haven been blogging for quite a few days liao le.. cauz have been doing quite alot of things this week.. think a quick update ba.. monday went out with bin hao to discuss about A levels results.. also had suki buffet that day.. lol..

tuesday went swimming with joel and then had suki again.. ala carte this time.. sianzZz.. the ala carte food sux.. then wednesday rotted at home and did practically nothing.. long long time nv rot at home liao le.. and rotting means i will think about alot of stuffs and get myself troubled for nothing.. especially when results sux..

thursday was a good day.. finally went to skl and meet up with my teacher miss goh to tok to her wat i can do with my extremely lousy results.. also toked with mr mak and some other teachers regarding my results.. got to hear that i got chance to go NIE to take a diploma course so in future gonna ba teacher.. and also heard about some of the other options my teachers offered.. its a realli good thing i decided to consult my teachers cauz they offer great advices and i got a clearer picture of wat i can do..

then after meeting my teacher went out with my colleagues.. went town jalan jalan and had sakae buffet at heeren.. lol.. quite fun.. good thing to go out with my colleagues also.. can chill out and stop thinking bout my results and stuffs.. enjoyed myself quite a lot also.. hopefully next week can go out with them again..

then friday went play basketball in the morning with wei xia, zhen lin, vincent and hock yong.. very fun.. lol.. cauz long time nv exercise le.. play 5 hrs of bball.. tired like hell budden the feeling is exhilarating.. lol.. had lunch with them then went skl to see orientation.. actually wanted to join wet games budden frend wasn't there so din join.. chatted with my juniors instead..

then was JJ nite in the evening.. met up with rasyid sharon and some of the other ogls and this yr's facs for jj nite.. it was fun.. not realli becos the whole thing was realli fun, budden was the fun i had with my frends who came for jj nite.. high like hell during times like mass dance.. lol.. simply love the company of the ogls and facs from my batch and senior batch.. hahax..

today went NTU open house with joel.. the open house was fine.. got more information that i needed.. toking to the students over there gave mi a better idea wat i should do.. hahax.. realli thankful i went to the open house today.. it was ard when we were leaving that we met the rest of the 4/8 peeps.. then went off together to lot 1 for dinner at pizza hut..

quite many ppl came.. 19 in fact.. the dinner was alright.. juz that din get to tok to most of them cauz i joel and wei da were sitting in another table.. but it was nice toking to the both of them and chatting bout work studies and stuffs.. nice to see most of them today also.. hahax.. also got to noe there is a chalet this coming 25 march.. so looking forward to it.. hahax.. hope it will be fun..

think this is all i did for this week.. very long update instead of the quick update i said.. lol.. think did too much things liao le.. hahax.. this week was a realli tough week for mi..results and so many stuffs.. mind realli on the verge of blowing up liao le.. but luckily alwaes going out and chill out with frends and the support of my buddies is alwaes there.. helped mi get thru this painful week of reality and truth.. hahax.. hopefully can start next week afresh..

think tml going NUS open house with joel.. though cannot get in but accompany him cauz he accompanied mi the whole of today in the NTU open house.. thanks bro.. think i will stop here ba.. flying off!!!

当彩虹失去了颜色，生命还会如此的灿烂美丽吗？

haizZzZz..

dunno wat to do liao le.. haizZz.. gotten my results for As.. for those who are interested to noe, i got straight D and B3 for gp.. hopefully it answered many de qns.. din feel like replying to messages ppl sent mi.. dunno how to reply also.. mood so down le still expect to tell others "oh i got a straight D for As and B3 for gp" meh??? haiya..

din feel like blogging these few days after getting results.. too tramautised liao le.. devastated in fact.. before getting results i already planned a few routes i can take.. but after getting results i realised i am too naive in my thinking liao le.. i have been too optimistic liao le.. thought i can realli face the music..

budden i still took time and think of realli wat i should do.. have been calling my seniors and also some of my closer frends to seek for advice and help.. this thursday going skl seek teacher de opinion also.. there are still many routes out there.. hopefully i can make a decision real soon.. and can crawl out of this dire state i am in now..

these few days i realised i realli cannot face the truth.. the reality.. been numbing myself with games and stuffs.. go out with frends and go swimming all those stuffs.. hoping to escape from reality.. i reali wish i had nv been thru all these.. i had been too optimistic liao le.. but when disaster realli strikes, i am realli helpless.. and i dunno wat to do.. i am realli lost in my own dimension, lost in my thoughts and lost in time..

realli hate this feeling.. but at least i got my answers.. at least i will not be carrying a false hope and wish that everything will turn out right.. a least i will not be trapped in a whirlpool of uncertainties.. being sucked in and dun have the chance to ever get out.. reality is cruel but its a way for one to become stronger.. reality is painful but it also gives one a chance to move on in life.. and i think its time i realli learn to face the monster of reality..

learning to let go and learning to move on is a difficult and painful journey.. but i am sure i will overcome it.. results is nv everything.. failure is nv a big thing.. its the journey and the lessons that are important.. learn from mistakes and correct them.. thats the key..

hopefully i can crawl out of the bottom of the pit soon.. hopefully i can overcome all the unhappiness and sadness in mi.. i am sure i can.. so to all my frends dun have to worry about mi.. i wun do anything stupid cauz there are much more important things in life for mi.. think i will stop here ba.. leaving this phrase for u guys reading this post to ponder about.. 到底逃避现实痛苦还是面对现实痛苦??? signing off...

everything is over.. goodbye to uni.. life suxs.. i knew it.. miracles nv existed.. its juz an illusion, a hope to numb oneself.. now i noe.. hope is juz a hope.. it can never be reality.....

woots.. tml is the moment of truth liao.. the day has finally arrived.. the day i had not been looking forward to.. the day which my fate will be determined.. omg.. i'm so freakingly not prepared la.. zZzZz.. haizZz.. but guess its time to face the truth liao le.. and time to think of wat to do liao le..

having this yucky feeling that i will realli do very very badly.. though many best wished from my frends and colleagues, i think i still wun make it.. think will do realli realli badly.. haizZz.. feeling so bad right now..

yesterday night was the first time i nv had insommia in my life.. couldn't sleep.. was actually planning outing de.. cauz today one of our colleague going overseas and we were intending to song her.. in the end onli mi and mel went.. hahax.. also actually intended to cycle at east coast de.. budden raining.. so cancelled again..

yesterday night could not sleep totally.. chatted with my junior till 4 plus.. then onli managed to turn in ard 4.30.. dunno why.. keep thinking about things and worrying bout things.. budden at least i sorted out some thoughts liao le.. and realised some stuffs liao le.. think i had been having too much hopes bout some stuffs liao le.. budden i finally decided to give up le.. it has been too antagonising for mi.. think should juz stop thinking.. i will nv figure out an answer myself..

luckily today went out with mel.. if not i would have been hu si luan xiang-ing at home today.. went sent our colleague linda off liao then took 858 to causeway watch protege.. a nice movie.. meaningful also.. lol.. hahax.. chatted quite alot with melvin and reggie today also.. it was fun today outside.. at least i stop thinking during the time i was out.. zZzZz...

think i wun be able to sleep tonight also ba.. thinking will hu si luan xiang again for the whole night.. haizZz.. again still got many things on my mind.. yucks.. dunno wat to do!!! sianzZz.. i think i will stop here ba.. no mood to carry on le.. flying off....

zZz.. today mood down to the fullest liao le.. haizZz.. heard from the news that A levels de results coming out this friday.. my heart sunk to the bottom.. its the moment of truth.. the release of results.. and the determination of my fate for the few yrs to come.. haizZz.. and i realli have not been looking forward to the arrival of this day..

realli stressed up liao le.. haizZz.. was juz complaining yesterday that i have so many things on my mind.. and oh wells, another burden is added on my shoulder.. thats my A level results.. sianzZz.. yucks.. haizZz.. worried till dunno wat to say liao le.. budden guess i have to face the truth ba.. i roughly noe where i am.. and i am realli not having much hopes for As de results.. dunno ba.. guess have to be realistic and think of wat i can do if i realli fail for A levels..

dunno leh.. i have been realli trying hard to stop thinking bout stuffs liao le.. and try to calm myself down.. think my frends realise i have been moodly recently.. no longer the one who can joke and have fun liao le.. and i cannot help it.. cauz there are simply so many things that are worrying mi.. and i am so helpless.. and i realli dunno wat to do.. haizZz..

there are many things i guess i should try to learn to let go and to learn to forget.. but i do not want to give up hope.. and i am not someone who will give up easily.. budden many a times life is cruel.. haizZz.. realli still hoping for a miracle to happen for my A level results and miracles to happen for the things i wanna achieve.. haizZz.. but it seems so hard to happen.. haizZz.. dunno la..

think should be getting a resignation form tml liao le ba.. think if results realli cannot make it i wun have the mood to carrying on working also.. sianzZz.. realli quitting soon le ba.. think i will stop here ba.. stop toking bout sad stuffs liao.. hahax.. have a feeling i am becoming a pessimistic person.. wahahax.. flying off..

do miracles exist?

today suddenly very down in mood.. resting in the afternoon then off to work again in the evening.. the start of the day was still fine.. same hectic day and tiring.. clearing tables and taking orders and serving customers.. got very used to it liao le.. budden dunno why.. when doing side job that time mood suddenly went way down..

got realli affected by wat one of my colleague told mi.. he was feeling angry and upset also.. so went to ask him whether he was alright.. was concerned cauz he wasn't feeling so good.. budden he said something which hurt mi alot.. he said i shouldn't pity him.. i realli dunno wat to say.. i was onli concerned and worried for him as a colleague and as a frend.. budden i realli din understand why he had to say such stuffs.. that i was juz taking pity on him..

