JURONG CAMP HERE I COME!!!

guess this is the very last post for the week ba.. LOL.. going off to jurong camp liao le.. gonna start my job as a field engineer from tml onwards.. dunno wat is in store for mi.. very excited towards this very new unit.. but worried somehow also.. hahax.. new environment.. pioneer unit.. dunno wat is waiting for mi..

hahax.. somehow i will try to survive thru de ba.. hopefully can learn some new things that can help mi in my life ba.. also hoping that the vocation can somehow help mi get a uni course next yr ba.. hahax.. hoping lo.. praying hard.. hahax..

think i will end here ba.. going off to my aunt's place liao le.. and to pack my unpacked field pack and duffel bag.. take care lo all my frends in the meantime!!! cya again soon!!! flying off!!! =)

sianzZz

super super tired today.. neck aching.. has been aching for days liao le.. the splitting headache i had from yesterday still not ok yet.. sianzZz.. so so tired liao le.. of so many things.. dunno how to say also..

yesterday morning went play bball with my platoon mates.. hahax.. first time going out with ppl in my platoon.. not bad la.. it was fun yet tiring.. cauz too long never exercise liao during the block leave.. hahax.. guess have to try go for a run soon.. which is today and tml.. wahahx.. budden doubt i got the motivation to do so..

hahax.. while playing everyone is like making calls to check where they are posted to.. a number of them there are posted to OCS.. hahax.. thats great.. sianzZz.. was not very worried budden still hoping that i can get into a slack unit.. so went home after bball to check on my vocation..

got into a weird one.. hahax.. FD ENGR PNR- PLANT.. according to my senior is field engineer.. i'm the pioneer batch and my role is like to plant explosives and set up wire obstacles.. sounds dangerous.. sianzZz sia.. hopefully its slack ba.. hahax.. but it doesn't sound so... like chiong sua that type.. dunno la.. i will noe wat it is on monday.. and the good thing is that it is at jurong.. yipee.. wahahax..

supposedly going play pool with reggie and melvin de.. budden in the end din go.. cauz of the bad headache.. sorry worx reggie ps u.. ard evening went out with wei xia zhen lin and vincent go dinner.. cauz long time no see xia liao le.. so went lo.. went IMM makan pepper lunch and also visit linda.. hahax.. long time no see liao also.. wahahax.. after went play pool at CSC.. sianzZz..

haizZz.. some things on my mind dunno how to say also.. and think shouldn't say also ba.. haizZz.. feel so puzzled on wat to do now.. haizZz.. think end here ba.. dun say le.. flying off..

today was a good day.. woke up early in the morning.. played a bit of game then went out le.. hahax.. went out with edmund, boon hou and yong qing to orchard cine to sing K.. hahax.. apparently town is the common place we all can go.. cauz everyone of us is scattered ard singapore.. LOL.. hahax.. it was fun singing together with them.. hahax.. its very comfortable to be in the company.. hahax.. sang till 3 plus then went rot ard orchard.. hahax..

i went back first cauz getting money from sakae.. hahax.. din noe i still got a bit of money left in sakae.. hahax.. 40 bucks worx.. hahax.. can pay my handphone bills liao le.. wahahax.. sort of unexpected money when i am now so short of cash liao.. hahax.. so in time man.. wahahax.. saw alot of new faces in sakae and the onli familiar faces i can see is reggie and agnes.. hahax.. think reggie is leaving also liao.. anna leaving next week.. finally.. everyone tuo li ku hai liao le.. hahax..

went home played a bit of game then went out for dinner with anna, zhen lin and jing shi.. hahax.. took bus to batok to walk to gombak together with them.. LOL.. had prata at gombak there.. not too bad la.. quite nice.. budden they say a bit hard today.. after dinner walked together with jing shi back home cauz afraid she will be caught by "ahem".. wahahax.. then i went back home rotting till now.. hahax.. while in the lift at jing shi home they even played POLICE N THIEF with mi.. went up and down the lift till i fed up and waited downstairs.. LOL.. wahahax..

think i will stop here ba.. a bit tired liao le.. think i blog again another time ba.. gtg.. flying off!!!

WOOTS!!!

today was a great day.. celebrated vincent's 18th bdae.. hahax.. meet in the afternoon to have suki buffet.. hahax.. actually i wanted to go earlier to get the cake for vin de.. budden was late.. then vincent saw mi at the ATM there.. sianzZz.. cannot use draw money as excuse to go buy liao le.. so no choice met up with anna and jing shi who were already at lot 1..

hahax.. somehow anna and jing shi got the cake for vincent even though i din reply their msg when they are deciding on the cake.. wahahax.. mi and my lousy phone with lack of memory space for msgs.. hahax.. had buffet and zhen lin joined us later.. hahax.. ate till 5 plus.. and we were finished witht he buffet.. hahax.. and we finally set up the surprise for vincent when he went washroom.. prepared the cake before he came back.. wahahax..

true enough vincent was quite surprised.. hahax.. sang bdae song and then let him make wish and blow candles.. hahax.. think shall upload the photos i took today ba.. hahax.. the happy bdae boy.. wahahax..






















vincent's bdae cake.. hahax..

























the bdae boy.. hahax..

after that went CSC play pool.. hahax.. saw the president there worx.. apparently it was the official opening of CSC and Mr Nathan was invited ba.. hahax.. play pool see president worx.. lol.. wahahax.. finished with playing pool then went westmall walk walk jalan jalan.. then anna and jing shi decided to watch men in white, "gui ah gui ah".. hahax.. the movie was lame.. no storyline ba.. budden very funny.. LMAO.. wahahax.. but in the movie somehow showing the ugly side of singaporeans ba.. hahax.. hidden meaning worx.. lol.. wahahax..


after the movie went back home le.. doing nothing much.. wanna play bball tml leh.. sianzZz.. budden seems like my senior KO from thailand trip for army le.. haizZz.. hopefully he can tml ba.. hahax.. think i will end here le ba.. blog again another time.. flying off!!!

