mugging in progress.. 9 days till prelims.. haven study yet.. gone case liao.. but i will nv give up.. still got 10 dasy including today.. still can make a difference.. yeah.. flying off.. tata!!!

P.S. 9 days till prelims and 63 dasy till A levels..

today was a super fun day.. enjoyed myself a lot today.. hahax.. a bit of relaxation in between the ultra tense period of exams.. yeah.. today is teachers day eve.. yeah.. thats why have the time to play.. cauz half day.. wahahax..

had celebration in the morning.. yeah.. started off with a super heavy rain and everyone thought that we cannot set a new record le.. budden in the end the rain subsided a little and the skl managed to set a new world record.. hahax.. budden he cheering in the end wasn't good.. dun realli like one of the ppl leading today.. he cannot make it de.. and last time even criticised his seniors.. thats why i think some ppl din wanna cheer.. yeah.. and seriously the atmosphere sux big time.. not even 1 percent of the usual jj standard.. lousy..

budden the concert was much better.. teachers performing and stuffs.. quite a great performance.. hahax.. funny budden lame also.. one sad thing is that class din prepare anything for our teachers i guess.. haiz.. feel a bit sad that couldn't show our gratitude to our teachers teaching us now..

after the celebration in skl went back to cck.. hahax.. met up with ke wei then took bus back to lot 1.. first met up with vivian then the rest from AJ including hui ting shu ying sanjeet and zhi wei came.. hahax.. took bus back to cck and met more ppl there.. if i din forget, ppl that came also were wee boon, yong rong, yong ren, peng yan, chak yong. wai kay, vincent, jane and xue ling, chang long, guo qing and zai liang.. its realli nice to see all of them after so so so long le.. but its realli a pity that din get to see any of the teachers that saw us cauz the cross country in cck was cancelled and many teachers had gone home.. its realli disappointing sia.. haiz..

after that met wei siong and wei da at the bus stop.. actually wanted to go home de as most of them that came gone to plaza.. budden in the end tagged along and gone to plaza with them also.. had lunch at long john and lots of catching up were carried out in there.. hahax.. toked about studies and stuffs.. hahax.. the comedian and joker is definitely wee boon.. he narrated about the things they do in poly and the fun they had.. kinda jealous of that.. hahax..

after lunch they decided to go go jane's home.. actually thinking of going home also.. budden in the end still tagged along cauz decided to give myself a break from studies and there can be no other time that i can to catch up and tok to my sec skl frends liao.. cauz i cannot go class outing anymore at end of yr cauz i will be going ns early.. haisshh.. go went also..

the fun starts here.. hahax.. we guys missed the bus the girls were taking and they went first.. cauz guo qing held on to wee boon and asked him to play pool.. budden he changed his mind and said he wanted to go jane's house again.. hahax.. budden he dunno the way to timah when he claimed he was the guru.. then wai kay led the way and we reached jane's home..

at jane's home, she had a cute little puppy.. 4 months old she said.. and the girls said her dog scared vivian that she cried.. hahax.. i thought the puppy was real cute and started playing with it.. to my horror, it started to harass mi and even rubbed its **** against my legs and hand.. and its a male puppy.. everyone there then laughed at mi being molested by a puppy.. they even said i smelled like ba gua and jane even said i smelled like a bitch(a female dog).. and claimed that thats why i attracted the dog.. dotz.. man i'm a victim can.. haiz.. were joking ard that jane's home and toked about the past in secondary skl.. hahax.. and wee boon started sharing some of the crazy things he did in SP with his classmates.. hahax.. it was realli fun toking ard and catching up..

after that the guys left first to play pool at timah.. chang long and chak yong went back first and left vincent, wai kay, guo qing, wee boon, wei da, wei siong and mi went to play.. man its a realli a long long time since i played and gone out with my frends liao le.. and enjoy myself liddat.. guo qing and wei siong were the pro there.. played snooker and pool.. for a while then went for dinner.. had another round of cock toking then and also toked about how each other were recently.. hahax.. had fun toking to both wee boon and guo qing at dinner.. its like one yr or more since we last chatted i guess.. so realli grateful to be able to have so much fun..

after that wei da, vincent, wee boon and mi went home first while wei siong and guo qing carried on with pool.. chatted on the bus about NS stuffs and more about wee boon's jio-ing girls de stories.. and he even went to sit with pretty girl on the bus.. hahax.. typical of him.. wahahax.. soon we reached home and finally ended a wonderful day..

realli a very very long post here.. budden this is realli significant day ever since these few months when i had many problems to handle and studies to struggle with.. realli realli grateful and appreciated the fun i had with my secondary skl frends.. cauz i think in future will have little time to meet up liao le.. a bit sad la.. but hopefully in future still got chances ba.. here i realli wanna pay tribute and thanks all my teachers for helping mi in one way or another in my life and in my studies.. they realli made mi who i am today.. so realli wanna wish everyone of them HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!! yeah.. and also thanks tons to all my sec skl frends.. u guys rox..

i guess i will end here ba.. this post is getting longer and longer.. hahax.. gtg study le also.. no time to lose liao le.. hahax.. after i enjoy today so much.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

P.S. 10 days till prelims and 63 days till A levels..

erm.. tired.. din study today.. haiz.. exams in 11 days time.. tml skl got some mass yoga display thing.. breaking world record.. wat if u can't??? then we'll have a great show to watch.. wahahax.. think going back sec skl tml also.. yeah.. gtg study le.. tata.. flying off!!!

