freaking bored...

book out on friday after out camp run.. went makan and play pool with my platoon mates.. refreshing experience ba.. first time going out with them.. hahax.. still not too bad.. had fun la.. wahahax..

yesterday went for a run early in the morning with joel.. lol.. ran from home to jj.. hahax.. estimated ard 10km.. LOL.. run wasn't too bad.. hahax.. at least still got stamina to run long distances.. LOL.. also did some shopping for things i need.. wahahax.. today rotted at home for the whole day.. sianzZz..

dunno leh.. recently dunno why keep feeling that there is something missing somehow in my life sia.. a part of mi that i had seemed to have lost since in entered army.. i realli dunno wat it is though.. feeling so empty inside..

every week book in to wait for book out.. but yet i dunno wat i should do during book out.. haizZz.. this feeling suxs man.. dunno why.. scrolling down my phonebook, realised i do noe many ppl.. but i realise there are not many i realli noe.. haizZz.. dunno la.. guess my mind is quite messed up right now ba.. and this suxs..

guess i realli should spend some time in camp thinking liao le.. sort out my mind ba.. dunno la.. dunno wat i thinking also.. hah.. such a irony..

think end here ba.. enough of my nonsense.. LOL.. A levels starting next week liao le.. here wishing all my juniors all the best and good luck for their exams.. hahax.. may everyone of them can do well for their exams ba.. hahax.. booking in soon.. flying off!!!

wow.. it has been freaking freaking long since i ever blogged liao le.. hahax.. had been busy going out on recent book out meeting my frends.. lol.. book out is precious for army guys u noe.. lol.. hahax..

the past few weeks have been fine.. not much of physical activities for mi cauz apparently i am still on light duties.. ya.. so dun have to do much also.. mostly sai gang when ppl are doing all the work.. lol..

budden recently the level of sian-zation has been rising in mi.. the more and more i feel fed up in my platoon.. everyday juz dota and dota among the rest of my platoon mates.. everyday tok about it wun sian de.. wa kao.. hear liao also sianzZz.. haizZz.. worse one is the unlimited complains and complains by some.. everyday complain bout training about life in camp and lots of shyt.. they juz cannot accept reality.. haizZz.. i realli wonder why some ppl are so naive in the way they see things.. haizZz..

i dunno leh.. i have a chance to get of of all the shyt.. and i guess i will be going for it ba.. down pes is the onli way le ba.. its not cauz of the mundane and labourious work liao.. its about the ppl.. i juz cannot work with some ppl ba.. haizZz.. hopefully i can get out of hell now.. haizZz.. afterall i guess humans are selfish ba.. including mi..

enough about nonsense in camp liao le ba.. weekends had still been great for mi going out and chilling out with frends.. lol.. yesterday juz went vivo dinner.. hahax.. hopefully next week can meet up some of my jc frends ba.. lol.. i'll stop here ba.. going back to camp later.. blog again sometime soon ba.. flying off!!!

haizZz..

got guard duty on sunday.. going back tonight.. sianzZz.. now worried sick.. my mum juz dislocated her shoulder.. again.. dunno wat to do sia.. juz now wanted to change guard duty.. but no one willing to help mi.. haizZz.. i dun blame ppl ba.. cauz its a sunday.. men is selfish, the world is cruel i guess.. haizZz..

realli worried now sia now that i not at home cannot help my mum do stuffs.. haizZz.. hope that she would be fine soon.. but i noe she wun recover so soon de.. the more worried i am now.. haizZz.. dunno how sia..

but i guess need to thank my PS who helped mi call the rest and tried his best to help mi.. realli thank him millions.. appreciated his help tons.. guess i will end here ba.. dunno wat else to say liao le.. flying off.....