my life

erm.. guess its a realli realli long time ever since i have updated liao le.. guess should realli try to keep my blog alive ba.. hahax.. lately have been very busy with work and also busy playing games.. so din realli update my blog.. wahahax.. and lately very broke also cauz have been spending all the time.. so a rough update of wat i did last week..

last tuesday went steamboat with my colleagues they all at bugis there de steamboat place.. had ma la huo guo.. hahax.. that day hock yong, xiao yun, zhen lin, wei xia, kwang yee, anna, yih pei and mi went for the steamboat.. hahax.. din realli like the food there.. cauz wasn't very good.. budden in the end still had 3 servings og the buffet.. hahax.. the company was fun and it was a fun dinner.. hahax.. enjoyed myself alot..

some pictures i took that day..





















before..





















after.. hahax..

then wednesday actually very hectic.. actually needed my colleague to stand in for my work de.. cauz had revelations in skl and i thought that it will take a long long time and i needed someone to take over my job.. cauz had lunch with my colleagues also.. budden its happens that in the end i did not need my colleague to stand in for mi.. and i had a nice time on wednesday..
in the morning met some of my fellow facilitators sharon and syafiq to go in skl together.. i and syafiq arrived earlier so decided to go in skl earlier while waiting for sharon.. hahax.. walked ard the skl doing nothing practically until the event started at 10.30 liddat.. hahax.. the j1s gathered in their ogs probably for the very last time.. i went to find my og also.. hahax.. reached the hall and finally saw some familiar faces.. peeps from og 20.. hahax.. its realli very nice to see them again after so long.. hahax.. din go to their past few outings cauz of the hectic work schedule.. hahax..

the ogls had their march in as usual.. its exactly like the one i did have when i was an ogl.. wahahax.. nothing changed.. oh wells.. wat can i say.. wahahax.. then started to say the usual stuffs to try to make the j1s sad and tentatively to make them cry after that.. wahahax.. budden i guess they din realli succeed.. hahax.. cauz the atmosphere wasn't realli set right and ppl were damn high.. and i realised its realli difficult to get my og to be sad also.. so i guess i juz joked and had fun ard.. hahax.. ogls presented their gifts for the og and i think the campers did appreciate wat their ogls did for them.. wahahax.. every one of the present was very unique.. hahax.. left ard 12 plus cauz had lunch with my colleagues..






















og 20 group photo.. hahax..

went off quite early cauz i din wanna be late for the lunch.. in the end the rest of them very very late.. zZz.. should have left later.. could have had more fun.. nvm la.. i had fun at lunch with my colleagues wei xia, zhen lin, melvin and reggie at lot 1 sakae.. hahax.. yup jap food again.. hahax.. after that went to play pool.. hahax.. budden had to leave earlier cauz got work on.. zZz.. hahax..
budden glad to be able to see wei xia and zhen lin cauz long time nv met them liao le.. hahax..

friday was also a good day.. went lot 1 ard noon to meet yih pei, xiao yun, linda and xue pan for lunch.. hahax.. xiao yun and yih pei reached lot 1 first and then they went in suki sushi for buffet first.. yah.. SUKI BUFFET.. its jap food again.. hahax.. dunno why.. ppl who work in jap restaurant love jap food.. wahahax.. xiao yun and yih pei finished quite alot liao le before i even came.. wahahax.. cauz yih pei ard mah.. wahahax.. jkjk.. linda came not long after i reached.. after that sandberg also came to join us for the buffet.. hahax.. had a nice time dining and chatting with them especially when they are very fun loving ppl.. hahax.. yih pei and xiao yun went off first cauz they had to work at 3.. wahahax.. so mi, linda and sandberg continued eating until xue pan came.. hahax.. ate until 4 plus and i went off with linda cauz we had to work.. it was an enjoyable day.. hahax..

yesterday i finally got some time to go find my new yr clothers liao le.. hahax.. met my bro joel in the afternoon to go raffles area there to go new balance concept shop to buy clothes.. had 40% off cauz my frend is working there.. hahax.. got a polo t-shirt which was at a very very good price.. hahax.. walked ard raffles and also suntec with joel looking here and there for clothes and stuffs.. also looked at katanas he was interested in.. hahax.. after that went bugis street to look for clothes again.. hahax.. got a t-shirt with quite a nice design at onli $8.. hahax.. quite worth it.. after that then went to work liao le.. hahax..

the rest of the days i should be working onli.. and work means nothing but grumbles and sianzZz-ation.. wahahax,, so shall not update bout the boring stuffs.. i guess thats wat i have been doing for the past week ba.. quite tired liao le.. got alot of things on my mind i am thinking right now.. alot of things which are troubling mi.. especially my A levels results.. and some thing else on my mind also.. think my mind is going bersek real soon liao le.. thinking so much recently..

i realli hate this feeling.. i need to have the courage to face things.. and the courage to face failure.. zZz.. i dunno leh.. i realli dunno wat to do if i fail badly for my exams and in the things in my life.. i realli dunno.. many a times ppl say we have to be strong and face the reality with will.. but i feel that its realli difficult to do it.. in fact its realli impossible to do it.. cauz ppl will definitely be discouraged by failure and i think it is nv easy to face failure with ease.. this feeling realli sux.. and i realli dunno wat to do.. realli vexed.. i need answers realli.. but when can i ever get it??? when will i ever pick up my courage to do it??? i realli dunno........