i can prefectly understand his feelings.. being picked on no matter right or wrong.. and there are so many unreasonable requests all the time.. i can totally understand his feelings.. and i feel exasperated towards all those stuffs as well.. but wat i cannot comprehend is the fact that why he had to feel i was pitying him??? was asking whether he was alright means i am taking pity on him??? i realli dunno.. but i guess he is feeling equally bad too.. and i am not taking it to heart.. cauz i noe he din say it on purpose but out of anger and exasperation..

there are so many things going thru my mind right now.. and i cannot figure out a way to sort of my thoughts.. everything is running wild in my head right now.. and i dunno wat to do about it.. this feeling realli sux.. there are so many things i cannot fathom and there are so many things i am worried about.. and there are so many problems that i cannot solve.. and i cannot help my frends also.. i am realli helpless..

i realli dunno wat to do liao le.. it was fun working in the past.. now suddenly everyone is so unhappy with work.. everyone is like so pissed and angry with work.. mi too.. i realli got the urge to take a resignation form juz now.. cauz my first opinion bout work is that i have to be happy working there.. but i am not.. budden i am sill hanging on.. for my colleagues.. for the relationship i have with them.. and i noe its worth it.. budden i realli question my abilities to hold on..

i realli hope my mind wun go bersek soon.. apparently recently i am doing nothing else but grumble all the time.. budden think i onli have this place to vent on ba.. cauz apparently i dun like to show it in front of my frends and colleagues.. the things i am worried bout is juz spiraling upwards non stop.. realli hope i will sort out my thinking soon ba.. if not i will become a unhappy person like in the past again.. and i dun wan it to happen ever in my life again..

think i will stop here ba.. tml finally have a day off.. gonna take a break and hope can chill out with frends.. and stop thinking for a day.. but think i cannot ba.. wahahax.. difficult to stop thinking bout things.. gtg le.. flying off...

stuck in a pit of quicksand.. so difficult to crawl out of it.. hoping for a miracle..

quite a week.. hahax.. finally back to blogging liao le.. hahax.. it was chinese new yr week last week.. onli work on the eve and then break for 2 days for the 1st day and 2nd day of new yr.. worked on tuesday, had off on wednesday then thursday worked full day..

it was quite a week.. full of ups and downs.. very tiring also.. hahax.. cny was as usual.. went visit relatives and then catch up with relatives.. budden for mi cny will nv be the same as in the past.. whenever there is such an important festival, one is bound to miss his or her loved ones who are no longer ard.. i do too.. thats why i can nv enjoy cny as much as the past anymore.. and the mood is juz not there..

have been thinking about lots of stuffs recently until i think too much sometimes.. sometimes i think i realli paranoid about stuffs.. there are juz too many things bothering mi liao le.. and i cannot help but worry and worry.. but there is nothing i can do about all of them.. my results is coming out soon.. my fate will be determined.. but the release of results is simply delayed and delayed.. zZz.. i'm worried.. freaking worried.. but i juz can't do anything about it.. haizZz..

wednesday was a better day for this week.. went out chill out with colleagues.. actually wanted to catch norbit at a earlier time.. long time no catch movie liao.. budden in the end cannot get tixs for the show.. so din watch.. had sakae buffet with reggie, melvin, jing shi and shi hua at frontier there de sakae.. after that melvin and jing shi left earlier cauz they had to work.. so reggie, shi hua and i decided to watch the show at 7pm..

the show was interesting.. hahax.. funny in fact.. very very funny.. the comedy cheered mi up alot and pulled mi away from the worries and the stuffs bothering mi.. hahax.. at least i was happy for the 2 hrs of show.. hahax..

today was a draining day.. work for 10.5 hrs.. wow.. scary.. till a point i almost felt the fatigue running thru every single vein in my body.. hahax.. especially my ankle and knee.. starting to feel the bad bad strain liao.. cauz last time had quite a bit of injuries from the sports i play.. budden in the end managed to pull thru today.. hahax.. after work went supper with reggie and ben then now resting at home finally.. one good thing for today is that i can finally bill already.. long awaited.. wahahax..

i realli starting to feel this job is getting mundane liao le.. actually quite tired liao le.. but i am still hanging on.. hope i can till the end of march.. then go NS liao le.. hahax.. budden NS will mean i will lose many things.. haizZz.. dun wanna think bout it ba.. haizZz.. already got enough qns i have for myself liao le.. dun wan another burden riding over mi.. think i might juz suffocate myself.. zZz..

i guess i will stop here ba.. not much things to blog liao le.. even if i do onli unhappy stuffs i think.. and there is juz so many many things i cannot express myself here.. dunno how to say also.. juz that weird feeling going thru the mind and heart.. haizZz.. gtg le.. flying off..

i'm trapped in a pool of uncertainties..

zZz.. today off day.. finally.. after 2 long days of tiring work.. can realli feel the fatigue running thru mi liao le.. back is aching and knee is also aching.. all those old injuries i had are coming back to mi liao le.. and i can realli feel the exhaustion liao le..

i realli start to think whether it was realli a right choice to join service in the first place.. dunno why.. izzit a big prob when i cannot bill?? does it mean i am useless when i cannot bill??? i was willing to take over my colleague job on valentines.. a off day for mi to rest and recharge.. but all i get is some shyt saying that my colleague shouldn't get someone to bill to come to work.. realli gotten very very pissed..

i start to hate the management in westmall already.. they are a bunch of big idiots.. nv care about staffs de feelings de.. when they need u they will call and ask u nicely whether u can help them work anot.. then when u are not needed u are a useless person.. shyt.. wat stupid logic is that??? narrow minded and stupid think i say.. management is bound to fail if the higher ups fail to treat staffs equally.. and i truly feel the management in my restaurant have failed in this sense.. arghhh..

i so feel like quitting.. i so feel like giving up liao le.. realli sick and tired of getting scolded.. yesterday cauz they din put enough staff to work and it was so damn freakingly busy.. kanna scolded by the new manager saying she damn messed up and centre very very busy.. shyt la.. like my fault liddat.. its their own prob when they decide to put onli 2 staffs for centre when the mininum needed is 3.. ya.. its all my fault.. and they got nothing to do with it.. idiots..

i am still hanging on recently cauz of some of my colleagues there.. but i realli cannot tahan the humiliation i get there.. i dun wanna get scolded all the time as if everything is the newcomer fault which is my fault.. i dun deserve all this i think.. and i think the rest who are going thru this also feel the same.. i realli dun feel respected working there.. arghhhh.. gonna quit soon i think..

sianzZz la.. tml got to work again.. and it is LAST MINUTE again.. cauz apparently someone copied my schedule wrongly and placed a X at my time slot tml.. but i had to work.. and that someone is apparently the one who planned the schedule.. and din bother to change it.. got to noe this onli yesteday and they called to say i have to work tml.. zZz.. and if i reject it will be all my fault and my irresponsibility again.. wow.. amazing.. thats work at sakae man..

haiya sianzZz la.. keep grumbling this few days.. and grumbling is not a nice thing to do.. especially before CNY.. its suxs.. haiya.. budden felt better liao le after ranting all my unhappiness out.. hahax.. i will end here ba.. if not start ranting again.. gtg.. going off..

when can i get the answers i want??????

sianzZz.. think my blog got porblems sia.. the last post i posted cannot be shown on my blog.. zZz.. and it was a long long long post.. sianzZz.. blogger weird weird de.. zZz.. nvm then.. forget bout it.. sianzZz..

today's valentines day.. hahax.. here wishing all couples in the world a very happy valentine and all my frends who had found their other half a great great day.. hahax..

as for mi, it will be a busy valentine i guess.. hahax.. got a great date coming up.. and the date is sakae sushi westmall.. hahax.. taking over my colleague's job today cauz she had something urgent on.. oh wells.. hahax.. go work better.. can earn money.. better then doing nothing at home.. wahahax..

i guess thats all for today ba.. gonna do spring cleaning for my room today.. very very messy.. have to clean up today.. hahax.. too busy lately to clean up my room.. wahahax.. think i will stop here ba.. gtg.. flying off..

erm.. guess its a realli realli long time ever since i have updated liao le.. guess should realli try to keep my blog alive ba.. hahax.. lately have been very busy with work and also busy playing games.. so din realli update my blog.. wahahax.. and lately very broke also cauz have been spending all the time.. so a rough update of wat i did last week..

last tuesday went steamboat with my colleagues they all at bugis there de steamboat place.. had ma la huo guo.. hahax.. that day hock yong, xiao yun, zhen lin, wei xia, kwang yee, anna, yih pei and mi went for the steamboat.. hahax.. din realli like the food there.. cauz wasn't very good.. budden in the end still had 3 servings og the buffet.. hahax.. the company was fun and it was a fun dinner.. hahax.. enjoyed myself alot..

some pictures i took that day..





















before..





















after.. hahax..

then wednesday actually very hectic.. actually needed my colleague to stand in for my work de.. cauz had revelations in skl and i thought that it will take a long long time and i needed someone to take over my job.. cauz had lunch with my colleagues also.. budden its happens that in the end i did not need my colleague to stand in for mi.. and i had a nice time on wednesday..
in the morning met some of my fellow facilitators sharon and syafiq to go in skl together.. i and syafiq arrived earlier so decided to go in skl earlier while waiting for sharon.. hahax.. walked ard the skl doing nothing practically until the event started at 10.30 liddat.. hahax.. the j1s gathered in their ogs probably for the very last time.. i went to find my og also.. hahax.. reached the hall and finally saw some familiar faces.. peeps from og 20.. hahax.. its realli very nice to see them again after so long.. hahax.. din go to their past few outings cauz of the hectic work schedule.. hahax..