P.S. 11 days till prelims and 64 days till A levels..

screwed up and burning out soon.. haiz.. so much to do during this week and the holidaes.. everything comes crashing down.. suffocating.. i'm stressed.. haizzz..

P.S. 12 days to prelims and 65 days till A levels..

woohoo.. stayed in skl till almost 10pm today.. did paper 2 for physics.. quite tired now.. but still gtg mug later.. today's maths mock paper was disappointing for mi.. couldn't do anything.. so have to study.. here to countdown onli.. wahahax.. flying off to study.. tata..

P.S. 13 days till prelims and 66 days till A levels..

its such a miracle i woke up so early today.. hahax.. got some time so decided to blog for a while.. hahax.. today will be quite a busy day i guess with many things to be completed.. have to finish physics homework and then revise for maths.. budden i think that by the time i finish my physics homework i will have totally no time left to study for my maths liao le.. sian sian sian sian sian..

in the afternoon think will be going airport.. cauz sis coming back from shanghai already.. hahax.. liddat time gone again.. budden i guess i will be bringing my maths lecture notes along so i can study on the way to the airport.. yeah..

i guess i will stop here ba.. going watch a bit of tv already.. gtg.. have to mug really really hard already.. onli got 14 days left to prelims liao.. time to start cheonging with all my energy le.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S.exactly 2 weeks to prelims and 87 days till A levels..

feeling sick again right now.. bad flu and sarting to cough liao le.. sian sia.. today din realli waste my day.. completed quite a bit of my homework.. cauz i went to skl for study.. quite quiet in skl.. budden can't concentrate as much as i expected.. have to build the concentration ba..

completed my organic test 3 liao le.. and started on the physics paper 2 that mr mak gave the class to complete.. budden still got quite a bit left.. then still have to study for maths de mock paper on monday.. woohoo.. so hectic sia.. scary..

i guess i will stop here ba.. guess thats all for today ba.. and i think i have to realli stop blogging for the time being ba.. if not i will sure flunk my prelims de.. yeah.. gtg le.. flying off.. tata!!!

P.S. 15 days till prelims and 68 days till A levels..

tired tired and more tired.. it has been a hectic week.. and tml is finally weekend liao le.. can cool down and replenish energy for the new week to come.. has been a really tiring week.. with all the stuffs at home and also the night studies.. realli scared i will burn out soon.. haiz..

today had chemistry lect in the morning.. completed thermodynamics de syllabus liao le.. then had waste of time GP lesson and then had physics tutorial.. got scolded by mak.. yeah.. haiz.. din pay attention..

had lunch in the afternoon then went to hall to see if anyone i noe is there.. then saw some CL juniors then joined them for table tennis.. after which went to play badminton with s15 guys.. though dun noe many of them but still have fun.. cauz they realli had sportsmanship and it was fun.. also played with yee loong and kanna thrashed.. sobs.. actually decided to go home liao le.. budden hang ard the skl cauz no mood to realli study..

then went back hall find xun kai and played some more table tennis and went for dinner with wei qi and xun kai.. then took 180 home.. while xun kai went for badminton.. i decided to stop badminton from this week onwards.. to concentrate on studies first.. yeah.. today was quite an enjoyable day..



also found this F.I.R video on youtube.. one of the very nice songs.. hahax.. anyways i think i will stop here ba.. gtg le.. have to take a rest and perhaps sleep earlier.. most prob getting my hair cut tml then go skl study ba.. hahax.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 16 days till prelims and 69 days till A levels..

blogging in skl right now.. haiz.. very tired after the physics tutorial.. the bad bad flu is really pestering mi.. hate it sia.. haiz.. now in a rather bad mood.. cauz in the morning got scolded again.. then juz now i scratched my handphone de screen..damn sad la.. haiz..

think i will be night studying in skl tonight.. until perhaps 9 plus.. yeah.. hopefully can finish some physics and chemistry de revision before i go home today.. think i wasted quite a lot of time liao le.. no time to lose liao le.. ya..

gtg le.. going for maths lecture soon.. and also have to complete some of my chemistry homework first if not miss goh will kill mi later.. ya.. gtg.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 17 days till prelims and 70 days till A levels..

feeling super sick right now.. having bad flu and headache.. yeah.. feeling super bad right now.. haiz.. today was a realli realli bad day.. realli realli bad.. the whole day was already ruined in the morning.. ruined.. din wanna go to skl actually..

my sis going shanghai to work today.. she got everything prepared and ready to go already.. and she got everything necessary in her bag and luggage le.. then suddenly my aunt came and said my sis bag was not appropiate.. say wat ppl will put drugs into her bag and she cannot come back home all those nonsense and stuffs.. idiot lai de.. totally idiotic.. then force my sis to change her bag at the last minute and scolded her and stuffs.. idiot.. then made my sister cried.. and denied that she scolded my sis and stuffs..

