my life

woots.. it has been hell of a week.. finally book out liao yesterday.. budden the anticipation towards book out has been lessened.. dunno why.. seem to be like juz another book out liao le.. haizZz.. maybe realli getting used to the monotonous life in army liao le.. so feeling nothing much..

but i still had fun during these 2 days of book out.. yesterday went out with my colleagues anna, vincent, melvin, zhen lin and jing shi to walk walk have dinner and play pool.. hahax.. sianzZz sia.. cut my hair before book out.. anna and vincent laughed like hell when they saw my extremely short hair.. sobs.. haizZz.. nvm ba.. used to being botak liao.. wahahax..

then today went causeway watch spiderman 3 with wei xia, vincent and jing shi.. finally.. watch spiderman 3 liao le.. hahax.. the movie was good.. nice.. and some phrases in the ending realli caught mi.. cauz those are realli my convictions and beliefs in life.. after the movie met anna and kwang yee and went ichiban grab a bite.. then went off to meet my mum and sis for dinner..

this 2 days was fun and meaning.. and realli realli start to appreciate everyone ard mi liao le.. all my frends and my family.. hardly got the time to realli go out with them liao le.. simply too little time and freedom liao le.. and i hardly think these days liao le.. juz following orders all the while.. thats why had a rough time last night when chatting with my junior xun kai.. guess its realli time to start thinking again liao le.. wahahax..

i dunno leh.. i realli feel helpless recently.. many things i wanna do.. many things i hope to do.. frendships i wanna maintain.. relationships with ppl i wanna secure.. but i am realli helpless.. i realli dun have enough time to do wat i yearn to do.. but i wun give up trying.. cauz giving up on something is the last thing i would ever do in my life.. cauz everyone have a choice in their life.. i will definitely try my very best to maintain the frendship i have.. i will..

think i will stop here ba.. somehow dunno wat i am blabbering about liao.. hahax.. have to stop writing crap.. hahax.. will onli be back in 2 weeks time.. going field camp liao le.. confinement in tekong again.. sianzZz.. but i will pull thru.. blog again in 2 weeks time.. flying off!