do.. sian la.. guess i have to bang on physics tml le.. and also on maths.. have to try my best to do well.. gtg le.. have to mug for physics so can pass.. flying off..

P.S. 48 days till A levels..

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

indeed screwed up my maths.. sian.. gone case liao.. means i have to get super good grades for paper 2 then i might pass.. sian la.. tml chemistry and friday physics.. mugging suxs.. sian.. gtg study le.. flying off!!!

P.S. 49 days till A levels..

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

saw a shooting star today.. cool.. wahahax.. mugging still in progress.. think might fail the maths paper tml.. jia liat.. full time mugger now.. sian.. gtg study le.. tata..

P.S. 50 days till A levels..

Sunday, September 10, 2006

haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. zero day to prelims liao le.. thats tml!!! arghhh.. hate it.. haven fully prepare for prelims yet.. not yet study for maths and chemistry.. onli like gone thru 1/4 of the syllabus for physics.. think i gone case liao le.. like a book i saw in the lebrary yesterday titled "gone case".. think i would be a good character in that book.. haiz..

i not feeling demoralised though.. though i feel worried la.. even if i flunk i wun give up for my A levels.. like my frend told mi today if i give up now its like 17 yrs of my life wasted liao le.. i will try my best to pass.. yeah.. i wun give up..

here juz wanna wish all my frends taking prelims tml all the best and good luck.. jia you and all the best.. dun burn out ok? take care!!! =)

P.S. 52 days till A levels..

Saturday, September 09, 2006

have to cheong for my maths today.. cheong.. if not sure fail.. jia liat.. haiz.. think should be going to JE library study ba.. senior offered to help mi.. yeah.. gtg le.. tata..

P.S. 1 day to prelims and 54 days till A levels..

Friday, September 08, 2006

wa sia.. 2 days to prelims and i haven touch maths yet.. gone case.. onli managed to finish some chemistry today.. sian sian sian.. haiz.. dunno how to pass my prelims sia.. kao.. budden cannot demoralised.. study as much as i can.. hopefully can pass ba..

P.S. 2 days till prelims and 55 days till A levels..

Thursday, September 07, 2006

no time left liao.. jia liat jia liat.. have a feeling i might juz flunk prelims.. haiz... getting worried.. budden cannot be demoralised.. juz do wat i can.. gtg.. tata..

P.S. 3 days till prelims and 56 days till A levels..

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

din study much today.. slack quite a lot today.. then tml gonna waste a day for some stupid medical checkup.. haiz.. have to pia tonight or on friday ba.. no time to lose liao le.. sian sian sian.. very very tired liao le.. like my frend said.. now we are full time al-chemist.. or al-physicist.. lame la.. in other words.. full time student.. sian la.. onli thing is we dun get paid.. except allowance la.. haiz.. blogging lame and boring stuffs.. can see the state i am in now.. gtg study le.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 4 days till prelims and 57 days till A levels..

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

today was good.. studied quite a lot.. though distracted in the morning and din concentrate hard, budden managed to concentrate fully when my frend came and we studied together at the benches area.. finished quite a bit for physics and also started reading thru chemistry de thermodynamics.. yeah.. cool..

yesterday heard news that thr croc hunter steve irwin passed away cauz of an attack by a sting ray.. i was devastated and really sad.. cauz he had been my idol in secondary skl days and till now.. cauz of his undying love for wildlife and his great contribution to the world for bringing nature to everyone in the world.. he had left a legacy behind him and many would remember him.. may he rest in peace and he would be my idol forever..




















i guess thats all for today le ba.. gtg study le.. flying off..
P.S. 5 days till prelims and 58 days till A levels..

Monday, September 04, 2006

studied in skl today.. from morning till evening.. din accomplish as much.. cauz wasn't concentrating well enough.. have to concentrate better tml.. and going to finish many stuffs tonight.. yeah.. saw my first 3 months frends wui siong and michelle at JP.. nice to see them after so long.. hahax.. chatted a bit then go home le.. hope next time got chances to catch up again.. gtg.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 6 days till prelims and 59 days till A levels..

Sunday, September 03, 2006

7 days till prelims and 60 days till A levels..

Saturday, September 02, 2006

gtg study in skl later.. if not at home sure cannot concentrate.. yeah.. have to use my time wisely liao.. thursday will be wasted for some idiotic medical checkup.. so have to squeeze many things in the remaining days.. really have to go on hiatus liao.. have to study real real hard.. push myself to the max.. even if it means i am going to burn out after the exams.. i think i will continue to study in skl immediately after prelims.. cannot afford to lose time liao.. gtg.. flying off.. think wun be blogging for the next 2 weeks or so.. tata..

P.S. 8 days till prelims and 61 days till A levels..

Friday, September 01, 2006

mugging in progress.. 9 days till prelims.. haven study yet.. gone case liao.. but i will nv give up.. still got 10 dasy including today.. still can make a difference.. yeah.. flying off.. tata!!!

P.S. 9 days till prelims and 63 dasy till A levels..