the ogls had their march in as usual.. its exactly like the one i did have when i was an ogl.. wahahax.. nothing changed.. oh wells.. wat can i say.. wahahax.. then started to say the usual stuffs to try to make the j1s sad and tentatively to make them cry after that.. wahahax.. budden i guess they din realli succeed.. hahax.. cauz the atmosphere wasn't realli set right and ppl were damn high.. and i realised its realli difficult to get my og to be sad also.. so i guess i juz joked and had fun ard.. hahax.. ogls presented their gifts for the og and i think the campers did appreciate wat their ogls did for them.. wahahax.. every one of the present was very unique.. hahax.. left ard 12 plus cauz had lunch with my colleagues..






















og 20 group photo.. hahax..

went off quite early cauz i din wanna be late for the lunch.. in the end the rest of them very very late.. zZz.. should have left later.. could have had more fun.. nvm la.. i had fun at lunch with my colleagues wei xia, zhen lin, melvin and reggie at lot 1 sakae.. hahax.. yup jap food again.. hahax.. after that went to play pool.. hahax.. budden had to leave earlier cauz got work on.. zZz.. hahax..
budden glad to be able to see wei xia and zhen lin cauz long time nv met them liao le.. hahax..

friday was also a good day.. went lot 1 ard noon to meet yih pei, xiao yun, linda and xue pan for lunch.. hahax.. xiao yun and yih pei reached lot 1 first and then they went in suki sushi for buffet first.. yah.. SUKI BUFFET.. its jap food again.. hahax.. dunno why.. ppl who work in jap restaurant love jap food.. wahahax.. xiao yun and yih pei finished quite alot liao le before i even came.. wahahax.. cauz yih pei ard mah.. wahahax.. jkjk.. linda came not long after i reached.. after that sandberg also came to join us for the buffet.. hahax.. had a nice time dining and chatting with them especially when they are very fun loving ppl.. hahax.. yih pei and xiao yun went off first cauz they had to work at 3.. wahahax.. so mi, linda and sandberg continued eating until xue pan came.. hahax.. ate until 4 plus and i went off with linda cauz we had to work.. it was an enjoyable day.. hahax..

yesterday i finally got some time to go find my new yr clothers liao le.. hahax.. met my bro joel in the afternoon to go raffles area there to go new balance concept shop to buy clothes.. had 40% off cauz my frend is working there.. hahax.. got a polo t-shirt which was at a very very good price.. hahax.. walked ard raffles and also suntec with joel looking here and there for clothes and stuffs.. also looked at katanas he was interested in.. hahax.. after that went bugis street to look for clothes again.. hahax.. got a t-shirt with quite a nice design at onli $8.. hahax.. quite worth it.. after that then went to work liao le.. hahax..

the rest of the days i should be working onli.. and work means nothing but grumbles and sianzZz-ation.. wahahax,, so shall not update bout the boring stuffs.. i guess thats wat i have been doing for the past week ba.. quite tired liao le.. got alot of things on my mind i am thinking right now.. alot of things which are troubling mi.. especially my A levels results.. and some thing else on my mind also.. think my mind is going bersek real soon liao le.. thinking so much recently..

i realli hate this feeling.. i need to have the courage to face things.. and the courage to face failure.. zZz.. i dunno leh.. i realli dunno wat to do if i fail badly for my exams and in the things in my life.. i realli dunno.. many a times ppl say we have to be strong and face the reality with will.. but i feel that its realli difficult to do it.. in fact its realli impossible to do it.. cauz ppl will definitely be discouraged by failure and i think it is nv easy to face failure with ease.. this feeling realli sux.. and i realli dunno wat to do.. realli vexed.. i need answers realli.. but when can i ever get it??? when will i ever pick up my courage to do it??? i realli dunno........

haizZz.. work is going to be so sianzZz liao.. went back to sakae westmall becos i realli love the working environment there.. everyone of my colleagues is very fun and nice to work with.. i guess we are realli a bonded team of service crew and we have the best teamwork i guess..

budden yesterday 2 of my colleagues received an unwelcomed request.. they were requested to be transferred to the lot 1 outlet.. actually to say is not request.. is they are asked to be transferred to lot 1 and there is nothing they can do about it.. they were not given clear reasons and explanations why they have to be transferred over to lot 1.. watever they asked the higher ups cannot give them a good answer..

my 2 colleagues were realli sad and exasperated at the same time.. i feel the same way too.. i realli wonder why they have to be transferred to another for no particular reason.. everyone in sakae westmall are working well together and i believe good teamwork is crucial in providing good service.. i realli wonder why the company would wanna break up such a great team..

i understand the fact that transferring of staff is inevitable.. but as a established company, i feel it is onli right staff members get to noe the real reason why they are transferred.. but none of it is given.. and my colleagues have no say over this issue.. i feel this is so unfair.. they were not even asked whether they are willing to transfer anot.. the decision is so unfair to them and to the rest of us who are unwilling for them to go..

i am realli fed up with wat i am seeing in such a big company.. actually disappointed to say.. does authority means unfair treatment??? i realli cannot understand.. does it mean that we are part time service crew members we have no rights and have to be thrown ard like rubbish??? this is so unfair.. this might be a small issue budden it is a big failure of such an established enterprise..

haizZz.. feel so exasperated now.. budden i am still hanging on.. cauz there are ppl there i realli enjoy to work with still.. budden if my colleagues decide to quit and they will be transferring others over or me over, i think i will juz quit liao le.. haizZz.. this sux.. i guess i will stop here ba.. if not i will start swearing already.. so sianzZz......

today was a tiring yet very fun day.. hahax.. cauz last night slept at ard 3am in the morning cauz was doing laundry.. sianzZz.. then today woke up at ard 8.30 to go skl meet paterson to go skl walk walk.. hahax.. took 180 to skl and met paterson at 9.45 at skl bus stop there.. reached skl and paterson did some running while i was juz slacking ard doing nothing cauz i dun wanna go run cauz i actually wanted to play bball in the afternoon..

after his run, walk ard skl and go canteen have breakfast cum lunch.. hahax.. saw many of our juniors when we were there.. hahax.. gone broke liao cauz today bought 10 bucks love fiesta tixs from my junior xun kai.. hahax.. we rotted in skl till 1 plus until sharon came.. hahax.. rotted together and slacking together until amanda came ard 4 plus.. hahax.. tok cock in the gym also while waiting.. hahax..

mi and paterson agreed that it has been a long long time we had slacked and rotted liddat ever since we graduated and since we all started working.. hahax.. its a bit boring budden its yet fun.. hahax.. cauz can see many many familiar faces in skl.. wahahax.. we all also discussed a bit about going back to become fac for orientation 2 also..

after that paterson sharon and i decided to go boon lay frontier there eat SAKAE buffet again.. zZz.. sianzZz.. recently ate too much jap food le.. sick of it liao.. wahahax.. and today think the com got prob or double order.. so much gunkan served to us.. and its the first time i ate buffet till i vomitted.. zZz.. hahax.. budden it was still fun though cauz of the company.. wahahax.. also went jp walk walk then went home liao.. wahahax..

its realli very very nice to see the ppl i had not seen for quite some time.. and i realli appreciated the time i spent with them.. it might be onli a day, if not onli a few hours.. budden the fun is definitely memorable.. hahax.. especially when they are the bunch of ppl u had so much fun with during the whole 2 yrs of jc life.. hopefully i can still have chances to go out have fun with them again today..

one thing that made mi quite sad was that i was unable to host even a dinner well.. cauz today actually many of us in sakae off so can go have dinner together.. budden cauz i suddenly called for the dinner so some of them was unable to make it.. haizZz.. in the end had to cancel it.. pai sei worx cas, reggie, hock yong, amanda and shi hua worx.. trouble u guys liao.. haizZz..

i think i will stop here ba.. quite tired liao le.. have to go think wat to get for bdae present for 3 of our colleagues bdae.. was thinking of printing something for them.. wahahax.. hopefully can get the design and template ready soon ba so can get paterson to print for mi soon.. wahahax.. gtg liao.. flying off!!! =)

i'm such a failure.. zZzZzZzZz.....

friendship...

hahax.. now suddenly got the feeling to blog something chim.. wahahax.. something sophicated.. wahahax.. jokin onli.. budden lately many things struck mi alot.. a lot of thinking is going thru my mind.. one very important thing that has struck mi recently is about friendship..

saw a post on my colleague caseline's blog.. realised wat she said was very true.. many a times ppl take friendship for granted.. i do also.. actually, i did it all the time when i was in jc.. i took friendship for granted and realli din appreciate my classmates.. in the end i realli lost alot of friends becos of this..

now, i realli have a new perception towards friendship liao le.. in short, i believe there is onli one word to summarise so many things i wanna say.. friendship is realli up to CHOICE.. its realli the choice of one to whether he or she would like to maintain contact or not with his or her friends.. its up to choice whether one wants to treat his or her frends truthfully or putting on a facade..

my very junior once told mi this: " friendship is something juz like a kite.. we cannot hold onto it too tightly nor can we hold onto it too loosely.. it will either snap or juz drift away".. i think wat he said made a lot of sense to mi.. at that time when he was saying this to mi i was at the bottom of a deep valley.. my mood was down to the extreme.. but wat he said realli brought mi up from the bottom and give mi a lot of encouragement.. hahax..

to say, i have lost many precious friendships cauz of the person i am.. i'm a very hasty person and i am a very straight forward person.. i dun like to hide my feelings.. and wat i say often will offend ppl.. thats becos i had nv thought that others are also sensitive like myself.. thats why now i try to be as sensitive to others de feelings as much as possible.. even if i have to realli say something i dislike, i have to try to put it in a way others are able to accept.. hahax.. this is something i had learn thru the course of JC.. and thru the course of great hardships..

