my life

today i decided not going out with my class ppl to dota.. cauz i see no point why i had to be an extra there and my presence will be redundant when ppl din intend to ask mi to go in the first place.. so i practically slacked the whole morning watching cartoons.. hahax.. a bit stupid la.. but quite entertaining also.. then use com.. suddenly felt like going out.. so ask my og frend to go play.. hahax.. and he agreed..

so ard 1 plus we met and we went to play near limbang there.. really fun la.. hahax.. and toked alot about many stuffs to this og frend.. hahax.. saying some of the unhappy things thats happening.. wahahax.. and i appreciate him for lending mi a listening ear.. hahax.. then after playing we went to cck stadium to slack and watch soccer match while toking.. hahax.. realli enjoyed myself alot today.. hahax.. also saw guan quan at limbang there today.. hahax.. he changed his hairstyle and he is spiking his hair now.. guess wat i done to him in 1st three months had made him decide to change ba.. wahahax..

today suddenly felt that i realli appreciate my og and my 1st 3 months class alot alot.. known them ppl since orientation and i feel that they are realli important to mi.. also becos we can seldom meet that i treasure them alot..

realli feel that jc life is so mundane now in j2.. all we do is to study and study.. and there seems to be endless homework.. being in skl now is such a torture for mi.. trying to study while having to handle so many unhappy and stupid things ard mi.. the politics is realli choking and suffocating mi.. haiz~~~.. and there is nothing that i can do.. so helpless.. and so tired..

recently thinking of organising a outing for the old s10.. missing some of the ppl whop i have not seen for a long time le.. hopefully i can plan a outing soon ba to meet up and catch up with these frends.. realli hopefully ba..