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oh great.. i did something so wrong today.. in fact is said something so wrong today.. omg.. i realli broke my frend's heart.. becos of a promise i made i forgot to acknowledge the frendship between my frends.. i sux totally.. how could i have made such harsh remarks??? out of vexation and frustration??? i dun think thats a good reason also.. omg.. hate it..

i actually told my frend somehow to mind his own business and dun meddle with others' problems.. i broke his heart utterly.. i noe i did.. and its too late liao le.. wat is said has been said.. and i can nv take back wat i have said.. i am that insensitive bastard once again.. it has been a long long time ever since i had said something so hurtful and wrong liao le.. this has been wat i have been avoiding for such a long time.. and yet it happened once again..

i sux totally.. my frend seem to have taken it in his stride and he kept assuring mi he was fine.. but i noe he isn't.. from wat he said before we left home i noe he wasn't.. he said he felt he dun have a place in the group of us since some time back.. and i noe wat i said today sent him down to the bottom of the pit..

hey buddy.. if u happened to see this, though u said u dun wanna read, i wanna apologise once again.. i noe no matter how many times i apologise, it will nv remove this scar i created.. but one thing i wan u to noe is that u may feel that u do not have a place amongst us.. but u definitely have a place in my heart.. u are a frend to mi.. alwaes.. no matter whether u recognise mi as ur frend anot, u will alwaes be my frend in my heart.. cauz u have already made an impact in my life..

to say its realli not ur fault for feeling left out.. its our fault instead for not caring about how u feel.. and i made this mistake today.. i din care about ur feelings.. its my bad.. i'm realli sorry.. hope u forgive mi.. i noe i am irritating cauz i realli dun wanna lose another frend ever anymore.. i have lost too many already.. and i realli dun wan the same thing to happen again.. cause u are realli an important frend to mi.. from the bottom of my heart..

i dunno leh.. i realli hope i can solve this misunderstanding soon ba.. i dun wan wat happened in the past to happen ever again.. i realli dun wanna have regrets anymore.. hopefully a miracle will happen....