now, i am realli grateful to have many many frends still ard mi.. and i am glad to be able to noe more and more frends thru my work.. hahax.. mainly they are my colleagues.. they are realli a bunch of fun and interesting ppl to work with and i enjoy the times that i spent with them.. thats why i decided to join service after promoter in the first place.. i am realli glad to be able to relate with some of them and alwaes go out have fun and chill out when we got our day off.. wahahax.. hopefully we will still have chances to have fun together though some of them are leaving very soon..

i guess i will stop here ba.. think i might juz start crapping somewhere.. wahahax.. budden before i go i think i will end off with a quote my sec skl frend mentioned before.. "friends are like stars.. u can't see them all the time but u noe they are alwaes there.." wahahax.. leave here for ppl who sees this post to ponder about.. wahahax.. flying off!!! =)

yesterday rotted the whole morning and afternoon off.. lucky the night was better.. went to play badminton at bukit panjang.. long long time nv play badminton liao le.. a few months liao i guess.. as in got alwaes go play la.. very obviously my stamina and accuracy is much much lower liao le.. budden still managed to have a great workout.. wahahax..

yesterday met my cck badminton junior.. long long time no see already.. hahax.. played doubles with him for a few matches.. lost eventually cauz din have mo qi.. budden later started to play better.. hahax.. he is good.. much better compared to my batch of players.. hahax.. it was fun playing together after such a long long time.. i think i should realli go train up on badminton liao.. wahahax..

after badminton went to sakae for meeting.. the meeting was super long.. lots of complains bout our performance is noted by coco.. wah sia.. she damn powerful.. can take note of so many things.. budden some we dunno de.. wahahax..

budden one thing coco said struck mi alot.. and i think its very true.. customers pay GST.. not as in goods and service tax.. but customers are here to get our Greetings, Smiles and Thank you.. i realli believe its very true.. especially in the service sector.. i guess this is realli one important thing i learnt yesterday night.. hopefully i can provide good service though i am onli working for 2 months..

yesterday night reached home and used com for the night.. had a shower and wanted to go bed.. budden in the end din manage to sleep until half an hour later.. its has been happening for the past weeks liao le.. think i might be getting insomnia very very soon.. i think i have been thinking too much things liao le.. and too much stuffs is going thru my mind every single night.. arghhh.. this is pure agony.. i need answers! i need solutions.. but i dun think i can get them anytime soon ba.. sianzZz.....

i guess i wil stop here ba.. too bored to blog liao le.. later still have to go work.. sianzZz.. do back sia.. sure got lots and lots of problems de.. hopefully wun do anything wrong ba.. flying off.....

zZz.....

i can't believe i am sitting in front of the computer right now.. sianzZz.. i am rotting my day off.. and noe wat? its my OFF DAY!!! sianzZz.. actually doing nothing right now sia.. i should be playing and having fun outside de.. and this is the onli off day i have for this week.. arghhh..

some of my colleagues went out today.. they gonna have suki buffet.. din wanna go cauz not realli asked and also sick and tired of jap food liao.. so decided not to go and rot my whole morning at home.. online and surf net in the morning.. then watch tv in the afternoon.. super duper sianzZz.. haizZz..

onli juz now managed to step out of home.. went to get love fiesta tixs from my junior.. sianzZz.. 40 bucks worx.. broke liao le.. and balance left in my account getting lesser and lesser also.. zZz.. think last month de pay will definitely be used up very soon.. though is buy for my frend de la.. budden very broke still.. cauz haven collect alot of money yet.. like money for colleague's bdae present..

haizZz.. think i will still be rotting till night ba.. gotta go for a meeting at sakae later.. zZz.. sianzZz.. a meeting on my off day.. super duper sianzZz.. budden think should be doing some shopping for shorts later at westmall before going the meeting ba.. hahax.. super sianzZz..

its precisely i'm so free that i cannot do anything else but think of many many things.. mind going bersek soon.. super duper sianzZz.. so many uncertainties and worries.. they are overwhelming mi.. suffocating mi.. haizZz.. hate being so unoccupied.. i shall end here ba.. stop with my ramblings.. very tired.. dun wanna blog liao.. flying off!!!

tired.. very very tired.. have realli been beatened by work.. juz worked at night for 2 days and i can realli feel the fatigue going thru my body.. very drained.. yesterday was realli a horrendous day for mi.. almost went bersek liao le..

yesterday afternoon was still fine.. cauz decided to meet my bro joel and go buy stuffs de.. meet him and went down to causeway point.. budden din managed to get the shorts i wanted to buy.. sianzZz.. after that went seoul garden for lunch cum dinner.. "sponsered" him partly cauz got pay liao and i think its time i ought to give him a treat.. wahahax.. chatted alot with him during lunch and shared alot of my worries and stuffs with him.. felt realli better after that.. but is more of relieved cauz do not have to bottle everything up..

went off to work after lunch with joel.. thats when the horror realli started.. super sianzZz for the whole night.. did this wrong and did that wrong.. wrong order wrong table wrong everything.. zZz.. sianzZz diao.. realli pondering then why i joined service.. and that i had made a wrong choice.. kanna a bit by my supervisor budden she was still nice and din scold mi at all.. juz talk to mi nicely onli.. quite lucky lo.. onli managed to relax after work is over yesterday..

today was a much better day.. much much much better.. went out in the afternoon to meet my colleagues reggie and melvin to go nyp open house.. hahax.. decided to go with them cauz wanted to see whether can meet my sec skl frends there.. hahax.. the trip was quite fun and i think is quite useful for the both of them cauz they can get a more informed decision after they get their Os de results.. had quite a lot of fun playing ard there..

after that went play pool with the both of them at lot one.. played till ard 5.30 liddat then went off for work.. had quite alot of fun playing pool though i very off form again.. wahahax.. been playing pool so often lately also.. wahahax..

today's work was much better.. did front with xue pan.. more relaxed cauz front alwaes less ppl de.. and i getting more tuned to my work liao.. and less kan cheong and my colleague very very nice.. teach mi this and that.. she very patient also.. hahax.. simply enjoy working with her.. thats why today's performance and mood also much much better compared to yesterday.. hahax..

tml might be going out with my colleagues for lunch or dinner.. hahax.. also got meeting at night for work de.. zZz.. so difficult got break then tml still have to go back.. sianzZz.. nvm ba i guess.. cauz got money to take also for doing nothing.. wahahax.. gtg.. very tired already.. flying off!!!

started work today liao.. its much suckier than i had expected.. work sux man.. now realli start to ponder and think whether i had made a wrong choice to join service crew anot.. decided to become a service crew member cauz i realli liked the working environment in sakae westmall.. the ppl is fun there and the working atmosphere is good.. plus i would onli be working for 2 months thats why i rather work in a place i am familiar with..

work was realli tiring mi out even on the first day liao.. realli cannot tahan.. not physically but mentally.. realli cannot adapt to the change from a promoter to a service crew.. cauz last time being a promoter i practically do nothing.. wahahax.. budden now have to do EVERYTHING.. from orders to clear tables to this and to that.. though i noe most of the stuffs liao le.. but my mind juz cannot adapt to the change.. almost de zui customer today even.. haizZz..

realli dunno whether i have made the right choice mah.. i realli worried i might juz quit.. my mind is not that strong afterall.. i may seem happy go lucky at many times and occassions, budden there are many many many other worries that i am hiding from..

very first my results for As.. as i was toking to one of my colleague, As de results releasing very very soon liao le.. in a month's time i guess.. if i flunk my As it will onli mean 3 things.. one is i fail so badly that i have to repeat one yr and take As again this yr and it will mean i will waste a yr of my life.. second is that i cannot repeat cauz i have a full cert budden results not good enough for uni and i will be dangling there dunno wat to do.. third is that i choose another route and go poly again after my NS.. meaning i will waste 5 yrs of my life.. zZz..

my colleague said i have to be optomistic.. budden i think i have to be realistic.. i noe where i am and i cannot have high expectations.. even to pass for mi is difficult i think.. haizZz.. this feeling is realli antagonising sia.. this is giving mi lots of problems to worry about and then my worries for job started.. many things are going thru my mind especially some.. budden i realli dunno how to say.. i am worried my mind will break down soon.. arghhhh!!!!! realli hate this feeling of waiting for answers to the many many qns that is going thru my mind.. arghhhh!!!

one good thing bout work is that it can temporarily numb ur brain when u are busy.. i will not think bout anything much when i am occupied with work.. thats why i guess i will be be working and working ba.. budden at times when i am not working i will be flooded with worries and qns again.. haizZz..

after work today was some time i chilled out.. knocked off early today at 4 and my 2 other colleagues melvin and shi hua kinocked off at 5.. so i suggested we all go play pool.. and it will be my treat.. wahahax.. had quite some fun today budden not on form again worx.. haizZz.. played badly.. mood realli affects one at games.. budden it was still fun ba.. went home ard 9 plus and watch a bit of tv and now rotting in front of the computer.. zZz..

realli down liao i guess.. after so much fun for the past 2 weeks.. sianzZz.. think i will take a long long time to recover ba.. like last time.. i dunno how to make myself feel better budden i realli hope i wun let my bad mood affect my work and my frends and colleagues.. cannot show to them also.. have to continue to be the funny and lame zheng xiang.. zZz.. think i will stop here ba.. cannot carry on liao..

erm.. it has been 2 fun days yesterday and today.. did many fun stuffs.. hahax.. let mi start off with yesterday ba.. yesterday was very boring in the morning and afternoon.. got nothing better to do onli to watch tv and surf net onli.. budden at night was where the fun begins.. hahax.. cauz it was my colleague shikin's bdae..

went off from home ard 7 plus to go jp first to get some stuffs i needed and also to loiter ard cauz i needed to get a cheap watch for work.. erm.. in the end cannot find also.. sianzZz.. walked ard jp for quite a while then went off taking 174 to go westmall.. reached ard 9 plus and saw shikin they all there liao le.. hahax.. went in and tok with the rest of them while they are doing their side jobs.. also helped out in cleaning the menu.. hahax.. take as a form of training for my job ba.. wahahax..

