my life

haizZz...

finally back at home right now after a long day yesterday at NDP.. managed to book out earlier at 11 liddat.. but guess wat.. i am going back to jurong camp tonight worx.. thats juz amazing man.. my off-in-lieu flew away juz becos of a live firing i going to have tml.. arghhh!!! damn sian la.. hardly got a day of off sia.. zZz..

seriously.. life is terrible right now.. going thru shyt every single day.. doing stuffs that seems so useless in my life.. doing things that will nv benefit my life in any single way.. life has become mundane and hard to pass.. went to see MO.. got excused heavy loads and upper limbs cauz of aggravation of ligament tear on my little finger.. budden still got punished.. why??? the sgts reasoning is this: "ur body very heavy meh???" lan lan suck thumb.. zZz..

haizZz.. yesterday mi and my frend got scolded by a sgt in public while on duty.. he's an idiot.. call him ask him for instructions say we cannot wait.. after that come back see us say we not doing our job and used vulgar on us in public.. seriously i dun think thats showing authority.. but showing that he's juz an uncivilised being.. so much for the civilised and cultured society every country is aimming for..

sianzZz la.. now can onli endure lo.. common engineering course is ending this week le.. which means the real shyt is coming le.. might or might not be posted to plant.. i dunno.. i realli pray hard these sufferings can end soon ba.. 1 yr 10 months.. seems so short.. but everyday is simply a torture.. enduring everyday juz to be able to see my family and frends every weekend.. guess i will be doing so for the rest of my army life ba..

realli thinking a lot recently.. i realli question myself why am i so suay ba.. budden i guess i got the ans to my question le.. life is unfair always.. and guess everything is destined ba.. onli thing we can do is to live on a hope.. and endure thru everything life has got for us.. it will make us stronger and to endure greater hardships in future.. thats when i can truly say i have grown up and finally a real man..

guess i will end here ba.. enough of grumbling for the week le.. looking forward to the next book out ba.. hahax.. book in timing: 1930.. level of sianzation: limitless.. hahax.. flying off!!!