that time the taxi was already here and my sis was desperate looking for a pouch to contain things cauz of the sudden change of bag.. and my aunt kept saying idiotic and stupid stuffs.. i was so pissed that i hit the wall with my fist and scolded her.. i said she came to create havoc.. true enough, another auntie came and help my aunt in scolding mi.. thats the bad thing bout family living close together.. i merely wanted to protect my sister.. she was badly attacked and was totally embarassed by the 2 idiotic woman in front of her boyfriend.. my mum, sis and her boyfriend soon left and thats the end of their sufferings..

i was so so so so so mad that time.. the 2 aunties came to create problems and caused so much problems to my sister.. i had to help my sister.. she is my onli sis and i love her.. thats why i retaliated and scolded the 2 aunties when my sis they all left.. i was so unhappy la.. then my uncle came over and started scolding mi..

those 3 idiots are realli stupid and moronic.. said i was over protective of my sister and kept helping her.. and i received my education for nothing.. said i grew up on shit and one of my auntie even asked mi to go and die.. and even said next time she wun come to my sis and my wedding.. so be it.. i hate them la.. these idiotic ppl juz dun realise the meaning of reasoning and stuffs.. they onli condemn ppl without listening to wat others have to say.. and they insist that they are always right.. idiot idiot idiot.. fcuk off la.. haiz..

now they are hypocritically saying that they will not persue this matter any further.. such hypocrites.. i hate them.. especially the auntie and uncle which came later to help in the scolding.. hypocrites.. think they are so cool.. budden they onli suck up to others.. fcuk.. i so damn pissed.. they wun persue.. but i will.. i will rmb wat they say forever.. but wat i am going to show them now is to study hard and secure excellent results and ever to look down on mi.. fcuking assholes..

feel so much better saying everything out liao.. keeping it in mi the whole day.. and i realised my mum had been so supportive of mi.. and helped mi too.. my aunt kept calling her and pestered her until she accidentally scalded herself.. i feel terrible.. budden i hoep she will recover soon.. and hopefully my sis can enjoy her trip and come back soon.. yeah.. gtg mug liao le.. show those morons wat i am made of.. flying off..

P.S. 18 days till prelims and 71 days till A levels..

today din night study in skl.. cauz i think i got sick liao le.. having flu right nmow.. sneezing and sneezing right now.. think had too much of heaty food already.. biscuits and snacks and stuffs.. giving mi runny nose.. guess have to take medicine and drink more water.. so will be ok quickly.. cannot afford to waste time liao le.. and cannot afford to be sick at this point of time.. haiz..

i hope i can study quite a bit for physics and a bit of maths for tonight.. have to focus on both right now.. yeah.. i guess i will stop here.. wasting too much time liao le.. flying off!! tata..

P.S. 19 days till prelims and 72 days till A levels..

super tired right now.. studied quite a bit today.. managed to finish reading thru quantum physics during the evening study.. trying out some of the tys qns.. guess i realli need to study at night.. can concentrate much better.. at least accomplished some things.. yup.. budden have to study at a quiet spot.. if not cannot concentrate also..

i guess have to continue studying physics and maths tonight.. plus maybe complete the chemistry worksheet.. yeah.. thats all for today.. gtg le.. take a little rest and cheong all over again.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 20 days till prelims and 73 days till A levels..

guess today might be going out in the afternoon.. going bugis area there de waterloo street.. going to bai bai at the guan yin temple there.. cauz my sis is going china soon.. next wednesday in fact.. so go there bai bai a while.. i think i also have to bai bai.. hopefully can pass my prelims.. budden bai bai alone also no use.. have to put in the effort.. yeah..

hopefully it wun take very long today.. so i can come back and study for physics and maths.. yup.. have to start revision.. at least a C D D for prelims i hope.. cannot so screwed up.. ya.. so cannot rot liao le.. have to plan my study timetable wisely liao le.. cannot afford to waste my time also.. so i guess i will stop badminton every friday liao.. juz to concentrate better.. and zi cheng also offered mi his help with my studies.. yeah..

i guess i will be doing these onli for the day.. study and study.. yup yup.. and i think i will be night studying tml also.. until perhaps 9 plus ba.. hopefully can do lots of revision and prepare for the physcis mock paper on wednesday.. gtg le.. preparing to go out.. yups.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. exactly 3 weeks to prelims and 74 days till A levels..

today i practically slacked the whole day.. yeah.. the WHOLE day.. sian.. budden not wasted on totally meaningless things.. but still unhappy and disappointed in myself for not being able to resist the temptation to play even though my prelims is like so so so so near..

went to skl in the morning to watch the international chinese riddle competition.. the competitors were amazing man.. unbelieveable in fact.. the last time round which was the national competition, the competitors din answer a lot of qn.. but this time round, the competitors are superb.. they can almost answer every single one of the qn correctly almost immediately after the qn was shown.. amazing.. hahax.. quite a pleasure to watch.. wahahax..

then went gallivanting with my cldds juniors at jp.. walk walk ard go comic shop and the went to the library.. it is realli amazing how some girls can be fascincated by story books.. some of the juniors are realli obsessed with story books.. hahax.. budden it isn't a bad thing afterall wahahax.. rotted in the library for a while then went back to skl.. cauz they had stuffs to do for the dinner in the night while i wanted to study a bit but failed.. hahax..

