broke...

lol.. hahax.. i'm like officially broke liao le.. wahahax.. yesterday went plaza meet up my frend for coffee and came across this fujifilm sale.. woots.. got a brochere and read it.. freak.. the next second i decided i wanted a new digi cam.. lol.. reason why i broke liao..

LOL.. got the slim and sleek one.. finepix Z10fd.. lol.. 7.2megapixels.. at a price of $378.. hahax.. cauz went with my sis and she also happened to pass by the counter and got to noe the sales personel over there.. got quite a good bargain.. lol.. free extra battery and lens cleaning kit.. lol.. here's a pic of it.. i bought the black one.. lol..










guess i realli seemed super excited.. lol.. which some may think i'm over reacting.. lol.. but its like finally i got myself a digi cam of my own liao le.. no need borrow from my sis liao le.. hahax..

had alwaes been interested in photography but i juz dun have a camera of my own.. but now i do.. lol.. so happy.. wahahax.. finally can do something and learn something i alwaes wanted to.. something of my interest..


recently have been rather emo.. thinking alot of things in life.. thinking alot.. seriously.. looking for many answers within mi.. guess i can onli say i reverted back to who i was in the past le.. something i dread but it happened.. realli looking for answers.. trying to sort out the disagreements within mi.. figuring out wat i realli want.. and trying to be myself once again..


it was nice toking to my platoon mate sinda and leslie while we were doing sentry on friday live firing.. got more insights about life and got to noe more about religion.. and i somehow sort of found some answers.. even though din realli share with them wat i was thinking.. hahax.. nonetheless i realli appreciated the time i spent with them on friday.. hahax..


hahax.. still very happy that i got a new camera.. hahax.. think gonna bring it out where ever i go ba.. take pictures i like.. especially sunsets.. hahax.. next week gonna be a short week.. unit anniversary plus deepavali.. woots.. holidays coming!!! but no money to spurge liao.. lol.. think i go off le ba.. booking in in 2 hours time.. lol.. blog again next time ba.. flying off!!!

freaking bored...

book out on friday after out camp run.. went makan and play pool with my platoon mates.. refreshing experience ba.. first time going out with them.. hahax.. still not too bad.. had fun la.. wahahax..

yesterday went for a run early in the morning with joel.. lol.. ran from home to jj.. hahax.. estimated ard 10km.. LOL.. run wasn't too bad.. hahax.. at least still got stamina to run long distances.. LOL.. also did some shopping for things i need.. wahahax.. today rotted at home for the whole day.. sianzZz..

dunno leh.. recently dunno why keep feeling that there is something missing somehow in my life sia.. a part of mi that i had seemed to have lost since in entered army.. i realli dunno wat it is though.. feeling so empty inside..

every week book in to wait for book out.. but yet i dunno wat i should do during book out.. haizZz.. this feeling suxs man.. dunno why.. scrolling down my phonebook, realised i do noe many ppl.. but i realise there are not many i realli noe.. haizZz.. dunno la.. guess my mind is quite messed up right now ba.. and this suxs..

guess i realli should spend some time in camp thinking liao le.. sort out my mind ba.. dunno la.. dunno wat i thinking also.. hah.. such a irony..

think end here ba.. enough of my nonsense.. LOL.. A levels starting next week liao le.. here wishing all my juniors all the best and good luck for their exams.. hahax.. may everyone of them can do well for their exams ba.. hahax.. booking in soon.. flying off!!!

wow.. it has been freaking freaking long since i ever blogged liao le.. hahax.. had been busy going out on recent book out meeting my frends.. lol.. book out is precious for army guys u noe.. lol.. hahax..

the past few weeks have been fine.. not much of physical activities for mi cauz apparently i am still on light duties.. ya.. so dun have to do much also.. mostly sai gang when ppl are doing all the work.. lol..

budden recently the level of sian-zation has been rising in mi.. the more and more i feel fed up in my platoon.. everyday juz dota and dota among the rest of my platoon mates.. everyday tok about it wun sian de.. wa kao.. hear liao also sianzZz.. haizZz.. worse one is the unlimited complains and complains by some.. everyday complain bout training about life in camp and lots of shyt.. they juz cannot accept reality.. haizZz.. i realli wonder why some ppl are so naive in the way they see things.. haizZz..

