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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

the day i'm waiting for.. for so long.. lol.. its chinese new yr le.. haha.. here comes my holidaes.. lol.. having off till this coming sunday and i will embark on my trip to seletar camp to become a liscensed bangla from monday onwards.. LOL..

chinese new yr.. good food.. ang pao.. enjoyment.. haha.. guess that is wat most ppl think for chinese new year ba.. the spamming of ba kua and pineapple tarts at relative's house and the money making us richer.. LOL.. but i guess there is realli much more to chinese new yr than that..

chinese new yr is a season of celebration.. a season of joy and a season of enjoyment.. but more importantly, its a season of love and a time to pay tribute.. a season to show appreciation to the loved ones ard us..

while praying juz now, tears almost overwhelmed mi.. i endured.. i miss my loved ones so much.. i finally understood the fact that we will onli learn to appreciate until things are lost.. and its especially in these festivals that vividly arouse the feelings within mi..

i guess this is the most appropiate occassion to pay tribute ba.. to my family especially.. who had been thru all hardships with mi throughout these yrs and my parents who had painstakingly brought mi up to this world.. and also to my frends who had been there with mi when i was down and needed ppl to tok to.. i love u guys..

i sure everyone will be visiting relatives during cny.. but i guess many a times ppl are juz patronising one another.. even relatives do.. this is the sad part of cny.. visit relatives juz for the sake of visiting.. i do so too.. so wat do chinese new yr mean to each and everyone out there??? guess i will end here ba.. and leave this qn for u ppl whom might come across this post to ponder about.. i got an answer for myself.. so do you??? flying off!!!