my life

damn damn bloody pissed off in class today.. anger boiling liao.. arghhh!!! my class de ppl wanted to pon gp lessons.. then say wan go blood donation.. make the teacher damn bloody angry because we were late.. then she walk out of our class even b4 we went to the class.. when we reached the class xiao liang said the teacher was angry.. then mr chai came in.. started the bloody joke that i was the teacher's favorite student again.. even asked mi to beg the teacher and apologise for the class.. wtf la.. why should i do it??? and mr chai starting spouting nonsense and the class laughed like hell and started joking bout mi when i kept my bloody mouth shut.. till a point when a bloody person wanted to give the gp teacher my number.. i exploded.. took the chair and slammed it on him.. fuk la.. like i no dignity liddat.. controlled myself again if not i dun noe wat i will do.. and some stupid idiots in class think i was a bastard or wat venting my anger with their stupid look in their eyes.. fuk off la.. i dun give a bloody damn bout it..

i not angry with mr chai le.. cauz he apologised to mi after crapping so much.. and i feel bad that he even tried to apologise to mi.. but still damn bloody angry.. the whole class treat mi like a piece of unwanted trash and took mi a something that they can joke about.. i dun mind ppl joke bout mi.. but there is a limit to everything de.. and i have limited patience de.. though i noe i am not a saint or really a good person, but i sometimes do care about others' feelings.. wat kind of shit do i get from my class??? when i din even speaking a fuking word when they are joking bout mi.. why should i be treated in this way when i keep my bloody mouth shut the whole day and spoke hardly a word today.. damn.. i realli have not been retaliating to all these stupid remarks.. i realli controlling my temper and i dunno wat i will do in future.. i noe that everyone will hate mi when i really cannot control my temper le.. heck care la.. since i am already a trash and outcast in class le..

realli pissed off today le.. realli dunno wat i can do to make the class stop all the nonsense.. even when i keep my bloody mouth shut.. some ppl may think i am juz a bastard whu can't control my temper.. but they have not been thru wat i have been thru.. they will nv noe.. i have finally seen the true colours of life le.....