i dunno leh.. i have a chance to get of of all the shyt.. and i guess i will be going for it ba.. down pes is the onli way le ba.. its not cauz of the mundane and labourious work liao.. its about the ppl.. i juz cannot work with some ppl ba.. haizZz.. hopefully i can get out of hell now.. haizZz.. afterall i guess humans are selfish ba.. including mi..

enough about nonsense in camp liao le ba.. weekends had still been great for mi going out and chilling out with frends.. lol.. yesterday juz went vivo dinner.. hahax.. hopefully next week can meet up some of my jc frends ba.. lol.. i'll stop here ba.. going back to camp later.. blog again sometime soon ba.. flying off!!!

haizZz..

got guard duty on sunday.. going back tonight.. sianzZz.. now worried sick.. my mum juz dislocated her shoulder.. again.. dunno wat to do sia.. juz now wanted to change guard duty.. but no one willing to help mi.. haizZz.. i dun blame ppl ba.. cauz its a sunday.. men is selfish, the world is cruel i guess.. haizZz..

realli worried now sia now that i not at home cannot help my mum do stuffs.. haizZz.. hope that she would be fine soon.. but i noe she wun recover so soon de.. the more worried i am now.. haizZz.. dunno how sia..

but i guess need to thank my PS who helped mi call the rest and tried his best to help mi.. realli thank him millions.. appreciated his help tons.. guess i will end here ba.. dunno wat else to say liao le.. flying off.....

who am i???

sianzZz.. continuously sick.. haven recover yet sia.. cough every night.. feeling so lethargic every single day in camp sia.. today finally book out le.. finally got some time off from camp to do the things i like to do le..

indeed army took away 2 yrs of my life.. but now i realli start to wonder.. izzit a realli bad thing??? these few weeks i been asking myself many qns.. looking for many answers within mi.. wat do i realli wan in my life??? wat are the things that i realli wan in life??? i seriously dunno..

i realli dunno leh.. this seems to be some sort of identity crisis ba.. now i'm in middle of nowhere.. not studying, not in the society.. i realli start to wonder who i realli am.. wat am i as a person??? i realli dunno.. wat do i wan for my future??? wat are the things i wanna do in the future.. i have not planned or neither decided.. i realli dunno wat i want..

few days back got a scolding from my frend.. guess that was realli the call that woke mi my.. and to realli start thinking of my life le.. from wat i can see from the past weeks i guess i am realli changing back to who i am in the past liao le.. i guess i dun wan that to happen ba.. i am realli a bastard in the past.. but i realli hope i wun change back..

this feeling realli sucks.. i seriously got no clue on wat to do.. and i seriously got no clue to wat i am thinking about also.. i guess its now up to mi to decide le ba.. wat i realli wan in life.. and to realli reflect on the things i did.. hopefully i can realli give myself am answer real soon ba.. haizZz..

guess i will end here ba.. a little tired liao le.. maybe blog again next time ba.. flying off!!!

sick..

its such a great feeling to be able to book out after a week in camp every weekend.. but it isn't a good feeling to be sick during book out.. cough and cough, runny nose and having fever.. wat can be worse than this??? though i went out still.. but the cough is seriously killing mi.. arghhh.. this suxs..

finally completed FPC liao le.. course is finally over on friday.. does this mean life is going to get better??? i dunno.. but i guess not for mi.. cauz the review for my recent medical appointment wasn't good.. my blood pressure is going sky high.. and yet i am normal.. can run can jump can play.. haizZz.. wat is happening to my body??? izzit failing mi already???

i might be able to down pes soon.. might.. cauz of my blood pressure.. i am happy.. yet unhappy.. isn't that contradicting??? isn't that stupid??? down pes means my body is realli down le ba.. should i realli be happy??? i realli dunno.. so sianzZz sia this feeling.. i want to down pes yet i dun wan my body to fail mi.. haizZz..