POP LO!!!

training to be soldiers,

fight for our land.

once in our lives,

2 yrs of our time.

have u ever wondered,

why must we serve?

becos we love our land,

and we want it to be free to be free!

hahax.. 9 weeks have passed le.. some say its a short time.. some say its a long time.. but to mi, i felt this 9 weeks was a long 9 weeks.. full of ups and downs in this 9 weeks of BMT.. wat we do everyday is illustrated by a stanza from a army song we sing everyday above.. but i am realli glad to have learnt and noe more things liao le.. and no longer as ignorant liao le..

this 9 weeks of BMT has been tough.. physically.. but more importantly is mentally.. everyone that have gone thru BMT will agree with mi that everyone of us have grown stronger mentally and able to cope with greater stress and learn how to deal with relationships with frends and family..

we had our Passing Out Parade yesterday.. the spirit was dampened by a extremely heavy rain in the morning.. everyone thought that there wun be a parade liao le.. but luckily the rain stopped and the sun came out.. i was happy.. cauz we could have the parade.. i felt that POP will nv be meaningful if we din have a parade.. hahax.. everyone endured thru the heat in the parade square and i am sure the proudest moment of BMT is when our parents put on our jockey caps for us.. we finished the parade and passed out as PRIVATES!!! hahax..

after the parade took lots of photos with everyone in the platoon.. its the best moment of BMT that i will rmb for life..hahax.. shall now upload some photos that i have taken with everyone in the platoon ba as well as the photos i took with my beloved parents.. hahax..

with my mum and dad..

raven platoon 4!!!

the place i will miss..

think i will upload some other pictures another time ba.. hahax.. i will realli miss the time in BMT.. all the hardships everone have gone thru together and all the fun and laughter that all of us had together.. it will be deeply etched in my memories alwaes.. think i will stop here ba.. going out soon.. shall blog again another time ba.. flying off!!! =)

2 more days to POP!!!

woots.. 2 more days to POP liao le.. in case u dun understand, POP means Passing Out Parade.. its means that i have completed basic military training and can move on to the next stage of army life.. hahax.. finally after 2 long months i can feel POP within my grasp liao le.. hahax..

on friday, i completed the 24km route march.. which is the graduation route march that everyone has to go thru before passing out of BMT.. and i am realli proud to announce that i have completed the 24km route march.. the route march was a very very painful and tough one.. walking 24km with Full Battle Order weighing bout 20 plus kg.. but realli glad most of us in the platoon made it thru together.. shiok.. wahahax..

no longer the fear of OOt liao le.. hahax.. my pc said since i had good attendance for most of the activities, there is no reason why i should OOT.. hahax.. great.. no need to fear anything liao le.. juz do my best for the rest of the 2 days in BMT.. gonna party on monday night.. hahax..

think i will stop here ba.. blog again after my POP.. block leave is coming lo!!! damn damn shiok.. wahahax.. later going out.. hahax.. take care all my frends.. cya soon! flying off!!!

zZzZz....

such a "great" week sia.. haizZz.. so much things happened this week sia.. very very hectic and a very very tiring week.. so tired sia.. despite the fact that i had the vesak day break, i dunno why i feel so weak.. so drained out.. izzit becos of the 16km route march this tuesday??? or izzit the ippt which i failed today??? i dunno leh..

haizZz.. feel so helpless this week man.. realli helpless.. been thinking about alot alot of things.. alot alot of things on my mind right now.. so many things for mi to consider right now.. so many things for mi to do right now.. i feel so powerless.. feel so weak.. feel that i dun have the ability to accomplish wat i wanna do sia.. this feeling sux man.. haizZz..

there are so many things which i dunno how to handle at all.. it has been a tough and demanding week sia.. so many things happened.. so much failures has occured to mi.. and i dun think i can take the stress.. and i realli start to doubt myself liao le.. doubt the fact whether i can face more failures in the future.. haizZz.. wat should i do??? can someone give mi an ans??? i dun think so ba.. cauz onli i can unlock the lock which i have secured on myself..

i start to dislike myself once again liao le.. i reverting back to my old self again liao le.. that insensitive and straight forward bastard going ard and kao bei ppl.. haizZz.. guess is high time i wake myself up liao le.. zheng xiang arh.. dun turn back into someone which everyone loathes and hates.. wake up man wake up man.. arghhhhh!!!

haizZz.. dun think i should write anymore ba.. think i should go figure out my thoughts liao le.. end here ba.. flying off..

will anyone understand the pain in mi???