my life

updates..

can't think of a title to put it up there.. more or less this is the best to descibe this post ba.. LOL.. been realli doing nothing much in camp recently.. except being outfield last week acting as enemy for another company's evaluation.. was almost bored to death.. supposed to do gaurd on friday but asked to go home after we reached camp.. apparently another company is doing.. wat a waste of time.. nvm..

at least the weekend was great.. met up with nat and yun feng for dinner at NYNY.. realli very very long since i last saw nat le.. think everything still the same.. haha.. but was realli happy on sunday to see joel after like a few months.. our busy schedule made it so impossible to meet up.. but great that we did.. haha.. caught up with so many things and meeting him for dinner this friday.. can't wait..

now on excuse.. heavy load, upper limb, RMJ and ACCT.. seems so chao keng la.. i feel so also.. but guess this is the aftermath for cheonging this whole yr.. seriously my neck and my knee is cui already.. went for a light jog this evening and my knee is like giving way already.. the neck aching as usual.. couldn't do ACCT next week.. cannot afford to strain myself anymore..

after all i realli start to wonder if everything is worth it anot.. work to prove to myself.. i guess this is.. but for army, no.. realli realli tired le.. 4 months plus to go before i realli step out the gates of SAF.. seems so near, looks so close.. but can't feel it, can't touch it yet.. the amazing thing is that my physio said the onli way for mi to get better is to ord.. haha.. oh wells.. this is life i guess.. we gain a little, we lose a little..

also gave up running standard chartered this yr le.. parents worried bout my health.. i got a little hypertension.. din want my parents to get worried also.. but more importantly i made the decision cauz of my neck and knee.. i can't train much now.. running has already become a problem.. guess i need to recuperate and hopefully i can next yr..

my basic theory test coming this friday.. haha.. haven realli study anything yet.. haha.. wonder how to get back to studies when i see juz a little more words and i wanna close the book liao.. zzz.. haha.. hopefully i'll pass though.. can get a license soon.. can't wait for book out.. LOL.. (i haven even book in yet..) update again ba.. till thens..