after which i went to canteen and chatted with other juniors and about cldds and the events taking place today.. actually quite lame la.. saying that cldds is somehow in charge.. budden i think we are more of those sai gang warriors.. carrying out orders from the skl.. haiz.. nvm.. wat can our cca do??? so forget it.. rotted in skl with the juniors till evening and sat at grand stand to watch the flying fox thingy.. and opening of pd block.. flying fox with skl flag.. a bit lame.. wahahax..

my senior zi cheng also came back to see the opening.. onli to get quite disppointed.. wahahax.. nothing much actually.. juz lighting up the fountain.. and the minster for education come onli.. and the dinner.. no big deal.. budden i think skl is trying to get lots of media coverage lately.. dunno why.. like the events that happened today and the yoga thingy at the end of the month.. seems like all trying to get media coverage liddat.. wahahax.. dunno why.. wahahax..

took bus with zi cheng to boon lay interchange cauz he wanted to go jp while i am going home.. he said he is worried bout my studies.. and offered lots of advice for mi and said he wanted to help mi also.. realli gave mi a lot of encouragement today and all these while.. especially when i am on the verge of giving up.. yeah.. thanks so much zi cheng.. if u ever happen to see this.. thanks so so much for ur encouragaement and advice.. =)

i guess i will stop here.. if not can realli blog until the cows come home.. wahahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 22 days till prelims and 75 days till A levels..

very tired right now.. one full week of skl finally ended.. can finally take a little breather.. yeah.. very tired lately.. kept sleeping the whole week at home.. din study much.. so i guess i have to do night study in skl ba.. the onli way i can force myself to work and study hard.. without distractions.. ya..

quite troubled by exams and stuffs lately.. cannot breathe liao le.. the stress is overwhelming and suffocating mi.. i realli scared i will burn out right before exams.. and it is highly likely.. i dunno leh.. i am totally not prepared for exams.. haven revise a single bit sia.. sure sure sure die de.. dunno la.. haiz..

i guess i will be studying a bit in the evening for my physics and also complete the organic assignments given.. hopefully can do a lot for this weekend.. yup.. guess will be also going for badminton tonight to destress a bit.. yeah..

tml think will be going back to skl in the morning.. to watch the chinese riddle thingy.. think it will be fun and nice.. yup.. then i guess i will be studying in skl after that.. yup.. got lots of things to be done over the weekends.. cannot afford to waste it liao le.. haiz.. i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg study liao.. perhaps my blog may be going on a hiatus till after As ba.. perhaps onli update here and then onli.. yup.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 23 days till prelims and 76 days till A levels..

forget it ba.. think no need to save money for anniversary dinner le.. not going ba.. cauz think i will be in army then.. dunno whether can get permission then to come out mah.. but more importantly i have no significance there.. and dun think can get a tic and place also.. haiz.. though i hope to have a memorable closure to jc life.. haiz.. forget it ba.. may time help mi forget everything.. perhaps i shouldn't cling onto things that are impossible in life.. yeah......

sian la.. now blogging in skl.. haiz.. morning starting to get worried liao le.. lesser and lesser days left till A levels liao le.. haiz.. and i haven start physics de revision.. so worried that i will not make it thru to prelims.. and i will die.. haiz.. and maths i also haven practice a single bit la.. haiz.. i keep blogging bout this cauz i am realli scared.. and afraid.. haizz..

my frend told mi that concepts is more important than practicising.. if practice a lot maybe noe how to do a qn.. budden if concept very good can definitely do the qn de.. i think in the remaining days left i will try to brush up my concepts so can pass my prelims.. and do lots of practice ba.. at least can noe the minimun to pass ba..

so scared juz now during physics.. cauz i totally dun understand wat mr mak is toking about.. and cannot understand a single thing.. next week going do mock paper liao le.. haiz.. and i haven finish revising a single bit la.. dunno how..

i think i am very screwed up.. very very screwed up la.. dunno wat sould i do liao le.. and i dun realli have the motivation to work hard.. and i have been sleeping the past few days and wasting precious time for revision.. jia liat.. wat should i do??? i am so screwed up la.. haizzz..

i guess i will end here ba.. gtg do my homework for chemistry liao le.. if not later kanna scolded by miss goh.. haizz.. now still owe homework sia.. at revision period.. i'm screwed.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 24 days till prelims and 77 days till A levels..

sian la.. tired today.. had some yoga rehearsal in the morning then had chemistry tutorial, chem lecture and maths tutorial.. after skl still have chemistry mcq test.. haiz.. juz passed.. nicely 20.. too careless liao.. haiz.. very tired..

went to jp.. chased after the 174 and dashed across the road.. super dangerous.. next time think better not do that.. sian.. comic not here also.. haiz.. budden no time to read liao also.. yeah.. walk ard jp.. nothing better to do.. so go home..

i think i will stop here ba.. gtg le.. very scared now.. prelims inless than 3 weeks time.. and i haven start revision.. gone case liao ba.. dun care.. study for As ba.. flying off.....