realli dunno wat to say now sia.. dunno wat i am feeling also.. down pes can definitely give mi a much better life.. yet i wanna hold on to the brotherhood i had juz fostered with my platoon mates.. such mixed feelings sia.. haizZz.. guess i am juz stupid ba.. go and think of such stuffs.. sianzZz..

guess i will end here liao le ha.. dun wanna complain anymore liao le.. bl;og again sometime when i book out again ba.. waiting for 27th to come.. the moment of truth.. haizZz.. flying off..

i'm scared.. wat should i do???

haizZz...

did lots of cleaning up today.. washing field pack and uniforms.. my god.. it was crazy.. took 3 whole hours to finish washing away all the mud and dirt.. burnt my afternoon away sia.. late afternoon went joel's home.. hahax.. terry is still as adorable.. hahax.. kept chasing mi ard when i reached joel's home.. hahax.. somehow my spirit was lifted in the day.. then at night went dinner with my sis and played pool also..

now late in the night in front of my computer.. nothing much to do.. starting to think about so many stuffs.. seriously there are so many things on my mind now.. and i dunno how to put them across in words.. nothing much i can say bout the army cauz i might get charged if i said the wrong stuffs..

i dunno leh.. nowadays i'm seriously feeling helpless.. in fact useless liao le.. army has realli changed my life so much so much.. i hardly have time for my family.. needless to say my frends.. i'm seriously feeling guilty.. for not putting in the effort to find time for my parents and frends..

the dinner i wanted to organise failed.. cauz i din have the time to go and ask my frends personally.. onli asked linda to help mi cauz of the field camp.. in the end it failed.. the commitment is seriously too heavy for mi to handle liao le.. and i realli have the feeling that i am drifting away from so many of my frends.. haizZz..

i realli feel so bad that i cannot be there for some of my frends when they needed someone to tok to.. juz a listening ear, i cannot be there.. all i can do is to chat during my book out and i realli can hardly do anything about it cauz the next day i'm back in camp.. haizZz.. i'm seriously lost liao le.. i seriously dunno wat i should do.. i'm juz so helpless.. i'm juz so useless.. haizZz..

guess i will stop here ba.. realli dunno wat to say le.. haizZz.. sianzZz.. think better sleep earlier.. sleep liao jiu no need think about probs liao le.. hahax.. but i guess escapism doesn't solve a problem right??? sianzZz.. flying off..

finally back..

woots.. finallu back to blogging after so so so long liao le.. haven been blogging for a few weeks liao le.. guess this few weeks had been hectic and going out with frends is more important than crouching in front of the computer ba.. LOL..

guess some quick updates ba.. juz finished a gruesome field camp this week.. and i mean gruesome.. had to do our job in mud.. a whole area of mud.. high sia.. hahax.. everyone is totally muddy after the field camp sia.. now have a big big bag of laundry and dirty stuffs inside my duffel bag awaiting mi to clean up.. guess my mum will kill me if she sees..LOL..

seriously dunno wat to do during this book out.. totally no aim about wat to do.. supposed to have a dinner for everyone in sakae de.. budden cancelled liao le cauz i guess too many ppl cannot make it liao le.. no point organising something that onli a few ppl come.. defeats the purpose of a group dinner ba.. LOL.. a bit disappointed though.. cauz realli thought can meet up with everyone to have fun.. haizZz.. but i guess still got next time ba.. forget it..

think i will end here ba.. a bit sleepy le.. cauz onli slept at 4am this morning cauz was doing cleaning up.. hahax.. cleaning is a super crazy and tiring job.. hahax.. try to blog again sometime soon ba.. hahax.. flying off..

was i wrong???

great weekend!!!

woots.. it was a great weekend.. hahax.. booked out on friday after a super tiring field camp i had.. hahax.. managed to pull thru the tough field camp.. hahax.. some encouragement for mi ba.. lol.. the week after gonna have another field camp again.. zZz.. no choice lo.. cauz i field engineer mah.. suck thumb and do it ba.. lol..

