my life

today is a rather slack day.. and i din tok at all to anyone in class except one or two of them.. and i din wan to bother anyone in my class anymore.. since i am already so hated.. ya.. so i kept quiet throughout chemistry lecture and gp lessons and i thank ppl in my class for ignoring and heck care mi and not saying anything le.. then was physics practical and i din tok also onli asking mr mak some questions and discussing with lt since i paired with him to do the experiment..

then had lunch and went for the chinese lesson.. no one went for that lesson except mi.. and i sat with someone i knew throughout the whole lesson and we were joking about the video shown.. but then it was the attendance taking part which really troubled mi.. i mark myself present but dunno whether to mark the rest of the class absent anot.. at first i mark all of them absent.. but in the end i liquid off everything and cancelled the whole column and remark onli marking my presence.. i realli cannot betray myself and fake that everyone were present.. and i couldn't pass myself.. maybe my class may feel i am a bastard who went alone and din even bother to mark the attendance for them.. but i realli cannot betray my integrity even though some ppl may even say i dun have any integrity.. dun care la.. they wanna hate mi they can go ahead.. since i am already so hated and ppl dislike mi so much.. there is nothing i can do le..

after the chinese lesson when i got to noe that the person i knew was so great at the piano.. he could play it so well.. yes a he.. hahax.. he played realli well then we went pc together.. today's pc was a usual no difference from the past.. my whole class pon except mi and some others.. and mr ng was realli angry i think.. but today's pc was still ok and fun.. and i feel i start to like pc le.. wahahax..

tml weekend le.. going to get some rest today and study tml.. i passed my first maths test this yr and realli happy bout it.. and i am going to work harder to score better grades in future.. dunno la.. but i feel i have to take a rest first ba.. after so many things happen this freaking week.. haiz~~~ really tired of everything le..