after that started the celebration for shikin's bdae.. sung bdae song for her and also played a prank on her.. ask her to bite something out from the cake.. very bad budden very fun.. it was very fun yesterday celebrating shikin's bdae.. hahax.. enjoyed myself alot alot..hahax.. think should upload some of the photos i took yesterday.. hahax..























shikin with cake.. hahax..























group photo taken yesterday.. was the camera man.. wahahax..

today was the very last day for mi to play liao le.. cauz i will be starting work as from tml onwards and i think i would not have much time to play lioa cauz i think i cannot plan my schedule as yet.. sianzZz.. hahax.. budden i realli had fun today going out with my study buddies bin hao, hao chun, nazi and yvonne.. hahax.. it was very nice seeing them after so long..

met bin hao at cck mrt today to take train to queensway.. was late.. hahax.. met up with nazi and hao chun and took the train down to bugis.. went to sim lim square to look for bin hao's PSP.. hahax.. searched ard the whole building budden felt that most of the packages were not worth it can some shops were not trustworthy.. so bin hao din buy at sim lim.. went back to bugis junction cauz we decided to go town to search for bin hao's PSP.. nazi went off first cauz she had things on.. hahax..

so i bin hao and hao chun rested for a while then went off to dhoby gauht.. look ard plaza sing and finally bin hao decided to buy the PSP at comics connection cauz most of us felt it was more trustworthy.. hahax.. decided to look ard again before he make a decision.. so went play arcade for a while and then met yvonne.. was frantically searching for a POSB atm cauz i needed to draw money for dinner.. hahax.. but first went to buy bin hao's PSP..

after that we all decided to walk from plaza sing to taka there to have dinner.. hahax.. its was a long walk and finally i reached a atm machine.. hahax.. drew some money then we all had a hard time and finally decided to have mos burger for dinner.. wahahax.. finished our dinner and then went to far east play pool.. hahax.. very fun playing pool with them.. though today quite off form.. wahahax..

realli enjoy my time playing and having fun with my study buddies and also with my colleagues.. hopefully have chances to go have fun with them again.. and i starting work tml liao le!!! hahax.. so good.. can earn money and have fun during work with colleagues liao le.. hahax.. so good.. hopefully wun do anything wrong or get scolded on my first day ba.. wahahax.. i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg le.. sleeping soon.. flying off!!! =)

today very very hectic day.. damn tired.. in the afternoon went lot one collect my comic i ordered and also get my colleague de bdae card.. also went to get something also.. then went back home then went to pass my colleague the card to sign ard.. hahax..

after that went out in the evening to og dinner.. hahax.. actually supposed to meet at 6.30 de.. was charging my hp so was late.. hahax.. reached there ard 6.45 and realised the others were even later than mi.. hahax.. had pizza hut.. joked alot and crapped alot.. very fun.. hahax.. got a bit closer to my og liao le.. took a pic.. upload it.. hahax..























og 20 group photo.. hahax..

i guess i will stop here ba.. a bit tired liao le.. tml might be going out again also.. saturday and sunday also... zZz.. think my dad i gonna slaughter mi liao le.. hahax.. gtg.. flying off!!!

today went out with my bro joel today in the afternoon.. went walk walk ard orchard area.. as well as to look ard for my colleague's bdae pressie.. sianzZz.. in the end still din manage to get my colleague's pressie.. haizZz.. went to walk walk ard far east plaza, taka, plaza sing, wisma atria.. also had coffee bean at centrepoint if i am not wrong.. hahax.. very fun going out with bro cauz he alwaes so fun to be with de.. and can share lots of things with him.. hahax..



the mocha i drank.. hahax..

we walked back from plaza sing to far east to take 190 back.. cauz i had to meet my colleagues they all at lot 1 for dinner.. missed three buses cauz all of them packed liao le.. hahax.. budden luckily many came at a time.. and i managed to board a bus and made my way down to lot 1.. was late though.. hahax.. after that decided to eat suki sushi.. hahax.. the food there was quite nice.. and quite affordable also.. wahahax.. it was very fun also.. sat with yih pei, shi hua and a ex westmall crew sandberg.. it was fun dining and joking with them.. wahahax..



hahax.. the group photo i took for them.. wahahax..

after that went play pool... hahax.. quite on form sia.. teamed with ben and also teamed with shi hua and played against the others.. unbeatable worx.. budden cauz is others shi shou onli.. like sandberg.. he is super duper good.. can clear table easily worx.. also won becos others pocket the black ball into the wrong hole.. wahahax.. unbeatable becos tyco de.. wahahax.. realli had fun today.. wahahax..



the photo we took before leaving.. wahahax..

i guess i will end here ba.. blog again another time.. should be going out for the next few day also.. zZz.. think my parents will be killing mi soon.. hahax.. i think i should go back ask for my job also.. sick and tired to waiting liao le.. hahax.. gonna get my colleague's pressie also.. zZz.. hahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

sianzZz.. rotting at home today again.. nothing better to do.. sianzZz.. dunno why sia.. one week liao my manager haven even call mi yet.. does it mean i am rejected liao le??? cauz i din haven interview.. juz fill in application.. the feeling is realli antagonising sia.. might be going out later to get some things also.. sianzZz..

apparently i am so bored i started to create my own slides on rockyou.. quite fun.. hahax.. put up the many pictures that have given mi lots of memories during m jc life and my last month of work.. hahax.. try to put up..


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should look quite alrights considering i am a com idiot.. wahahax.. i guess i will end here ba.. lazy to blog liao le.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

din expect i could wake up so early today.. hahax.. yesterday evening went out again.. hahax.. with og 20 de ppl.. hahax.. cauz one of them invited mi to their steamboat outing yesterday.. actually dunno whether i wanted to go anot.. cauz apparently i have been going out the whole week and my dad has been a little unhappy liao le..

thats wat i did for the past week:
monday- went play bball in skl and sakae buffet
tuesday- went for class bbq
wednesday- went out bai bai with family
thursday- went out play bball and went orchard celebrate colleague's bdae
friday- went marina square with colleague
saturday- went steamboat with og20

guess this is why my dad is a little unhappy ba.. cauz i haven beeen at home for the whole of this week and returning home very very late everytime.. hahax.. budden i didn't regret going for the outing yesterday.. it was realli fun.. hahax..

they decided to meet at marina control station at 6pm.. budden apparently some ppl were late.. hahax.. 9 of us arrived finally and we all decided to go steamboat first and denise would be joining us later.. some of them cannot come becos they were sick or had something else on.. ya.. budden they all super bad.. keep on calling mi uncle.. wahahax.. think its my nick in og 20 liao le.. hahax..

i suggested that we all walk to the steamboat place as a form of exercise.. hahax.. in the end took a long long time.. hahax.. it was getting dark when we all reached.. actually wanted to eat zheng fa one.. budden the whole place was very packed already when we all reached the place.. so in the end we all decided to go eat in chong pang.. hahax..

the food there was quite alrights.. juz that the choice is quite limited onli.. hahax.. budden it was still nice.. cauz steamboat more importantly is the ppl there and the atmosphere there.. and i am realli glad the atmosphere was great.. actually i din expect them to be so high yesterday de.. budden i can see that many of them realli open up liao and can start to have fun liao le..

we all ate until 9 plus and denise actually wanted to join us de.. budden in the end she din cauz it was very late and there was a traffic jam.. so she decided not to come.. hahax.. we all then decided to go to esplanade there to jalan jalan.. hahax.. reached esplanade area and took pictures over there.. hahax..























group photo taken at merlion park.. hahax..

yesterday was a realli fun outing.. gotten closer and more bonded to og 20 de ppl liao le.. and i am realli glad.. and i am happy to see that more of them are opening up and able to have fun together considering the fact that many of them are introverts.. hopefully in future will be able to join their outing again and have fun with them again.. hahax..

i guess i will stop here ba.. dun think i would be going out today.. cauz today got a temple banquet.. have to stay at home till evening.. hahax.. guess i will be rotting at home till then ba.. wahahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

erm.. today finally got a new skin liao le.. i think i haven changed skin for a long time liao le.. budden not much difference to the previous one also.. wahahax.. apparently i'm too lazy liao le to find something better.. wahahax.. plus the last one has been giving mi many problems also.. guess have to make do with this first ba..

this past 2 days have been fun.. wednesday morning went skl play basketball with my senior zi cheng till the afternoon.. played in the rain and also had lunch in the canteen.. long time nv eat canteen food liao le.. hahax.. somehow missing the food there.. wahahax.. played till ard 2 plus 3 then we washed up.. zi cheng went home whereas i went westmall collect my paycheck.. sianzZz.. the pay should have been better.. CPF realli take alot away from my pay sia.. wahahax.. budden i guess its still good in the long run..

after that i went home and prepare to go orchard.. cauz we are celebrating one of our colleague hock yong's bdae.. hahax.. went to a jap restaurant again for dinner.. hahax.. apparently i had sushi buffet on monday le.. the dinner was fun and it was nice to be able to help my colleague celecbrate his 18th bdae.. it was an memorable day also.. hahax.. think i shall upload some photos here..























group photo taken with my bunch of colleagues in sakae sushi.. =)























bdae boy hock yong making a wish..

hahax.. i realli had lots of fun with this bunch of ppl i noe in sakae sushi.. many of them taught mi many things and helped mi in many ways while i was a promoter.. bryan is one of them.. he spoke up for mi many times while i was doing promoting and when i cannot sell a package.. its precisely the ppl there that helped mi make a decision to stay on and do service for the rest of the 3 months i have before NS.. i also enjoyed all my times i spent having fun with my other colleagues.. hahax..