on friday rushed back home from kent ridge park after the out camp run.. hahax.. went to watch the fireworks with anna, zhen lin, jing shi, wei xia and melvin.. managed to get a great place and we had a great view of the fireworks.. the fireworks was simply amazing.. super super nice to watch de.. hahax.. i'm mesmerised by the super beautiful fireworks also.. hahax.. it was a compensation somehow cauz i din manage to watch the fireworks with them on national day..

realli had lots of fun on that day.. hahax.. especially the fireworks.. hahax.. more importantly its the company i went with.. guess it wun be as fun if the company wasn't right.. hahax.. so thanks guys for coming even though it was such a last minute arrangement and u all managed to make it even though of study commitments.. thanks guys.. hahax.. shall upload some photos too.. hahax..

the fireworks are simply amazing.. hehex..

beautiful.. hahax..

hehex.. not forgetting we met linda too.. wahahax.. the lao ren jia.. wahahax..

yesterday did practically nothing.. din go for the fireworks also.. cauz couldn't find frend to go with.. hahax.. suan le ba.. lol.. wait for linda to send mi the pics she took.. see whether realli nicer mah.. lol.. today went watch movie with my mum.. 881.. hahax.. some show about getai in singaopore de.. quite a nice show.. funny yet touching.. and a little heart wrenching also.. hahax.. now waiting to book into camp liao.. haizZz..

next week sat hoping to go out dinner with the peeps in sakae.. long long time no see everyone liao le.. hahax.. organising a get together.. hope many can make it ba.. hahax.. guess i will end here ba.. flying off le.. hahax..

sick.. zZz..

sia la.. wat a nice timing to be sick sia.. booked out from camp yesterday afternoon and it was damn damn shiok cauz i onli have to book in on tuesday night.. sianzZz.. now having cough flu fever.. cannot enjoy the long long weekend liao le.. grounded at home today cauz my fever was on and off.. slept thru the whole afternoon onli to find my fever came back.. haizZz.. thats juz great..

enough of whining liao le.. hopefully i will be fine by tml ba.. need to go beach road tml de.. lol.. and there will be field camps coming up soon liao.. one immediately after national day.. 4 day 3 night.. doubt there will be much of rest and i bet it will be a hell of a time.. haizZz.. suck thumb and endure lo.. LOL..

haizZz.. NS is realli a funny thing sia.. dun realli noe how to describe.. sometimes realli think NS is not too bad afterall.. all we have to do is to follow orders and do things that our commanders ask us to.. no need to think much about anything.. juz to get thru the week and wait for bookout onli.. nothing much to consider and nothing much to worry about unlike civilian world.. so many things to do and so many things to think about..

budden whenever in camp, all we think about is to go back civilian world and not stay in camp.. cauz army life suxs.. budden yet wanna go back to civilian world where we have to think about so many things.. like to catch up with frends and maintain relationship.. such an irony sia.. realli puzzled about wat is my stand towards NS also.. zZz..

however one thing i am sure is that this 2 yrs is realli a test for mi.. to learn to discipline myself and to understand myself.. NS has taken alot away from mi.. but it has also taught mi alot.. NS has taken time away from mi from my frends and family, but yet it taught mi to appreciate and cherish them much much better..

haizZz.. nonetheless NS has also made mi realli helpless in my life.. helpless towards my frends especially.. there are so many things i wanna do.. to maintain the friendship like i alwaes said.. budden now i am so helpless.. i hardly got time to even contact so many of my frends.. even those whom i can contact i can hardly help them when they have their problems.. cauz i'm stuck in camp and dun noe wat happen exactly.. it makes mi feel so bad.. cauz i can onli noe wat happen when i read their blogs and stuffs.. it makes mi feel like a failure..

i guess the onli thing i can do is to cherish the time i have during book out to catch up with my frends ba.. i noe many of my frends are facing problems of their own right now.. i guess the onli thing i can say is hope u guys can face life with courage and to overcome the problems.. its easy to say but i noe its difficult to do it.. but i hope u guys can gain the courage to solve ur problems ba..

