finally back..

woots.. finallu back to blogging after so so so long liao le.. haven been blogging for a few weeks liao le.. guess this few weeks had been hectic and going out with frends is more important than crouching in front of the computer ba.. LOL..

guess some quick updates ba.. juz finished a gruesome field camp this week.. and i mean gruesome.. had to do our job in mud.. a whole area of mud.. high sia.. hahax.. everyone is totally muddy after the field camp sia.. now have a big big bag of laundry and dirty stuffs inside my duffel bag awaiting mi to clean up.. guess my mum will kill me if she sees..LOL..

seriously dunno wat to do during this book out.. totally no aim about wat to do.. supposed to have a dinner for everyone in sakae de.. budden cancelled liao le cauz i guess too many ppl cannot make it liao le.. no point organising something that onli a few ppl come.. defeats the purpose of a group dinner ba.. LOL.. a bit disappointed though.. cauz realli thought can meet up with everyone to have fun.. haizZz.. but i guess still got next time ba.. forget it..

think i will end here ba.. a bit sleepy le.. cauz onli slept at 4am this morning cauz was doing cleaning up.. hahax.. cleaning is a super crazy and tiring job.. hahax.. try to blog again sometime soon ba.. hahax.. flying off..

was i wrong???

great weekend!!!

woots.. it was a great weekend.. hahax.. booked out on friday after a super tiring field camp i had.. hahax.. managed to pull thru the tough field camp.. hahax.. some encouragement for mi ba.. lol.. the week after gonna have another field camp again.. zZz.. no choice lo.. cauz i field engineer mah.. suck thumb and do it ba.. lol..

on friday rushed back home from kent ridge park after the out camp run.. hahax.. went to watch the fireworks with anna, zhen lin, jing shi, wei xia and melvin.. managed to get a great place and we had a great view of the fireworks.. the fireworks was simply amazing.. super super nice to watch de.. hahax.. i'm mesmerised by the super beautiful fireworks also.. hahax.. it was a compensation somehow cauz i din manage to watch the fireworks with them on national day..

realli had lots of fun on that day.. hahax.. especially the fireworks.. hahax.. more importantly its the company i went with.. guess it wun be as fun if the company wasn't right.. hahax.. so thanks guys for coming even though it was such a last minute arrangement and u all managed to make it even though of study commitments.. thanks guys.. hahax.. shall upload some photos too.. hahax..

the fireworks are simply amazing.. hehex..

beautiful.. hahax..

hehex.. not forgetting we met linda too.. wahahax.. the lao ren jia.. wahahax..

yesterday did practically nothing.. din go for the fireworks also.. cauz couldn't find frend to go with.. hahax.. suan le ba.. lol.. wait for linda to send mi the pics she took.. see whether realli nicer mah.. lol.. today went watch movie with my mum.. 881.. hahax.. some show about getai in singaopore de.. quite a nice show.. funny yet touching.. and a little heart wrenching also.. hahax.. now waiting to book into camp liao.. haizZz..

next week sat hoping to go out dinner with the peeps in sakae.. long long time no see everyone liao le.. hahax.. organising a get together.. hope many can make it ba.. hahax.. guess i will end here ba.. flying off le.. hahax..

sick.. zZz..

sia la.. wat a nice timing to be sick sia.. booked out from camp yesterday afternoon and it was damn damn shiok cauz i onli have to book in on tuesday night.. sianzZz.. now having cough flu fever.. cannot enjoy the long long weekend liao le.. grounded at home today cauz my fever was on and off.. slept thru the whole afternoon onli to find my fever came back.. haizZz.. thats juz great..

enough of whining liao le.. hopefully i will be fine by tml ba.. need to go beach road tml de.. lol.. and there will be field camps coming up soon liao.. one immediately after national day.. 4 day 3 night.. doubt there will be much of rest and i bet it will be a hell of a time.. haizZz.. suck thumb and endure lo.. LOL..

haizZz.. NS is realli a funny thing sia.. dun realli noe how to describe.. sometimes realli think NS is not too bad afterall.. all we have to do is to follow orders and do things that our commanders ask us to.. no need to think much about anything.. juz to get thru the week and wait for bookout onli.. nothing much to consider and nothing much to worry about unlike civilian world.. so many things to do and so many things to think about..

budden whenever in camp, all we think about is to go back civilian world and not stay in camp.. cauz army life suxs.. budden yet wanna go back to civilian world where we have to think about so many things.. like to catch up with frends and maintain relationship.. such an irony sia.. realli puzzled about wat is my stand towards NS also.. zZz..

however one thing i am sure is that this 2 yrs is realli a test for mi.. to learn to discipline myself and to understand myself.. NS has taken alot away from mi.. but it has also taught mi alot.. NS has taken time away from mi from my frends and family, but yet it taught mi to appreciate and cherish them much much better..

haizZz.. nonetheless NS has also made mi realli helpless in my life.. helpless towards my frends especially.. there are so many things i wanna do.. to maintain the friendship like i alwaes said.. budden now i am so helpless.. i hardly got time to even contact so many of my frends.. even those whom i can contact i can hardly help them when they have their problems.. cauz i'm stuck in camp and dun noe wat happen exactly.. it makes mi feel so bad.. cauz i can onli noe wat happen when i read their blogs and stuffs.. it makes mi feel like a failure..

i guess the onli thing i can do is to cherish the time i have during book out to catch up with my frends ba.. i noe many of my frends are facing problems of their own right now.. i guess the onli thing i can say is hope u guys can face life with courage and to overcome the problems.. its easy to say but i noe its difficult to do it.. but i hope u guys can gain the courage to solve ur problems ba..

i guess i will end here ba.. think should stop le.. if not will go on and on and on.. hahax.. i'm a naggy person lol.. gtg le.. flying off!!! take care everyone!!! =)