my life

haiz.. din realli follow my study plan yesterday.. in fact screwed up.. the whole plan was screwed up.. not the plan.. but mi.. damn.. too many distractions to keep mi away from studying.. haven even complete complex numbers.. feeling that it is such a difficult topic to understand.. even overslept today.. damn.. guess my plan is seriously too idealistic liao le.. haiz..

guess wun be sticking to the plan anymore liao le.. juz study watever i can find.. budden still have to follow thru when to finish which subject.. hopefully can finish studying everything before common test.. realli getting very worried.. i am a goner sia.. cannot concentrate, cannot prioritise.. equivalent to cannot learn.. cannot learn implies fail exams.. fail exams therefore no future.. and no future means that i am a goner.. and this vicious cycle repeats itself..

but no.. have to try to break this vicious cycle.. from now on.. if not i'm gonna die for As also.. cannot flunk this common test.. have to start to put in 100 times, no a million times more effort than i am putting in now.. lucky now at least got at least 1% of effort input.. if not 0% input multiply to 1000000 times more effort still zero.. haiz.. lame la.. =.=lll

bottom line is to start and study!!! i have to.. i need to.. i want to.. and i must!!! i guess have to try my very best ba.. gtg study hard liao le.. cya.. tata.. anyway ending with a pic.. brazilian player kaka who scored a beautiful goal leading brazil to victory yesterday! woohoo!!!

brazil is my favourite team since young.. hope they retain the FIFA world cup title 2006!!!