my life

gundam seed destiny is such a damn cool show la.. cannot afford to not watch it liao.. some things it says also quite true in our lives.. quote from my frend who quoted from the show "People often cry as they feel that they are powerless, however, if they have the power in their hands, they will be the ones making others cry." by Athrun Zala.. i think this quote is so damn true la..

many a times ppl will blame others for being guilty to inflict pain and hurt others.. but in another light, we dun realise that some things that we all do have the power and ability to hurt others.. we often feel powerless and feel very bad whenever someone says something bad about us.. and we often blame others for doing such things.. but on the other hand, ppl often neglect the fact that some things that we all do also hurt others and make the person miserable.. thats why i feel that this quote is so true..

sometimes, i often get too insistent on my point.. and that is my weakness perhaps.. jl also feels the same way and told mi about this ytd nite.. i was thinking thru the whole nite troubled.. guess i finally understood le ba.. there is no point insisting on some things that i say.. and i have to learn to accept things and comments that others make.. it often takes both hands to clap..

i also noe that sometimes i do some things that i deem right and wun hurt anyone.. but many a times some ppl cannot take wat i say ba.. guess its juz that different ppl have different characters and there are different limits ppl can take the things that others say.. i guess i have to learn to be more sensitive towards other's feelings ba.. i admit that i am very sensitive towards others' perception of mi.. and i realli dun wan ppl to have the negative perception of mi.. but many times the things i do would juz leave a negative impression of mi and its alwaes difficult to let someone change the perception of u juz overnight.. i guess i also have to work on that ba.. to learn to accept..

i think that everyone makes mistakes in their lives.. and no one can deny this fact.. ppl are no saint and ppl alwaes makes mistakes in their lives.. i guess wat mr fei said in 1st 3 months is realli very true.. "to err is humane, to forgive is divine".. i guess the most important part of lives is this.. to make a mistakes and learn to correct ourselves.. and also to be able to have a magnanimious heart to forgive someone who made a mistake.. and i guess i have to learn to be forgiving and not blame others anymore cauz wat they did wasn't intentional i guess.. and i hope others forgive mi for wat i did last yr or this yr ba..

ultimately, i think that time is the crucial factor in everything.. time to accept and time to change.. time to heal the wound and time to forgive ba.. i guess thats wat i have to do and learn ba.. ppl grow and learn from mistakes..

guess have to start working hard le ba.. A levels start at 2/11.. exactly 7 months away.. and have to start working hard for my subjects le.. i saw some imporvement in my subjects after some hard work.. and i believe i can do even better if i work hard too.. to all my frends and classmates who had not been getting satisfactory results, work harder and i think we we be able to do well for everything.. all the best and jia you!!! =)