P.S. 25 days till prelims and 78 days till A levels..

sian.. think will juz post something short.. tired.. today very slack.. onli got physics lecture and gp plus civics.. civics was bout grad night thingy.. dunno whether should go mah.. money not the problem.. budden my presence there has no meaning.. forget it.. moreover i should be in NS then liao.. haiz..

after skl played table tennis in skl.. then went home.. was super pissed in 187.. no wonder ppl said singaporeans have to manners.. pushed mi and knocked mi.. especially and old lady.. din bother to say excuse then push mi to alight.. pissed.. haiz.. forget it.. i'll nv take 187 at that time anymore.. will stop here ba.. go study liao.. budden haven study anything this whole month.. yeah.. tata..

P.S. 26 days till prelims and 79 days till A levels..

very drained now.. very tired.. haven study today yet.. and teachers are counting down 3 weeks to prelims.. stress is building.. and i think that my blood pressure is rising liao.. whole body aching and having headache.. think its because think too much and too stressed liao le.. i think i will burn out soon.. very jia liat.. haiz..

had maths lecture in the morning and i was sleeping thruout the whole lecture.. there was this instant when i suddenly woke up onli to realise that miss lang was staring hard at mi.. wa sia.. then wasn't paying much attention in physics also.. feel that this revision system not working well.. onli chemistry de seem to be the best and working well de.. dunno leh..

have to cheong extra hard ba.. at least secure a pass for prelims.. cauz my senior told mi to cheong hard for maths with the remaining days cauz it will be easier.. i think so too ba.. budden hopefully can cheong both physics and maths together.. cannot neglect one.. and also in the meantime cannot slack for chemistry also.. cauz its not that strong afterall.. haiz...



another F.I.R video.. the song 天天夜夜.. super nice.. love it.. wahahax.. gtg liao le.. do homework and study hard liao.. flying off.. tata..

P.S. 27 days till prelims and 80 days till A levels..

wooo.. last night was fun.. went out with xun kai and wei qi to watch the fireworks at marina.. it was still ok.. not bad.. hahax.. met xun kai on the bus 960 in the evening.. the bus was so packed that i had to alight from the bus then board the bus again to meet him.. hahax.. lucky i got concession.. wahahax.. we went to bugis there de guitar shop and take a look at the guitars.. man they are super expensive.. crazy de.. wahahax.. after which we went to the national library cauz he wanted to borrow some books..

wei qi met us later cauz he was outside and had to go home first.. it was like 8.45 going to 8.50 before he finally reached.. and the fireworks will start in like less than 15 minutes time.. woo.. we rushed there and and luckily we were in time for the fireworks.. hahax.. it was quite ok.. juz that it was very loud.. some parts were surprising and quite good.. hahax..

after the fireworks we went to marina square to makan.. hahax.. cauz the guru xun kai said that the food was good.. hahax.. so we went there for dinner.. or should i say supper cauz its like 10 plus when we reached and got a table to makan.. there was a tamiya racing competition there and it seemed exciting.. the whole area at marina was ULTRA packed and it was super hard to move thru the crowd.. hahax.. had grilled chicken set and there was a long queue.. cauz the food was good.. hahax..

after supper went to suntec to get drink and take 700 home.. hahax.. the bus was packed again.. hahax.. onli had sits after the bus reached orchard.. the bus trip was long and torturous.. budden it was brighten by the jokes and funny stuffs we did on the bus.. hahax.. finally the bus reached bukit panjang.. xun kai and wei qi alighted first.. after which i took lrt back home.. it was like 1am when i reached home.. first time so late then go home.. lucky my sis was later.. so din get scolded.. wahahax..

i think its time to buck up liao le.. i feel i am such a failure man.. i suck.. 28 more days till prelims and i am wasting my time all the while.. i totally noe nothing about maths and physics.. i think i can better go die liao le.. like gone case liao le.. super worried right now.. i have to work hard liao le.. feel like really slapping myself hard on my face to make mi wake up from my fallacy that i still have time.. and i will do it.. yeah..

i think i will do studying daily ba.. if not sure die die die.. liek my senior zi cheng said and advised mi, i have to do intensive studies liao le.. i dun care.. i cannot afford to be distracted.. yeah.. cheong cheong cheong.. yup yup.. i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg study liao le.. guess i wun be blogging liao le.. flying off!!!!! tata..

P.S. 28 days till prelims and 81 days till A levels..

damn.. i wasted my saturday again.. bloody sian la.. totally din do anything today.. nv study.. nv do homework.. damn.. haiz.. no mood to mug this week.. dunno why.. cauz too much of the holidaes liao le.. started to break my momentum for my studies liao le.. haizz.. dunno leh.. later tonight going ouut also.. think wun be studying at all.. jia liat sia.. my whole saturday gone liddat..

i feel the urgency to study liao le.. 29 days till prelims.. and i have to catch up with ALL of my topics for j1 and j2 for my physics and maths.. dunno how to do that.. budden i think the least i can do is to finish some revision for my maths and physics tml and in the coming week.. have to study intensively liao le.. ya..

later think going out to watch fireworks.. yup.. and think might be studying a bit outside also.. have to grab time and complete revision on some of the motes i have not revised.. i think i will change my methods of revision liao.. think i will focus on practicising instead of reading thru my notes.. cauz i think it will help better.. cauz i will be revising the notes and the concepts while doing practice also.. yup yup..

i guess that will be all for today.. have to go liao le.. hopefully the fireworks display will eb good.. hahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! tata..