i guess i will end here ba.. think should stop le.. if not will go on and on and on.. hahax.. i'm a naggy person lol.. gtg le.. flying off!!! take care everyone!!! =)

moodless...

sianzZz.. a few more minutes i'm going off liao le.. booking in back into jurong camp.. zZz.. totally sianzZz.. haizZz.. have to endure another week before i will be back.. CEC ended.. start of the actual course field pioneer course FPC... which will be a crazy and extremely xiong course.. bo bian suck thumb endure thru the next 3 months ba..

hopefully this friday can book out ba.. cauz got chance no need go for ndp this coming week.. hopefully lo.. budden i am in jurong camp.. guess chance not high ba.. think i will stop here le ba.. going off le... take care all my frends.. cya all soon.. flying off..

haizZz...

finally back at home right now after a long day yesterday at NDP.. managed to book out earlier at 11 liddat.. but guess wat.. i am going back to jurong camp tonight worx.. thats juz amazing man.. my off-in-lieu flew away juz becos of a live firing i going to have tml.. arghhh!!! damn sian la.. hardly got a day of off sia.. zZz..

seriously.. life is terrible right now.. going thru shyt every single day.. doing stuffs that seems so useless in my life.. doing things that will nv benefit my life in any single way.. life has become mundane and hard to pass.. went to see MO.. got excused heavy loads and upper limbs cauz of aggravation of ligament tear on my little finger.. budden still got punished.. why??? the sgts reasoning is this: "ur body very heavy meh???" lan lan suck thumb.. zZz..

haizZz.. yesterday mi and my frend got scolded by a sgt in public while on duty.. he's an idiot.. call him ask him for instructions say we cannot wait.. after that come back see us say we not doing our job and used vulgar on us in public.. seriously i dun think thats showing authority.. but showing that he's juz an uncivilised being.. so much for the civilised and cultured society every country is aimming for..

sianzZz la.. now can onli endure lo.. common engineering course is ending this week le.. which means the real shyt is coming le.. might or might not be posted to plant.. i dunno.. i realli pray hard these sufferings can end soon ba.. 1 yr 10 months.. seems so short.. but everyday is simply a torture.. enduring everyday juz to be able to see my family and frends every weekend.. guess i will be doing so for the rest of my army life ba..

realli thinking a lot recently.. i realli question myself why am i so suay ba.. budden i guess i got the ans to my question le.. life is unfair always.. and guess everything is destined ba.. onli thing we can do is to live on a hope.. and endure thru everything life has got for us.. it will make us stronger and to endure greater hardships in future.. thats when i can truly say i have grown up and finally a real man..

guess i will end here ba.. enough of grumbling for the week le.. looking forward to the next book out ba.. hahax.. book in timing: 1930.. level of sianzation: limitless.. hahax.. flying off!!!

finally back..

woots.. finally back to blogging liao le.. guess i have not been blogging for a very long time liao le.. busy with NS.. and NDP.. hardly got anytime left for mi to do my own stuffs sia.. its realli a blessing to be able to sit in front of the computer right now typing this post..

schedule for my current course in army has been very very hectic.. very busy.. next week onli have a day off.. haizZz.. lucky 2 more weeks it will end and proceed on to next stage of the course.. hopefully i can be posted to a slacker company within jurong camp ba.. hopefully.. shall not mention wat i do in army this few weeks ba.. cauz might get charged.. LOL.. and its seriously too boring to mention also.. wahahax.. so guess shall tok bout wat i did these 2 days ba..

yesterday went out with anna, jing shi, wei xia, zhen lin and vincent to go celebrate anna de birthday.. hahax.. celebrated it earlier cauz i dun have time next week to celebrate for her.. so had a early one.. hahax.. went town walk walk and tok cock.. then had pepper lunch at taka.. thats when i and zhen lin sneak out to buy the cake for anna.. budden guess the toilet excuse has been used too many times liao le.. anna already knew something fishy is going on.. hahax.. so not much of a surprise ba.. wahahax..

