my life

sian diao.. have been planning my og outings for the past few days.. getting damn stressed up right now.. send about 100 plus msgs to ppl in both my ogs le.. and hardly anyone reply.. also got send emails and ask ppl online.. but dun seem to be able to get replies from everyone.. damn damn stressed up.. arghhh... even if i get replies.. most of them is cannot de.. got something on de.. arghhhh!!!

realli demoralising to see all these things happen and get all these replies from ppl.. realli dunno whether i made a wrong choice trying to organise an outing for both of my ogs.. am i wrong? why dun i get replies? is it really so hard to type a few words or key in a few words in the handphone??? i realli dun understand.. i am juz trying my very best to organise something for my frends and the ppl that i appreciate very much.. wat should i do??? i am realli realli lost now.. should i cancel the outings??? but i noe ppl will hate mi for that if i do so.. wat should i do??? arghhhh!!! stressed!!!