P.S. 29 days till prelims and 82 days till A levels..

dunno why.. now feeling super super drained.. and super super tired.. even though din do much today.. onli had chemistry lecture, gp and physics tutorial onli.. budden very very tired.. must be because of the gp remedial in the late afternoon.. waited from 12 to 4pm for the remedial.. din learn much also.. cauz apparently the teacher is juz speaking and dunno wat the hell he is toking about..

then went for dinner at boon lay market with xun kai.. had nasi lemak.. and the food there is quite nice.. then went to lot 1 to get my comic and meet up with xun kai to play badminton.. dunno why also.. today play totally no energy.. dunno wat i playing also.. realli realli tired sia right now.. chatted with him for a while then go home..

i think tml will be going tostudy for the afternoon.. hopefully can get constructive revision going for mi.. cauz it like onli less than a month till prelims liao le.. time to catch up liao le.. and do lots of practice and revision.. hopefully can do well and pass my prelims well.. yup yups..

tml think will be going for the fireworks at night with xun kai also.. ya.. cauz heard it will be the best.. and i think so too.. cauz its the finale for the fireworks festival liao le.. hopefully it will be realli good.. hahax.. realli looking forward to it.. yup yup.. i guess i will stop here ba.. realli tired liao le.. gtg.. tata!!! =)

P.S. 30 days till prelims and 83 days till A levels..

i am in great spirits again!!! yeah!!! i got my zen nano plus.. 512MB.. though not a very big deal budden i am realli damn happy.. cauz i finally got a mp3 player.. woohoo!!!! shiok!!! hahax.. gtg mug liao.. tata!!! =)

have been listening to F.I.R songs the whole of last night before i went to bed last night and listening to the songs the whole morning.. the more i get fascinated and amazed by them.. love them to bits.. wahahax..

i guess i will be studying the whole day later ba.. hopefully i can do it.. cauz got lots of things to be completed today.. have to study for my physics test tml and also have to complete my chemistry homework including both mcq tests which i obviously haven done.. wahahax.. have to put in much much more effort to complete my homework liao le.. if not cannot make it for prelims de.. yeah.. prelims is like onli in 31 days.. if not dun work hard will have regrets de.. yeah.. so have to start working hard liao le.. budden the long holiday tends to make mi slack.. i have slack 2 days liao.. time to work hard and catch up with my work liao le.. yup..

i guess thats all for today.. think might be going to buy comic later onli.. ya.. have to go off to have lunch then do homework liao le.. hahax.. flying off!!! =)

P.S. 31 days till prelims and 84 days till A levels..

yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!! i finally got my new F.I.R album after much pain liao le.. hahax.. cauz have been travelling to many places to find the album budden all out of stock.. budden i finally managed to get my hands on the album today at causeway point.. damn damn shiok la.. simply love their new album.. super nice.. plus the vcd of their new mvs and the older ones.. damn damn nice.. wahahax.. in high spirits right now.. yeah yeah!!!

today is public holiday.. cauz today is national day.. hahax.. i guess will be watching the tv after in the evening.. actually its quite a pity that this yr is the last yr the national day parade will be held in the national stadium liao le.. and ppl wun have the chance to watch it again in the old national stadium anymore.. but i am still glad that i have at least watched the rehearsal before at the national stadium.. the atmosphere was good then from wat i rmb.. hahax.. hopefully in future got chances to watch the national day parade live.. wahahax..

thinking of going for the fireworks display at marina this saturday.. i think its a once in a lifetime experience onli.. hahax.. and i think that the fireworks will be spectacular and great.. hopefully can find ppl go together ba.. hahax.. yup yup..

i guess i will stop here ba.. going to watch the national day parade soon.. its realli amazing that every yr during national day, it nv rains.. hahax.. perhaps thats lao tian zhuo mei ba.. wahahax.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

P.S. 32 days till prelims and 85 days till A levels..

hahax.. today is sports carnival.. yeah.. din realli look forward to it in the morning.. cauz i got incomplete chemistry homework.. actually wanted to do homework during the sports event de.. budden started toking to bin hao and mavis.. then i distracted myself and lost all my focus and attention liao le.. so din manage to complete the work.. and i dunno how to do also.. lucky miss goh was kind and let mi hand in my work on friday..

i went for the event on tug of war.. juz went in.. apparently because i am big-sized.. and thinner ppl juz gets substituted off.. wahahax.. was the anchor.. however in the end still lost.. cauz apparently too many girls le.. then bannister got more guys.. and guys' strength and weight are usually greater and more significant than girls'.. yeah.. so owens lost.. budden still overall champion.. wahahax.. happy also no use.. cauz the same trophy is used over and over again every yr without change.. juz rotate onli.. lame sia.. wahahax..

went back with xun kai and walk walk ard jruong east then go lot 1.. sian sia.. i juz can't find my F.I.R cd.. and i am getting sad.. budden realli frustrated today.. cauz at JE cd-rama, the ppl there apparently din noe wat i wanted and had totally no idea wat i wanted.. i wanted the zheng ban one.. not the fan ban one.. and he kept telling mi its on the shelf.. sian.. go lot 1 still cannot find.. haiz...