nonetheless i still had fun.. looking at them playing ard doing silly stuffs.. wahahax.. guess the one week of suffering inside camp is realli worth it de.. hahax.. guess shall upload some photos ba.. take note at how anna cuts the cake.. LOL..


















the bdae cake.. hahax..



















hahax.. cutting the edge sia.. LOL..

hahax.. wat happened was quite expected la.. budden nonetheless hope everyone has enjoyed themselves.. especially the bdae girl worx... hahax.. here wishing u happy birthday in advance worx anna.. hahax..

i guess i will end here ba.. going back to camp tonight liao le.. haizZz.. very sianzZz.. and nothing to look forward to this week.. nvm ba.. endure and suck thumb lo.. bo bian.. flying off lo..

haizZz...

finallu back here blogging after a hell of a week.. it has been a crazy crazy week for mi in jurong camp.. and my conclusion towards jurong camp is that it totally sux.. the system is screwed up la seriously.. tio tekan every single day and there is no reasoning why we are punished.. idiots.. keep on punishing us like we are slaves.. did 1000 plus push ups in juz a week.. wat the hell..

there is nothing known as welfare in jurong camp.. all we hope for is to be able to use the phone for 1 or 2 hrs at night.. and we dun get to kepp our phone at all too.. sianzZz.. will be confiscated at night.. stupid system sia.. dun understand wat the hell they are doing.. idiots.. somemore our bunks sux like hell.. 18 ppl squeeze into a small small bunk.. with 18 lockers.. can imagine the amount of space we have ba.. idiot sia.. jurong camp is a screwed up place la.. totally screwed up man.. idiots idiots idiots..

lucky we still have a nice PC and sgt over there.. both of them damn nice.. help to fight for welfare for us.. and they dun anyhow punish us de.. unless we realli make mistakes.. and they will explain the reasoning to us also.. these are the qualities of a good commander.. not like some stupid ass in my platoon who whack us like we are their slaves.. idiots..

budden like my mum says.. those idiots will get retribution someday de.. i believe in karma too.. they will someday get wat they deserve for wat they did on us de.. maybe their sons may get this hell someday.. we never noe.. aiya.. realli dun wanna curse or say things bad bout them de.. budden realli cannot tolerate their idiot-ness sia.. these ass.. haizZz..

this weekend passes so quickly sia.. saturday help out in NDP cauz my unit is involved.. in charge of vip carparks.. can onli conclude that the freaking big shots are snobs.. snobbish ppl.. shall not say le ba.. damn pissed off till dun feel like thinking liao le.. lucky next week no need do this shyt again..

lucky yesterday was fun.. went dinner with jing shi and anna at sakae.. cauz suddenly feel like eating jap food.. hahax.. so went down westmall makan.. hahax.. saw some familiar faces and coco is back also.. hahax.. then after dinner met zhen lin also.. so went CSC play pool.. hahax.. it was fun yesterday.. can relax after a hell week.. hahax..

i think i will stop here ba.. very very long post.. getting naggy.. wahahax.. think will blog again next time ba.. going back camp tonight suffer again.. haizZz.. more and more i hate booking in.. miss my buddies in BMT.. everyone of them.. haizZz.. no wonder sgts said BMT is the best time in our army lives.. haizZz.. flying off..

JURONG CAMP HERE I COME!!!

guess this is the very last post for the week ba.. LOL.. going off to jurong camp liao le.. gonna start my job as a field engineer from tml onwards.. dunno wat is in store for mi.. very excited towards this very new unit.. but worried somehow also.. hahax.. new environment.. pioneer unit.. dunno wat is waiting for mi..

hahax.. somehow i will try to survive thru de ba.. hopefully can learn some new things that can help mi in my life ba.. also hoping that the vocation can somehow help mi get a uni course next yr ba.. hahax.. hoping lo.. praying hard.. hahax..

think i will end here ba.. going off to my aunt's place liao le.. and to pack my unpacked field pack and duffel bag.. take care lo all my frends in the meantime!!! cya again soon!!! flying off!!! =)

sianzZz

super super tired today.. neck aching.. has been aching for days liao le.. the splitting headache i had from yesterday still not ok yet.. sianzZz.. so so tired liao le.. of so many things.. dunno how to say also..

