my life

today is a super super super lousy day.. damn it.. unlucky events happened one after the other.. damn it.. start of the day had chemistry lesson which was fine.. but when it came to gp, it seriously sux big time.. seriously, i have a brainless and idiotic tutor in class.. and i realli mean brainless.. stupid.. pissed off totally by her already.. made stupid remarks.. idioitic too.. i think she dun deserve my class totally.. stupid and moronic.. she should seriously quit being our tutor.. then was physics pract which i din managed to understand a single bit about skill A.. totally lost..

the "highlight" of the day was the talk.. my class decided to not go for the talk.. budden i had doubts whether i wanted to go anot.. but in the end decided not to but sian.. i miss the "auspicious time" to get out of skl and was trapped in skl and forced to go to the talk.. cauz teachers and counciliors blocked the gate.. reluctantly i went up to the hall onli to see xiao bai and miss ng together..both taking attendance.. miss ng saw mi and i was on the path of no return liao.. die.. went into the hall and saw miss ng.. exasperated and angry that everyone in class ponned the talk.. and also threaten to say have to call up all our parents and tok to them..

i got freaked out la.. so worried i hai the class again.. miss ng question mi about everyone but i keep saying i dun noe.. even though i knew they all pon.. but i juz cannot say that.. but at the back of her mind i think she already knew the answer.. she got that ultra black face showing her discontentment.. and i immediately knew things will get worse soon.. sat thru the whole talk.. slept most of the time.. but some parts were enriching i guess.. but couldn't catch anything cauz the speaker was too soft.. after the talk, mr chai called mi and asked if i went.. i told him everything and he said he will settle it us.. i guess everyone will noe wat he would say and do ba.. hopefully he can tide us over this crisis

haiz.. feeling damn guilty now that i went alone.. realli afraid i would get everyone in trouble.. like last time.. i realli worried.. i realli dun wan ppl to hate mi again when i juz got over things in the past.. i am realli worried.. dunno wat to do.. haizzz~~~ =(