budden one good thing is i juz changed to a new blogskin.. yeah!!! hahax.. can finally fit the youtube video nicely into that skin liao.. yup yup.. hahax.. i guess i will stop here ba.. should be studying a bit tonight and also have to bai bai later.. gtg.. flying off!!! =)

P.S. 33days to prelims and 86 days to A levels..

tired tired tired and extremely tired.. very tired right now.. thats all i am feeling right now.. cauz played 4 hours plus of badminton in skl juz now.. was playing with some of my frends and also played with some of the teachers.. man.. the teachers were good.. especially an older teacher called bai lao shi.. he's superb.. yeah.. after that played with jin hong and xun kai till 7 plus until the auntie come chase us out of the hall.. wahahax..

after that went back home with xun kai and took 187.. had a good chat about many things.. also got tok about guitars.. thinking of learning how to play the guitar after As.. hopefully got time to learn.. hahax.. then went to my aunt's home to have dinner.. now back at home slacking in front of this high tech device.. yeah..

tml is national day celebration.. so no skl.. supposedly can enjoy today's rest de.. budden have to complete my homework on energetics before i can go rest later.. yeah.. tml is sports carnival.. dunno how it will turn out sia.. sianz.. hopefully wun be too draggy.. wanna end early and go look for my F.I.R cd.. sian.. yestrday went rama at lot 1 budden out of stock liao le.. sian sian sian.. hopefully can get it soon.. yeah..

i guess i will end here ba.. realli realli tired liao le.. no energy to carry on typing liao le.. maybe rest a while ythen start doing my chemistry homework.. hahax.. signing off!!! tata..

P.S. 34 days till prelims and 87 days till A levels..

today i think i will be studying the whole day ba.. cauz got a lot of homework that needs to be completed by today.. chemistry, physics and maths.. wa sian.. so much things to be done.. lucky next week onli got 2 days of skl.. cauz of national day holiday and national day celebration.. yeah.. budden cannot slack also.. have to study and do lots of work on the holidaes.. sian la..

tml i think may be studying in skl till night.. budden going to play badminton in skl also.. play liao le then do night study in skl.. yeah.. prelims is in like less then 4 weeks time liao le.. then i still dunno anything about maths yet.. have to spend more time to catch up on maths liao le..

actually wanted tyo change blogskin last night and today de.. budden decided not to cauz i think it will take up a lot of time and i cannot finish homework.. have to stop being an IT savvy liao le.. have to stop using computer liao le.. so can concentrate and focus on my studies.. yeah.. so i guess i wun be blogging daily liao le..

next week 3 days dun need go skl.. can rest but also means that my allowance will be gone.. and i cannot buy my F.I.R new album till maybe the week after!!! sian la.. i love their new song sia.. F.I.R rocks totally la.. i guess in the meantime can onli go youtube watch their mv and listen to their music ba.. i guess i will end here ba.. have to go cheong homework liao le.. but here's F.I.R new mv 飞行部落.. super super nice sia... wahahax.. gtg le.. tata!!!

sianz.. woke up in the morning today feeling ultra lethargic and tired.. cauz been thru quite a tough week this week.. ultra tired and ultra sleepy.. plus yesterday night went for badminton and played ard 7 to 8 straight solid matches.. damn tired.. budden still woke up very early to go to skl for chemistry..

i lost my calculator this thursday i think and i went to buy a new one yesterday night.. to my horror, my frend called mi and told mi that he had found my calculator.. it was like gosh.. i bought a new one!!! sianz.. wasted 16 bucks.. lucky it wasn't more expensive than that.. if not i can realli cry out loud liao le.. sianz..

reached skl ard 9.45am.. thought the remedial was at 10am.. budden totally no one in skl.. so went to msg miss goh and realised that the time was shifted to 11.15am.. sian.. and i wasn't inform about this info.. haiz.. forget it la.. sianz.. wasted so much time in skl when i can be happily sleeping at home.. blame it on my luck ba.. haiz.. had remedial on energetics and i think i have no problem on that topic after the remedial.. remedial ended ard 3 and went jp jalan jalan a while then go home le..

i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg do my homework liao le.. got alot of things that need to be completed by this weekend.. i think it will be a tiring weekend too.. budden no choice.. have to mug hard.. cauz its the onli way out and the onli thing i am worried and concerned about right now.. i will stop here.. tata..

