moodless...

sianzZz.. a few more minutes i'm going off liao le.. booking in back into jurong camp.. zZz.. totally sianzZz.. haizZz.. have to endure another week before i will be back.. CEC ended.. start of the actual course field pioneer course FPC... which will be a crazy and extremely xiong course.. bo bian suck thumb endure thru the next 3 months ba..

hopefully this friday can book out ba.. cauz got chance no need go for ndp this coming week.. hopefully lo.. budden i am in jurong camp.. guess chance not high ba.. think i will stop here le ba.. going off le... take care all my frends.. cya all soon.. flying off..

haizZz...

finally back at home right now after a long day yesterday at NDP.. managed to book out earlier at 11 liddat.. but guess wat.. i am going back to jurong camp tonight worx.. thats juz amazing man.. my off-in-lieu flew away juz becos of a live firing i going to have tml.. arghhh!!! damn sian la.. hardly got a day of off sia.. zZz..

seriously.. life is terrible right now.. going thru shyt every single day.. doing stuffs that seems so useless in my life.. doing things that will nv benefit my life in any single way.. life has become mundane and hard to pass.. went to see MO.. got excused heavy loads and upper limbs cauz of aggravation of ligament tear on my little finger.. budden still got punished.. why??? the sgts reasoning is this: "ur body very heavy meh???" lan lan suck thumb.. zZz..

haizZz.. yesterday mi and my frend got scolded by a sgt in public while on duty.. he's an idiot.. call him ask him for instructions say we cannot wait.. after that come back see us say we not doing our job and used vulgar on us in public.. seriously i dun think thats showing authority.. but showing that he's juz an uncivilised being.. so much for the civilised and cultured society every country is aimming for..

sianzZz la.. now can onli endure lo.. common engineering course is ending this week le.. which means the real shyt is coming le.. might or might not be posted to plant.. i dunno.. i realli pray hard these sufferings can end soon ba.. 1 yr 10 months.. seems so short.. but everyday is simply a torture.. enduring everyday juz to be able to see my family and frends every weekend.. guess i will be doing so for the rest of my army life ba..

realli thinking a lot recently.. i realli question myself why am i so suay ba.. budden i guess i got the ans to my question le.. life is unfair always.. and guess everything is destined ba.. onli thing we can do is to live on a hope.. and endure thru everything life has got for us.. it will make us stronger and to endure greater hardships in future.. thats when i can truly say i have grown up and finally a real man..

guess i will end here ba.. enough of grumbling for the week le.. looking forward to the next book out ba.. hahax.. book in timing: 1930.. level of sianzation: limitless.. hahax.. flying off!!!

finally back..

woots.. finally back to blogging liao le.. guess i have not been blogging for a very long time liao le.. busy with NS.. and NDP.. hardly got anytime left for mi to do my own stuffs sia.. its realli a blessing to be able to sit in front of the computer right now typing this post..

schedule for my current course in army has been very very hectic.. very busy.. next week onli have a day off.. haizZz.. lucky 2 more weeks it will end and proceed on to next stage of the course.. hopefully i can be posted to a slacker company within jurong camp ba.. hopefully.. shall not mention wat i do in army this few weeks ba.. cauz might get charged.. LOL.. and its seriously too boring to mention also.. wahahax.. so guess shall tok bout wat i did these 2 days ba..

yesterday went out with anna, jing shi, wei xia, zhen lin and vincent to go celebrate anna de birthday.. hahax.. celebrated it earlier cauz i dun have time next week to celebrate for her.. so had a early one.. hahax.. went town walk walk and tok cock.. then had pepper lunch at taka.. thats when i and zhen lin sneak out to buy the cake for anna.. budden guess the toilet excuse has been used too many times liao le.. anna already knew something fishy is going on.. hahax.. so not much of a surprise ba.. wahahax..

nonetheless i still had fun.. looking at them playing ard doing silly stuffs.. wahahax.. guess the one week of suffering inside camp is realli worth it de.. hahax.. guess shall upload some photos ba.. take note at how anna cuts the cake.. LOL..


















the bdae cake.. hahax..



















hahax.. cutting the edge sia.. LOL..

hahax.. wat happened was quite expected la.. budden nonetheless hope everyone has enjoyed themselves.. especially the bdae girl worx... hahax.. here wishing u happy birthday in advance worx anna.. hahax..

i guess i will end here ba.. going back to camp tonight liao le.. haizZz.. very sianzZz.. and nothing to look forward to this week.. nvm ba.. endure and suck thumb lo.. bo bian.. flying off lo..

haizZz...

finallu back here blogging after a hell of a week.. it has been a crazy crazy week for mi in jurong camp.. and my conclusion towards jurong camp is that it totally sux.. the system is screwed up la seriously.. tio tekan every single day and there is no reasoning why we are punished.. idiots.. keep on punishing us like we are slaves.. did 1000 plus push ups in juz a week.. wat the hell..

there is nothing known as welfare in jurong camp.. all we hope for is to be able to use the phone for 1 or 2 hrs at night.. and we dun get to kepp our phone at all too.. sianzZz.. will be confiscated at night.. stupid system sia.. dun understand wat the hell they are doing.. idiots.. somemore our bunks sux like hell.. 18 ppl squeeze into a small small bunk.. with 18 lockers.. can imagine the amount of space we have ba.. idiot sia.. jurong camp is a screwed up place la.. totally screwed up man.. idiots idiots idiots..

lucky we still have a nice PC and sgt over there.. both of them damn nice.. help to fight for welfare for us.. and they dun anyhow punish us de.. unless we realli make mistakes.. and they will explain the reasoning to us also.. these are the qualities of a good commander.. not like some stupid ass in my platoon who whack us like we are their slaves.. idiots..

budden like my mum says.. those idiots will get retribution someday de.. i believe in karma too.. they will someday get wat they deserve for wat they did on us de.. maybe their sons may get this hell someday.. we never noe.. aiya.. realli dun wanna curse or say things bad bout them de.. budden realli cannot tolerate their idiot-ness sia.. these ass.. haizZz..

this weekend passes so quickly sia.. saturday help out in NDP cauz my unit is involved.. in charge of vip carparks.. can onli conclude that the freaking big shots are snobs.. snobbish ppl.. shall not say le ba.. damn pissed off till dun feel like thinking liao le.. lucky next week no need do this shyt again..

lucky yesterday was fun.. went dinner with jing shi and anna at sakae.. cauz suddenly feel like eating jap food.. hahax.. so went down westmall makan.. hahax.. saw some familiar faces and coco is back also.. hahax.. then after dinner met zhen lin also.. so went CSC play pool.. hahax.. it was fun yesterday.. can relax after a hell week.. hahax..

i think i will stop here ba.. very very long post.. getting naggy.. wahahax.. think will blog again next time ba.. going back camp tonight suffer again.. haizZz.. more and more i hate booking in.. miss my buddies in BMT.. everyone of them.. haizZz.. no wonder sgts said BMT is the best time in our army lives.. haizZz.. flying off..