yesterday was also a fun day.. actually rotting at home de.. cauz it has been raining heavily and non stop for the past 2 days.. also thinking of wat to buy for my colleague shikin's bdae also.. her bdae coming also.. hahax.. budden after that decided to go marina area with another of my colleague shi hua and her frend to see wat we can get for her.. walked ard marina square and we were thinking of something practical like clothes and bags.. ya.. hahax.. asking ard to see who want to share the prezzie also to decide how much to spent for the prezzie.. hahax.. had dinner at sakae sushi there again.. haizZz.. third time for this week i'm having jap food liao.. budden the food was still fine.. not as salty as expected.. hahax.. after that went home liao le..

this week was a realli fun week.. have alot of fun.. i think i should be less free next week liao le.. cauz i think should be starting work liao le.. coco should be either calling mi today or tml ba.. hahax.. think i will stop here ba.. blog again another time.. gtg.. fling off!!! =)

these few days had been fun.. quite an exciting week to start off with.. one monday went out with my senior zi cheng to play basketball in school in the morning.. played for a few hours and decided that the weather is too hot to play basketball.. washed up and went to play xbox that his house.. hahax.. after that we went makan sakae buffet as i suggested cauz i wanted to meet my colleagues.. hahax.. also wanted to take my cheque for work.. budden haven arrive yet.. sianzZz.. i'm so broke..

yesterday had class bbq.. quite fun also.. met jia liang they all to buy food at turf city giant.. after that went chong yan's house for bbq.. quite many ppl came.. it was quite fun also.. played table soccer over there also.. hahax.. very noisy and very interesting.. marinated the chicken but i think that it wasn't very good.. not salty enough.. hope they din mind.. budden troubled chong yan's mum alot.. thanks tons to her help for this bbq.. took a class photo also.. budden dunno why cannot upload sia.. zZz.. next time ba..

today went temple bai bai in the morning.. then went lot 1 walk walk.. coincidentally met my senior zi cheng again.. hahax.. he bought a few cds and i wanted to get some stuffs also.. bought comics and a new t shirt.. the shirt quite cheap so i decided to buy.. after that went walk walk for a while then went back together..

i think i will stop here ba.. gotta get my hair cut.. sianzZz.. getting quite unkempt and untidy liao le.. hahax.. blog again next time.. flying off!!! =)

back from camp already.. orientation has finally come to an end liao.. it is probably the very last camp i will be having in jj liao.. thought can still volunteer for facs in march, budden think by then will be working or preparing to retake exams liao le.. hahax..

had alot of fun in this orientation.. not realli becos of the og, but realli becos of the fellow facilitators in my family.. the facilitators in my family were superb ppl.. and very fun also.. hahax.. they are wen tian, amanda, chean xiu and zi hong.. hahax.. we all play alot alot during orientation and did many things together.. used the same deodrant, slept together, played together, ran ard together and also cheered the yaHOO!!!! cheer together.. and also had long chats together.. hahax.. think we are the most craziest facilitators ard ba.. wahahax..

the orientation was fun.. and the ogls in my og were very matured and were realli good with wat to say.. so i din have to provide much guidance and stuffs liddat.. hahax.. juz there to join them and have fun with them.. most of the og members they had were rather introverted and dun realli like to speak or tok.. budden i am realli proud that my og ogls din give them up and finally made them open up a little bit.. yeah.. hopefully they had fun in this camp..

yesterday after orientation went for lunch with the F4 facs and then went for pool with the facs.. quite fun.. wen tian is realli the pro over there.. hahax.. super good.. unbeatable over there.. hahax.. after that went home after pool.. hopefully in future got chances to go play together again..

as orientation came to a close, it means play time is over liao le also.. think time to decide whether to go back sakae sushi for interview anot.. or have to find a new job.. a big decision to make and hopefully i can make a right decision and not regret it.. ya.. gtg le.. blog again next time ba.. flying off!!! =)

HaPpy nEw yEar!!!

woohoo!!! its a new yr again!!! we said goodbye to 2006 and WELCOME 2007!!! its has been a thrilling yr with lots of ups and downs and i am glad its finally over and we start the yr afresh.. hope to become a better person and noe more ppl.. think i should be able to noe more ppl cauz gonna help orientation next yr.. hahax..

ended the yr and started the yr with lots and lots of fun.. hahax.. on the day before, went out with my secondary skl classmates.. went walk walk ard lot 1 and also jp.. had dinner at kfc and it was quite fun to see some of them i had not seen for a long long time.. hahax.. going home that time damn damn pai sei sia.. almost spoilt a great conspiracy sia.. wahahax.. luckily din la.. wahahax.. upload some pictures ba..






















wei da, chak yong, wee boon, ke wei, vivian, and siew ying..





















vivian and mi.. the main character why we had outing that day.. wahahax..



back to yesterday.. had alot alot of fun during the new yr eve.. cauz yesterday was my very last day as a promoter in sakae sushi liao le.. the day was a very long day and was a difficult day to spent.. cauz i might not be going back to do service.. the day finally ended and i went to collect the cake i bought for everyone.. a bit small but it is a little appreciation i can give to my colleagues whom i had lots of fun with for the past one month.. realli feel that i will miss sakae sushi westmall if i am not going back to do service anymore.. cauz ppl there are the most friendly..

actually some of us wanted to go home liao le de.. budden went we reach the bus stop we saw hock yong, zhen lin and wei xia at the bus stop.. then they asked us top go for the countdown at boon lay.. actually some of us quite reluctant to go de.. cauz scared no bus to go home all those.. budden in the end still went..

when we reached boon lay area, which is also next to my skl, there were like so many ppl over there sia.. and it is soon countdown time liao le.. all of us there yih pei, wei xia, hock yong, zhen lin, shi hua, shikin, kwang yee and mi started countdown.. it is finally 2007!!! suddenly there were fireworks penetrating to the sky.. woohoo!!! there was fireworks at boon lay man.. hahax.. though it isn't as good as ones we usually see, it is still very magnificent considering its in a neighbourhood area.. hahax.. it was simply terrific.. hahax.. realli enjoyed myself at the countdown and its the very first one ever in my life sia.. wahahax..

then went to the pasar malam and hawker to walk ard and to look for food to makan cauz everyone of us is hungry.. hahax.. by then agnes joined us and we all decided to ton at hock yong's home there de playground.. started the new yr with ghost stories sia.. wahahax.. hock yong also played prank and scared some of them.. hahax.. then soon bryan and annie joined us and had more ghost stories from bryan.. hahax.. budden shikin and wei xia had to go home early so bryan sent them home in his super cool bike.. hahax..

after the ghost stories started to joke.. hahax.. annie said she wanted to say a joke but ended up in a ghost story.. wahahax.. also played games like multiples of a number liddat.. hahax.. also toked about the things about work then also.. glad to have known a bit more last night bout working at westmall.. big part in helping mi make my decision whether to go back work anot.. after which we had the first bus home and everyone separated and went home.. had breakfast with hock yong and zhen lin also before i went home.. and the most fun day ended with a new start..

i will realli realli miss the fun and enjoyable moments i had a sakae westmall.. no matter whether anot i joining service, i will definitely keep in contact with my colleagues and go out when they are free de.. hahax.. think upload some pics also ba.. hahax..






















amanda n mi..























zhen lin n mi..























wei xia, amanda and shi hua..

haizZz.. think i will stop here ba.. cauz cannot upload the photos to blogger sia.. some can some cannot.. think i upload again next time round.. gtg le.. flying off!!! tata.. =)

yesterday was prom.. damn cool.. the very very first prom ever in my life cauz i din go for my sec skl de prom.. was really excited about this special event cauz it is the opportunity to meet up and connect with my frends..

met up with my senior zi cheng and his frends at jurong east interchange.. onli managed to board the bus at 6.30pm and we were realli late for the event and there was even a traffic jam to make things worse..2 of my seniors were award receipents and and they cannot afford to be late.. was realli worried throughout the whole bus ride to suntec.. budden luckily we managed to reach in time as the minister was speaking for a long time.. hahax..

the food for prom was quite good liao le considering we all onli paid 45 bucks.. had sharkfin, prawns and some other good stuffs.... hahax.. budden most of the time was taking pictures instead of eating.. wahahax.. alot alot of pictures with my frends in JJ.. at this prom, i realised that i have many many frends in JJ and i am really grateful to be able to meet and noe so many interesting ppl throughtout my 2 yrs stay in JJ.. had lots of fun taking pictures and catching up with my frends and i enjoyed myself alot.. however something dampened my spirits for prom also.. sianzZz.. but i still feel i had fun..

after prom actually wanted to go drink with zi cheng de.. budden felt the price was too ex and was not realli worth it.. then decided to meet my junior xun kai at bras brasah there de mac.. budden realised i lost my way at suntec area cauz apparently i am a road idiot.. however, through my memory i amazingly found my way there.. hahax.. though i can be a road idiot but think i still quite street smart ba.. wahahax..

toked alot with xun kai last night and got quite alot of thoughts and inspirations.. i guess its very very important to learn how to appreciate the things that we have in life.. many a times ppl take things for granted and i think its realli important to learn how to treasure wat we have.. we can easily lose something but it will nv be an easy task to recover wat we have lost.. thats why we have to cherish many things in life especially friendships and kinships..






















s14 class photo..























zi cheng, mi and bin hao






















seniors and mi..





















study buddies.. nazi yvonne and mi..

think i will end here ba.. gtg out with sec skl frends liao and ii think i am late liao le.. gtg.. flying off!!! upload more pictures next time round.. tata.. =)

hahax.. i am finally 18 liao le.. yays!!!!! finally not underage liao le.. hahax.. so happy.. wahahax.. gonna go prom later.. hope to have a great time there.. gtg prepare liao le.. flying off!!! =)

woots.. one week going to pass again liao le.. and today is my second last day at work.. sunday will be my very very last day as a promoter at westmall sakae.. i think i will realli miss the place very much if i dun carry on working as service crew after this month.. had lots of fun in that particular outlet and everyone there is so fun sia.. lots of jokes and we alwaes play and tease each other when its off peak or after work.. will realli miss them sia.. haizZz..

