my life

damn bloody sian right now.. i failed my chemistry and maths big time sia.. and i mean big time.. both got F sia.. maths 38.5 and chemistry 39 marks.. haizZz.. so sadded la.. 1 or 2 more marks can at least get O.. budden both F.. i so sad la.. chemistry was actually the subject i like more and hope to get better grades.. budden i failed utterly la.. i think i got more confidence onli on physics liao le.. haiz..

after skl actually wanted to study with hao chun and bin hao de.. in the end disturbed them and they couldn't study much also.. juz like wat bin hao's frend was saying i'm affecting both of them la.. i feel so bad la.. dunno wat has gotten into mi liao le.. din study and affect others.. i wasn't like this before de lo.. maybe i cannot take the stress liao??? i feel so dumb.. haizZz.. feel so bad right now la..

then go home that time i accidentally killed a snail also la.. haizZz.. feel bad also la.. took a life away.. apparently because i'm a buddhist.. haizZz.. may that snail rest in peace ba.. may be like a small thing but made mi feel bad.. haizZz.. dunno why leh.. dunno wat has gotten into mi..

haizZz.. dunno why the sudden down-ness.. haizZz.. too stressed liao ba.. i realli a bad influence liao le.. affecting my frends in studies when i'm not that magnificent in my own studies and results.. i feel so bad la.. haiz.. tml think gonna study also.. i have to buck up liao le.. left 36 days till A levels liao le.. cauz today is considered gone liao le.. haizZz.. have to really buck up and study.. if not i'm a dead ass.. haizZz.. sian la..

hey zheng xiang.. buck up and pull up ur socks ba.. u are like a gone case de student liao still dun wanna work hard.. still reading comics sometimes and watching anime also.. stop these nonsense la.. u are going to die if u carry on like this.. wake up wake up wake up..

haizZz.. i guess i will end here ba.. no mood to carry on liao le.. sadded.. haizZz.. going to take a good bath and a good sleep.. hopefully can wake up afresh and study damn hard from tml onwards.. ya.. gtg.. flying off.... =(

P.S. 37 days till A levels..