yesterday morning went play bball with my platoon mates.. hahax.. first time going out with ppl in my platoon.. not bad la.. it was fun yet tiring.. cauz too long never exercise liao during the block leave.. hahax.. guess have to try go for a run soon.. which is today and tml.. wahahx.. budden doubt i got the motivation to do so..

hahax.. while playing everyone is like making calls to check where they are posted to.. a number of them there are posted to OCS.. hahax.. thats great.. sianzZz.. was not very worried budden still hoping that i can get into a slack unit.. so went home after bball to check on my vocation..

got into a weird one.. hahax.. FD ENGR PNR- PLANT.. according to my senior is field engineer.. i'm the pioneer batch and my role is like to plant explosives and set up wire obstacles.. sounds dangerous.. sianzZz sia.. hopefully its slack ba.. hahax.. but it doesn't sound so... like chiong sua that type.. dunno la.. i will noe wat it is on monday.. and the good thing is that it is at jurong.. yipee.. wahahax..

supposedly going play pool with reggie and melvin de.. budden in the end din go.. cauz of the bad headache.. sorry worx reggie ps u.. ard evening went out with wei xia zhen lin and vincent go dinner.. cauz long time no see xia liao le.. so went lo.. went IMM makan pepper lunch and also visit linda.. hahax.. long time no see liao also.. wahahax.. after went play pool at CSC.. sianzZz..

haizZz.. some things on my mind dunno how to say also.. and think shouldn't say also ba.. haizZz.. feel so puzzled on wat to do now.. haizZz.. think end here ba.. dun say le.. flying off..

today was a good day.. woke up early in the morning.. played a bit of game then went out le.. hahax.. went out with edmund, boon hou and yong qing to orchard cine to sing K.. hahax.. apparently town is the common place we all can go.. cauz everyone of us is scattered ard singapore.. LOL.. hahax.. it was fun singing together with them.. hahax.. its very comfortable to be in the company.. hahax.. sang till 3 plus then went rot ard orchard.. hahax..

i went back first cauz getting money from sakae.. hahax.. din noe i still got a bit of money left in sakae.. hahax.. 40 bucks worx.. hahax.. can pay my handphone bills liao le.. wahahax.. sort of unexpected money when i am now so short of cash liao.. hahax.. so in time man.. wahahax.. saw alot of new faces in sakae and the onli familiar faces i can see is reggie and agnes.. hahax.. think reggie is leaving also liao.. anna leaving next week.. finally.. everyone tuo li ku hai liao le.. hahax..

went home played a bit of game then went out for dinner with anna, zhen lin and jing shi.. hahax.. took bus to batok to walk to gombak together with them.. LOL.. had prata at gombak there.. not too bad la.. quite nice.. budden they say a bit hard today.. after dinner walked together with jing shi back home cauz afraid she will be caught by "ahem".. wahahax.. then i went back home rotting till now.. hahax.. while in the lift at jing shi home they even played POLICE N THIEF with mi.. went up and down the lift till i fed up and waited downstairs.. LOL.. wahahax..

think i will stop here ba.. a bit tired liao le.. think i blog again another time ba.. gtg.. flying off!!!

WOOTS!!!

today was a great day.. celebrated vincent's 18th bdae.. hahax.. meet in the afternoon to have suki buffet.. hahax.. actually i wanted to go earlier to get the cake for vin de.. budden was late.. then vincent saw mi at the ATM there.. sianzZz.. cannot use draw money as excuse to go buy liao le.. so no choice met up with anna and jing shi who were already at lot 1..

hahax.. somehow anna and jing shi got the cake for vincent even though i din reply their msg when they are deciding on the cake.. wahahax.. mi and my lousy phone with lack of memory space for msgs.. hahax.. had buffet and zhen lin joined us later.. hahax.. ate till 5 plus.. and we were finished witht he buffet.. hahax.. and we finally set up the surprise for vincent when he went washroom.. prepared the cake before he came back.. wahahax..