a big decision to make this coming weekend and this coming week.. gonna decide whether i wanna join service crew anot.. apparently i like to join budden some of them left liao le.. and they are the realli nice and fun ppl there.. thats why dunno wanna join anot.. it is realli a tough and tiring job and lots of commitment to say.. ya.. have been blogging bout this for many times liao cauz its realli troubling mi.. woots.. dunno wat to do sia..

haizZz.. think heck care bout this thing first ba.. enjoy my last day at work first.. hopefully can have lots of fun there on my very last day ba.. and hope can take lots of pictures there with my colleagues.. yeah..

tml is grad night liao le.. very first one in my life cauz i missed the one in my sec skl.. hopefully can have lots of fun tml ba.. gonna have the grad night at suntec.. quite a grand place i guess.. hopefully wun make a joke out of myself also.. wahahax..

also gotta enjoy my next week cauz its JJ orientation 2007!!! gonna be a facilitator there to help out in the orientation and have fun too.. more importantly to ensure the safety of the games cauz i noe ppl tend to get overly high during orientation and get injured.. i have seen these incidents for many times and i hope i will not happen next yr.. yups.. nonetheless i hope the orientation will be a success too!!!

think i will stop here ba.. quite tired le.. tml going back to skl to get some things also.. blog again tml or some time else ba.. flying off!!! =)

woohoo!!! today is christmas!!! merry christmas everyone!!! christmas is a day of celebration and joy.. in this festive season, its realli a joy to be able to spend time with our frends and our loved ones.. although i dun celebrate christmas, i hope everyone i noe enjoy their holiday and have lots of fun together with ur frends and family!!!

christmas will soon be over and this yr is coming to an end liao le.. for mi it has been a very meaningful yr.. it has also been a very tiring yr with all the studies and exams.. there had been lots of ups and downs for mi this whole yr and it has realli worn mi out.. but i am realli glad everything is over and i think i learnt a lot throughout this yr.. learnt how to be more sensitive person and how to say the right thing at the right time.. think this yr had realli made mi a better person then before liao le i guess.. hopefully can find my goals in life soon and become a even better person..

next yr first week gonna go back to help out in jj orientation 2007.. i think its realli a great privilege to be able to go thru orientation for 3 times.. first is my own orientation, second is being an ogl myself and third is going back to help out as senior.. i think every orientation is special in their own way and its realli privilege to be able to see so many orientation.. hope can have lots of fun next yr facilitating the camp next yr and hope can noe more ppl also..

think i will end here ba.. gotta go work later in the evening.. hahax.. quite crazy.. working on a christmas day.. wahahax.. gotta go my aunt's house to ask her alter my pants for prom.. also have to get new socks liao le.. all got holes le but no time to go buy.. hahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

yesterday and today was a realli busy day.. on thursday, had work in the afternoon till 4 and then went for secondary skl class outing.. went for steamboat.. the outing was realli fun even though not everyone was there for the outing.. met many of my sec skl frends whom i have not seen for a long long time liao.. joked alot yesterday and it was damn fun..

we all had steamboat till 10 plus near 11 yesterday.. thought we all would miss the last train home but we didn't.. wahahax.. realli din regret for changing my schedule and going for the outing cauz quite alot of unexpected stuffs happened.. and i am realli glad.. ya.. hopefully in future still got chances to meet and have fun again..

today was 冬至 and its a festival highly deemed by chinese.. its the very last festival before the chinese new yr and it is very significant.. woke up damn early this morning at ard 5 and start making 汤圆 to bai bai at home.. was super tired cauz onli slept fot 2 hours plus the previous night.. went market to buy food for bai bai also.. long long time nv go wet market in the morning liao le.. hahax.. very interesting experience.. wahahax.. then went home to make 汤圆 again.. hahax.. made quite alot myself cauz my mum's shoulder is injured and cannot realli roll the dough and stuffs.. yup.. done lots of housework today and had quite and experience.. today was also memorable..

actually tml supposed to have og bbq de.. budden cancelled liao cauz can't get much replies.. sianzZz.. think tml should be going to get my prom stuffs liao le.. next week is prom liao le and i hardly bought anything yet.. have to go buy everything tml.. hahax.. cauz next week also working.. even on christmas.. think will be celebrating with colleagues they all also.. wahahax..

i think gtg le.. tml will again be a very busy day.. hahax.. hopefully i can get my stuffs ready for prom by tml ba.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

have been working and working and working these few days.. hardly sold any packages at all.. sianzZz.. cauz i think i am doing more servicing job then promoting job.. and most of the customers are there to have lunch or dinner and go one.. they dun wanna be strapped with cash voucher and always worrying they forgot to bring voucher to spend..

therefore, i have a conclusion to the types of customers present in my restaurant liao le..
1) the customers dun often come to sakae sushi so dun wanna buy..
2) the customers dun wanna have burden of the cash voucher..
3) they are onli there for lunch or dinner and dun care bout the promotion..
4) they are too rich and they dun even care about the free stuffs they get from the promotion..
5) they really cannot afford it cauz it is apparently too expensive.. $150 leh!!!
6) last but not least they are filthy rich but they cannot bear to part with that little bit of money.. in other words, plain stingy..

erm.. think that is all i can summarise ba.. wahahax.. no offence to my customers la.. but this is somehow the truth ba.. after doing the job as a promoter for nearly 3 to 4 weeks liao le.. hahax.. budden some of the customers who buy from mi are very nice ppl also.. they are understanding and can empathise with the ppl working in the restaurant with my outlet is very busy..

many of the customers who bought from mi are very nice ppl.. i served them while the service crew ppl are busy and they decide to hear wat i am promoting and i got to clinch the deal with them.. and i am realli grateful to these customers cauz its realli nice to noe that ppl understand the hardship of service sector.. and it is always a pleasure to serve these customers..

think i still got a few days of work as a promoter left.. think i should be the lousiest amongst all the promoters sakae sushi has hired.. hahax.. budden guess i would still work hard till the very last day.. yup.. and i think most likely i would join service crew after this month.. ya..

gtg le.. but before i go, wanna share this video with anyone reading my blog.. i guess u all should realli try watching death note anime.. its superb man!!! i finally understood why it is one of the most popular manga in singapore and round the world liao le.. the anime is simply superb.. wahahax.. enjoy.. flying off~~~

woots.. it has been quite a week.. hectic working schedule and tiring working hours.. back aching and leg aching already.. budden it is quite nice working at sakae sushi.. my colleagues are nice and friendly.. always joking with mi.. hahax..

these few days quite a roller coaster ride for mi.. got worried sick cauz my mum got injured and dislocated her shoulder joint.. but luckily now ok le.. now have to do dish washing and wash my own clothes liao le.. and it will be quite some time before i can taste home cooked food liao le.. sobs.. hope my mum get better soon.. yeah..

some big decisions for mi to make this week also.. thinking of whether going to join service crew after this month job anot.. cauz my manager asked mi whether i wanted to join anot.. cauz apparently i noe and can do everything liao le.. quite a big decision to make.. cauz it will determine the things i will be doing in the next 2 months.. hahax.. thinking hard about it.. cauz it will be quite a tough job.. more tiring then my promoting job right now..

also planned a list of needs and wants also.. hahax.. here it goes..

Things i Need to buy:
- Pants for grad night
- Leather belt and leather shoes
- New socks

Things i Want to buy:
- New shirts, shorts and bottoms
- New badminton shoes
- Shuttlecocks
- New wallet
- New backpack or sling bag
- Nalgene bottle
- New handphone
- Digital camera

woots.. too much things i wanna buy liao.. it will cost a bomb.. wahahax.. then all the pay i get will be gone.. wahahax.. guess i have to be realistic and buy things i realli need first.. wahahax.. i guess i gtg le.. have to go plan og bbq liao le.. cya.. flying off!!! =)

working life suxs sia.. kanna "taught" by my area manager today.. sianzZz.. said i sold too little packages liao le.. haizZz.. wat to do.. can onli say sorry and say i will work harder lo.. she is darn sarcasric la.. haizZz.. this is working life.. have to face reality.. sianzZz..

saw a very touching video on my frend's blog.. got realli touched.. felt like sharing it.. can understand even without translation or subtitles de.. we can have nothing but we must have our dreams.. enjoy..

woots.. recently have not been blogging sia.. working has been keeping mi away from blogging.. too tired too blog liao le.. budden after looking at my frend's blog, i realised i forgot to do something important that i had been planning to do after exams.. that is to pay tribute to everyone who had made my jc life so interesting and enjoyable..

very very firstly, have to pay tribute to the og i was born in.. OG 28.. this is the very first group of frends i made in jc and life had been fun fun and more fun with them ard.. i enjoyed my first 3 months alot because of this group of ppl.. hahax.. i am realli glad i am still in contact with most of us and we recently had an outing too.. planning another bbq to celebrate our birthdays together also.. i realli appreciate everyone in og 28 and they added alot alot of colours to my jc life.. they are one of the most wonderful memories i had in jj..






















another group of ppl i realli appreciate is the s10 ppl in frist 3 months.. though i fail to be keeping in contact with everyone, but i realli appreciate and treasure the times i had with them and it is another wonderful memory i had in jc.. life had nv been so fun without ppl like wei bin wui siong they all.. realli had lots of fun mingling with everyone in s10..




















i din get into ogl for the first 3 months.. its a realli big regret.. budden i was glad i was given another opportunity to get to noe ppl in another occasion.. the cluster west 6 camp.. i cannot imagine myself being a facilitator and leading a bunch of ppl.. hahax.. i might not have done a good job cauz i was realli new to the business and had no experience.. but i am glad to have forged lots of friendship during that camp and noe much more ppl.. and it paved my way to being a ogl in j2..

