my life

haizZz.. here to officially announce i failed all my subjects for my prelims liao.. haizZz.. sadded.. in a ultra bad mood this morning cauz of my sucky results and blaming myself for not doing well.. erm.. damn sad la.. tried my best liao still get these lousy results..

something pissed mi off alot today.. my gp teacher pissed mi off totally.. made some lame shit remarks thinking she's damn pro at giving examples.. she's juz a lousy teacher.. izzit wrong to wanna sit alone???

i was already feeling very down and demoralised when she started spouting nonsense.. erm.. dunno la.. maybe wat she says have some truth ba.. budden it realli made mi sad and exasperated when she have to kao bei mi when i was quiet and refuse to tok all the time.. she is a complete moron la.. i was so angry i said "if u dun wanna go into my blog u better shut up.." i guess its a bit rude la.. i admit it.. but i was realli angry at that point of time.. haizZz..

i dunno why i said about my blog.. guess i am realli unaware of wat i'm saying ba.. too angry le.. haizZz.. and i seem to be always complaining on my blog to feel better someway.. maybe thats why ba.. having a gut feeling ppl might condemn mi for saying such things but i dunno la.. i'm demoralised and sad now.. dunno wat to say anymore liao le.. haizZz.. shall not dwell into more stuffs in case it invites trouble.. haizZz..

haizZz.. in the end i starting scribbling and drawing things.. drew something like this.. monsters and stuffs.. guess i'm realli bonkers already.. haiz.. dunno la.. hopefully i will get over it soon cauz it realli took mi time to get over stuffs the last time round.. haizZz..

























now have to start studying liao le.. zi cheng told mi i have to work 2 times harder than he did.. to jump 4 grades.. ya.. i guess i have to do that ba.. study study study.. no matter how tired also have to cheong and cheong and cheong again.. this october is the critical october of my life.. haizZz..

anyways was resting with bin hao and his frend and we thought of something about grades.. quite funny la.. had a good laugh after thinking of it..

A- Atrocious
B- Bad
C- Cannot make it
D- Distinction
E- Extraordinary
O- Owning
F- Fantastically Fabulous

hahax.. ya.. quite lame la.. budden its seems to lighten up my spirits.. i guess i will stop here ba.. quite tired already.. think have to go study and study later also.. ya.. tml FULL FORCE pis for As liao le.. yup.. gtg.. flying off!!!

P.S. 36 days till A levels..