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ATT C..

sianzZz diao.. i am now attending C.. attending C is for ppl who are realli sick in tekong to be send home to rest.. i am not sick.. but injured.. sianzZz diao.. got to attend C for 5 days.. meaning u will be grounded at home and not allowed to do anything except staying at home.. sianzZz..

the past week has been a easy yet tiring week.. had live range where we got to shoot real ammo.. all we had to do was to wait and wait and wait and wait for out turn to come to shoot.. the shooting took 2 days and i think i managed to pass live range.. and i was looking forward to field camp..

soon field camp came.. and saturday was the first day of field camp.. completely shagged that day.. had 8km route march to our camp site.. then had urban training and built basha in the evening for the night.. the day was extremely tiring.. but managed to get thru it..

second day come.. morning had field PT.. followed by urban training again.. that was when the unfortunate event occured.. when cheonging across a "danger area", i fell down.. i dunno why i fell cauz i cannot feel that i tripped on anything or neither my boots slipped.. i fell flat on the ground and immediately took off my helmet.. to my horror, blood was all over my helmet.. and i am dripping blood.. got a realli deep cut on my chin.. my SIR was stunned.. so were the medics.. cauz i was DRIPPING blood..

was sent to the medical centre for treatment.. budden in the end was sent out to changi hospital for treatment instead.. had 5 stitches.. luckily it was below my chin.. cannot reali be seen.. haizZz.. went back tekong to sleep in bunk.. i was the onli 1 in the whole company sleeping in bunk.. freakishly scared la.. but managed to get thru the night..

booked out and now back at night.. zZz.. cannot do anything sia.. haizZz.. attend C means i miss the whole of field camp liao le.. and i might not be able to pass out of bmt and might have to recourse.. sobs.. why must accidents happen at this point of time??? why why why??? but it cannot be helped ba.. an accident cannot be predicted.. guess i have to accept fate ba.. have to recourse recourse lo.. haizZz.. but realli cannot bare my platoon and bunk mates.. juz got to noe them better nia.. haizZz.. seriously dunno how to describe how i feel now.. haizZz..

think i stop here ba.. dun feel like carrying on liao le.. if got mood blog again next time ba.. gtg le.. feeling sleepy.. flying off......