the next group of ppl i realli appreciate is the og i was in charge in this yr.. finally got into ogl this yr and i am realli glad i got to be one.. being in games com took alot of time from mi to interact with my og.. but i am realli glad i could be close to many of them in my og.. realli glad to be a J2 ogl cauz its the onli exciting and fun occasion a J2 can have in the second yr of jc.. i am especially grateful i can be in charge of og 28 again this yr cauz i was also in og 28.. realli appreciate the times we spent together during the outings and stuffs..

also have to thank my cldds juniors who had been fun and interesting all the time and i had alot of fun knowing them and mingling ard with them.. though onli noe them for a short short time, but i realli enjoy the times i spent with them.. the jokes and the laughter we had will be rmbered by mi forever..

another bunch of ppl i wanna thank is my study group ppl.. nazi, yvonne, hao chun, bin hao, jasper, kevin, zheng xian, zhi yao, wei yuan, jin hong and the list goes on.. these are the ppl whom i studied with together throughout the exams period and we persevered together till the end.. i could nv had gotten thru the stressful exams period without these guys ard.. and i realli appreciate their company studying together..i also have to thanks everyone i noe in jj who had made my jc life enjoyable and memorable..

life is full of regrets.. i have to agree with this statement.. my deepest regret is not being able to sustain relationship with a group of ppl.. after these few months, i realise many things had been my mistake.. and i had been very offending at times and i din noe.. oversensitiveness had been my deepest fault i had made.. its the studying period that i realised lots of fact in life and really regret wat i did.. and its the sharing i had with some of my frends i had that enlightened mi.. hey s14 ppl.. i sincerely apologise for everything that i done that offended u guys.. i hope u ppl can forgive mi and i will be glad already.. i learnt alot and grew alot in the studying period.. and i hope u guys can be united and have fun together in future.. all the best in everything..

sorry if i missed out anyone in this post.. hopefully i have not la.. hahax.. i really enjoyed my JC life alot alot.. i learnt alot and grew alot.. JC is realli a transition for mi from an ignorance bastard to a better person.. yeah.. and all these will be deeply etched in my heart forever.. however i still felt i enjoyed my JC life alot..

life is a life long journey.. jc is only a small part of life yet i can give mi so much memories and fun.. i hope i can live life to the fullest in the yrs to come and met up with new ppl and have more fun.. to all my frends, thank for everything and may success in everything u do.. all the best for ur future endeavours!!! =)

woohoo.. today finally had my og outing liao le.. and it is fun fun and more fun.. had lots of cock toking and interesting stuffs happening all the time and laughter is alwaes there all the while.. i realli enjoyed myself very very very much today.. but a regret is that i haven planned the outing well enough to let everyone come for the outing.. next time i will try harder ba.. hahax..

today actually supposed to go cycling de.. budden too little ppl liao le.. so decided to cancel cycling and onli go for steamboat.. met yee loong earlier to go walk walk ard orchard.. walked ard wheelock, taka and bought lots of food to makan also.. went borders looking for books and looking at books.. it was ard 5 plus that we decided to walk to somerset mrt to take train to met the rest of the ppl.. even joked with yee loong that we have to do somersault so can enter somerset station.. wahahax..

we arrived at marina bay mrt at ard 5.25 and then saw derek over there.. then soon de yan and soo eng came to met us.. yun feng also came and meet us at marina and we all decided to proceed to the steamboat restaurant as the others will be late.. we got a table and then jin chang came while we were starting.. soon valerie also came.. she rushed down in cab sia.. cauz she forgot her handphone and had to go back home first.. felt so bad la.. but i really hope she had fun.. zi cheng also joined us soon and i asked him to smuggle bottles of drinks for us.. cauz apparently the drinks there are expensive like hell.. hahax..

we had a great time bbq-ing and chatted lots of funny stuffs.. and i got suaned many times also.. hahax... then alwaes kanna whacked by valerie for saying the wrong stuffs.. hahax.. but i realli enjoyed the steamboat.. its not the food but the ppl.. the atmosphere was good and ppl were fun.. and i hoped everyone enjoyed themselves also..

finished dinner at ard 10 and we actually decided to walked back to marina station.. soo eng left early cauz she had something to do and took the bus.. de yan also went off very early cauz he meeting his parents.. bu i realli appreciate the effort de yan made to come and support mi sia.. so so grateful..

we were walking and we realised that we made a big big round and we walked back to the restaurant.. one word.. sianzZz.. thanks to u noe who ba.. hahax.. then zi cheng led us back and got back to marina station.. had a long walk and long tok.. it was very very fun again.. hahax.. beyond wat i can describe with words.. hahax.. i and yun feng separated with the pack cauz they taking train back to JE whereas we took bus back to bukit panjang..

we navigated thru esplanade with mi noeing one part of the route and yun feng noeing the other part of the route to the bus stop.. hahax.. we made a great pair while finding our ways sia.. wahahax.. had a nice long chat on the bus and realli appreciated the time chatting with him.. we alighted at bukit panjang and carried on chatting till i missed the last lrt home.. then took taxi home.. but i felt it was worth it.. had a great time today..

i realli hope everyone enjoyed themselves and had fun today.. i had lots of fun.. and i hoped everyone did too cauz i din realli plan it well.. ya.. hope can plan something better next time ba.. hahax.. gtg le.. tml have to wake up early to pass zi cheng his books.. hahax.. gtg flying off.. =)

woots.. it has been a long long time liao le.. my darling is finally back.. wahahax.. my com is back.. woohoo.. it has been a long time since i last online liao le.. the feeling is great.. wahahax.. com is finally fixed and its like brand new.. something bad about it is that everything is gone liao le.. luckily i saved most stuff up in a disc.. hahax.. sianzZz.. nvm ba.. treat as a new start..

the past week has been a roller coaster ride for mi.. got my job on tuesday and supposedly had to start work on friday.. budden kanna stomach flu.. damn sian diao.. first day of work on mc liao le.. hahax.. budden still alrights ba.. got mc nvm.. wat was the painful part is the diarrhea and vomiting i had for the last 3 days.. one word: hell.. hahax.. but now alrights liao le..

have been working for the past 3 days liao le.. at sakae sushi.. hahax.. got the job as a promoter in my first ever interview in my life.. hahax.. the ppl there is fun and nice and taught mi alot of stuffs.. especially a guy called bryan.. hahax.. he chatted with mi many times today and lighten up the tough work.. hahax.. some other ppl working there are also quite fun and interesting.. hope to noe them better in the month to come.. wahahax..

these few days made mi realise working is not so fun afterall.. and money is realli hard earn.. had to spent the whole day standing ard.. also had to promote my package of cash vouchers which is almost like impossible to sell la.. hahax.. budden managed to sell one today!!! wahahax.. lucky to have met a giantic family today.. wahahax.. guess i have to work harder to sell more packages to earn more commisson ba.. yeah..

guess now working is my main priority ba.. also in the mean time thinking of alternative plans for future ba.. if results gone case have to think of other ways to seek a route out also.. yeah.. maybe repeat or something like that lo.. have to have backup plans.. in the meantime also planning og outings and stuffs.. hahax.. hope to get everyone together once again.. yeap yeap..

i guess thats all for today liao le.. quite tired le.. going sleep soon.. tml still gotta work.. 12 to 9 again.. zZz.. hahax.. cya.. flying off!!!

woo.. it has been a long long time since i last blogged liao le.. cauz of the excessive mugging and the stupid A levels exams.. budden now i am finally a free man liao le.. hahax.. budden i will still be barred from action from my blog for a few more weeks cauz my hard disk is a goner.. wahahax..

juz some quick update about wat i did recently ba.. on friday after the exams, went vivo city with nazi, hao chun and yvonne.. first time i went there.. then we were looking ard for things we could wear for prom.. had dinner at thai express and the food there was quite good.. also went to the roof top to chill out.. budden one bad thing there is that it is more for those rich tai tai one.. wahahax.. no realli suited for teenagers like us.. wahahax..

saturday morning went to skl to play basketball.. played till afternoon then went to meet my juniors for bbq at heritage view.. quite fun and the food was quite good.. cauz i bbq one.. wahahax.. had chicken wings and stuffs..

sunday afternoon i cycled to skl and back to home.. quite an experience cauz got caught in the big rain.. hahax.. budden still quite fun.. cauz long long time never cycle liao le.. damn damn shiok.. after that went to a wedding banquet at sheraton towers.. seem to see someone from my sec skl but dun realli noe whether izzit anot.. hahax.. the food was alright la.. except for they have to serve u the food and there is like little freedom.. overall it is still good la.. the atmosphere and stuffs..

then yesterday went o tampines mall with hao chun they all again to go shopping.. hahax.. looking ard for prom stuffs again.. then at night went clementi play pool.. hahax.. quite a fun and enjoyable day yesterday..

i guess i should be going to get a job real soon liao le.. cannot be slacking ard and doing nothing for the rest of the few months.. need money for prom and also need money to spent.. cannot be getting money from my dad all the time.. yeah.. also time to think of alternative plans if my results cannot make it also.. hahax.. yeah i guess thats all i will do ba..

i guess i will end here ba.. will still be missing in action for quite a while.. and sorry for not replying the tags and stuffs.. hope i wiull be back real soon.. gtg le.. take care everyone.. cya.. flying off!!! =)

the big day is finally here liao le.. the battle has started.. may be best men and women win.. wahahax.. hope the best men and women is everyone taking the exams from tml on..
GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY FRENDS TAKING A LEVELS FROM TML ONWARDS.. PERSEVERE ON AND STRIVE ON TO OVERCOME THE LAST HURDLE!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! =)