empty..


i'm seriously like abandoning this blog.. nothing much amazing happened this few eventful weeks.. kinda paradoxical.. still stuck in my disgusting camp waiting to be free.. argh..

its especially boring when u have realli nothing to do in camp but to wake up early in the morning for breakfast, have a run, go back to sleep, wake up for lunch, take a afternoon nap and have dinner again.. good thing is i'm booking out almost weekly for physio and medical appt..

human beings that is.. we complain when we have too much work to do.. i complain when i have to go outfield cheong sua and do lots of idiotic stuffs.. yet when i have absolutely nothing to do, i complain that life's boring.. dunno how to explain this feeling though.. perhaps the pre-ORD syndrome ba.. 3 more months plus to be freed of this mundane life.. or izzit juz the beginning?

at least the past week was fine.. had unit anniversary celebrations on thurs and friday and get to book out on thursday after so "exciting" games and went to wild wild wet on friday.. wild wild wet was alright.. one of the rides was exhilarating.. kinda free fall from dunno how high.. LOL..

that some what concludes this realli post for the sake of post de boring post.. LOL.. very long since i last went shopping.. i want new clothes new berms!! my sis is going taiwan soon.. hopefully can get some berms for mi.. LOL.. i want a holiday!!

should stop this from going on le.. gonna have block leave till wed.. going back to school on wed.. hopefully can see some of the teachers i have not seen for a long time le.. LOL.. update again ba.. till thens..

crossroad..


here i am.. right in the middle.. no turning back.. but yet shrouded in uncertainties.. which path to take, wat choice to make.. not lost.. but i dun noe where i should go.. 4 months seem so long.. yet it will disappear a a blink of an eye.. regrets are killing mi.. draining mi each and everyday.. now its the time.. everything lies in my hands.. its time to decide..

updates..

can't think of a title to put it up there.. more or less this is the best to descibe this post ba.. LOL.. been realli doing nothing much in camp recently.. except being outfield last week acting as enemy for another company's evaluation.. was almost bored to death.. supposed to do gaurd on friday but asked to go home after we reached camp.. apparently another company is doing.. wat a waste of time.. nvm..

at least the weekend was great.. met up with nat and yun feng for dinner at NYNY.. realli very very long since i last saw nat le.. think everything still the same.. haha.. but was realli happy on sunday to see joel after like a few months.. our busy schedule made it so impossible to meet up.. but great that we did.. haha.. caught up with so many things and meeting him for dinner this friday.. can't wait..

now on excuse.. heavy load, upper limb, RMJ and ACCT.. seems so chao keng la.. i feel so also.. but guess this is the aftermath for cheonging this whole yr.. seriously my neck and my knee is cui already.. went for a light jog this evening and my knee is like giving way already.. the neck aching as usual.. couldn't do ACCT next week.. cannot afford to strain myself anymore..

after all i realli start to wonder if everything is worth it anot.. work to prove to myself.. i guess this is.. but for army, no.. realli realli tired le.. 4 months plus to go before i realli step out the gates of SAF.. seems so near, looks so close.. but can't feel it, can't touch it yet.. the amazing thing is that my physio said the onli way for mi to get better is to ord.. haha.. oh wells.. this is life i guess.. we gain a little, we lose a little..

also gave up running standard chartered this yr le.. parents worried bout my health.. i got a little hypertension.. din want my parents to get worried also.. but more importantly i made the decision cauz of my neck and knee.. i can't train much now.. running has already become a problem.. guess i need to recuperate and hopefully i can next yr..

my basic theory test coming this friday.. haha.. haven realli study anything yet.. haha.. wonder how to get back to studies when i see juz a little more words and i wanna close the book liao.. zzz.. haha.. hopefully i'll pass though.. can get a license soon.. can't wait for book out.. LOL.. (i haven even book in yet..) update again ba.. till thens..