true enough vincent was quite surprised.. hahax.. sang bdae song and then let him make wish and blow candles.. hahax.. think shall upload the photos i took today ba.. hahax.. the happy bdae boy.. wahahax..






















vincent's bdae cake.. hahax..

























the bdae boy.. hahax..

after that went CSC play pool.. hahax.. saw the president there worx.. apparently it was the official opening of CSC and Mr Nathan was invited ba.. hahax.. play pool see president worx.. lol.. wahahax.. finished with playing pool then went westmall walk walk jalan jalan.. then anna and jing shi decided to watch men in white, "gui ah gui ah".. hahax.. the movie was lame.. no storyline ba.. budden very funny.. LMAO.. wahahax.. but in the movie somehow showing the ugly side of singaporeans ba.. hahax.. hidden meaning worx.. lol.. wahahax..


after the movie went back home le.. doing nothing much.. wanna play bball tml leh.. sianzZz.. budden seems like my senior KO from thailand trip for army le.. haizZz.. hopefully he can tml ba.. hahax.. think i will end here le ba.. blog again another time.. flying off!!!

POP LO!!!

training to be soldiers,

fight for our land.

once in our lives,

2 yrs of our time.

have u ever wondered,

why must we serve?

becos we love our land,

and we want it to be free to be free!

hahax.. 9 weeks have passed le.. some say its a short time.. some say its a long time.. but to mi, i felt this 9 weeks was a long 9 weeks.. full of ups and downs in this 9 weeks of BMT.. wat we do everyday is illustrated by a stanza from a army song we sing everyday above.. but i am realli glad to have learnt and noe more things liao le.. and no longer as ignorant liao le..

this 9 weeks of BMT has been tough.. physically.. but more importantly is mentally.. everyone that have gone thru BMT will agree with mi that everyone of us have grown stronger mentally and able to cope with greater stress and learn how to deal with relationships with frends and family..

we had our Passing Out Parade yesterday.. the spirit was dampened by a extremely heavy rain in the morning.. everyone thought that there wun be a parade liao le.. but luckily the rain stopped and the sun came out.. i was happy.. cauz we could have the parade.. i felt that POP will nv be meaningful if we din have a parade.. hahax.. everyone endured thru the heat in the parade square and i am sure the proudest moment of BMT is when our parents put on our jockey caps for us.. we finished the parade and passed out as PRIVATES!!! hahax..

after the parade took lots of photos with everyone in the platoon.. its the best moment of BMT that i will rmb for life..hahax.. shall now upload some photos that i have taken with everyone in the platoon ba as well as the photos i took with my beloved parents.. hahax..

with my mum and dad..

raven platoon 4!!!

the place i will miss..

think i will upload some other pictures another time ba.. hahax.. i will realli miss the time in BMT.. all the hardships everone have gone thru together and all the fun and laughter that all of us had together.. it will be deeply etched in my memories alwaes.. think i will stop here ba.. going out soon.. shall blog again another time ba.. flying off!!! =)

2 more days to POP!!!

woots.. 2 more days to POP liao le.. in case u dun understand, POP means Passing Out Parade.. its means that i have completed basic military training and can move on to the next stage of army life.. hahax.. finally after 2 long months i can feel POP within my grasp liao le.. hahax..

on friday, i completed the 24km route march.. which is the graduation route march that everyone has to go thru before passing out of BMT.. and i am realli proud to announce that i have completed the 24km route march.. the route march was a very very painful and tough one.. walking 24km with Full Battle Order weighing bout 20 plus kg.. but realli glad most of us in the platoon made it thru together.. shiok.. wahahax..

no longer the fear of OOt liao le.. hahax.. my pc said since i had good attendance for most of the activities, there is no reason why i should OOT.. hahax.. great.. no need to fear anything liao le.. juz do my best for the rest of the 2 days in BMT.. gonna party on monday night.. hahax..

think i will stop here ba.. blog again after my POP.. block leave is coming lo!!! damn damn shiok.. wahahax.. later going out.. hahax.. take care all my frends.. cya soon! flying off!!!