P.S. 36 days till prelims and 89 days till A levels..

a new goal in life,
a new lease of life...

to ppl in s14, in case u dunno wat mr chai is toking about.. wat he said is toking about mi.. ya.. it appears that everything is my fault.. and i think there is no point trying to clarify anything now because no one will listen or believe in mi anymore.. so ya.. however, there is one important thing that i have to say.. watever i have done these 1 years or so that have offended u guys, i am realli sorry.. i noe i dun think when i say some things and i noe many of u are tolerating mi.. i can onli apologise.. i noe that its nv easy to forgive someone.. and i dun dare to seek forgiveness..

budden now wat i realli hope is that i have some space to learn and hopefully u ppl can give mi the space.. yeah.. i will nv bother anyone of u ppl now and i will not distract u guys in or outside class.. thats the least i can do for u ppl.. i dun seek for acceptance as i noe i will nv ever get it.. yup.. i realli dun wanna bring any trouble to anyone anymore.. i noe u ppl hate mi and i have accepted this fact.. yup.. i sincerely hope for the best for everyone in class and hopefully that everyone can do well for prelims and ultimately A levels..

i am not writing this to gain acceptance or forgiveness.. i think this thing has been on my mind for very long le.. and i onli have the courage to say out now.. not that am a hypocrite or wat.. i juz wanted to avoid conflict and bothering u guys.. ya..

like wat i said in my title, a new goal and a new lease of life.. i will now focus all my attention and energy to my studies.. and to get excellent results for my A levels.. i have no time to lose liao le.. and i guess everyone's attention should be focused on studies liao le.. i will ignore everything liao le.. wun care about the distractions and plainly study and study.. ya.. this will be my life till the end of A levels.. and i will work extremely hard towards my goal thats to get into a good university.. yeah.. i dun wanna disappoint my parents and also regret in the future..

i guess i will be starting intensive studying from next week onwards.. especially night studies.. i guess i will start studying daily till 10pm then go back home.. yeah.. i think that will realli help in improving my grades.. today's motivational talk also somehow made mi wake up.. time to put down my pride and start asking questions consistently liao le.. onli this can help mi now..

i guess i will end here ba.. i am sure that this post will have many controversy and many arguments over wat i have said.. feel free to tag watever u are unhappy about mi.. at least i noe i got the point across liao le.. ya.. and i will never ever disturb u again.. ya.. thanks so much!!! signing off here.. tata..

P.S. 38 days till prelims and 91 days till A levels..

damn bloody sian today.. now i in skl.. using the computer in the library.. wahahax.. damn sian.. slacking right now.. nothing better to do.. waiting for gp common test later at 2.30pm.. trying to look for some information for the common test later budden no mood..

have been slacking the whole of today.. chemistry tutorial in the morning and my teacher allowed us to study for the lecture test later.. onli managed to read thru transition metals budden not counted as revised.. cauz apparently i din noe many things.. had the lecture test and i was gone case liao le.. die die die die die..

had maths tutorial.. then suddenly have to meet parents again.. cauz my civics tutor said that some people has been complaining against him and he has to meet some of our parents liao.. i mean its ok for mi.. cauz i noe wat to expect liao le.. cauz i noe that my civics tutor wun have anything good to say about mi.. and i am hated.. wahahax.. so have to get my parents prepared for the worse.. wahahax.. cauz i roughly noe wat he has to say liao le.. budden worried i will trouble my dad.. told him no need meet liao le.. now need to meet again.. sianz..

i guess i will stop here ba.. have to go do some research for the common test later.. if not later sure flunk de.. want to do well also.. so dun need to go for remedials in future.. yeah.. gtg le.. tata!!! =)

P.S. 39 days till prelims and 91 days till A levels..

yeah!!! i started my night study in skl liao le.. today was a tiring and boring day.. budden i still managed to endure and do my night studies in skl.. yeah.. superb.. was studying in the PD block with wei yuan and rasyid where we were studying for the chemistry test tml.. the environment was good.. and was realli conducive for studying.. and i managed to finish my group VII elements de revision in skl also..

had breaks in between and went down to canteen for coffee and biscuits.. i carried on studying until 8 plus then went back home with rasyid.. i think i can onli concentrate well in quiet environment i guess.. then took 172 back home with rasyid..

think i should realli carry on with my night studies.. realli helping mi a lot.. think i will carry on tml.. budden hoepfully got the energy to last throughout ba.. cauz got chemistry test and GP common test.. yeah.. flying off to do revision liao le.. gtg le.. tata!!!

P.S. 39 days till prelims and 92 days till A levels..

monday blues sia.. today very tired and very reluctant to go to skl in the morning.. dun wanna face all the stress from my studies.. every teacher are stressing the importance of revision and studying for us right now.. and i am very very stressed.. today had tutorials for all the subjects... wa sia.. a lot alot of things to be done..

had maths lecture in the morning but wasn't realli listening cauz i was trying to do my hypothesis testing tutorial.. apparently i could onli complete one part of the first qn and i was stuck.. then had chemistry tutorial in which i was day dreaming and thinking of my studies.. physics lecture was even worse.. anyhow attempted the mock paper.. physics tutorial was still ok.. cauz listened alot.. maths another goner.. flunked my stats test.. 9/50..

was helping out some of my j1 juniors with maths.. curve transformation.. i still can manage for that topic so can help them.. it was a good thing.. helped mi realised i could still understand stuffs.. budden too lazy le onli.. and there are much more that i have to cover and much much much more effort that i have to put in to study and master the concepts totally.. yeah.. so have to study.. after that went back with my frend and went gallivanting at bukit panjang plaza..

now back at home and i think i will end here ba.. have to go study liao le.. many homework to be cleared today and have to study for chemistry test and gp test on wednesday also.. hahax.. signing off.. tata..

P.S. 40 days till prelims and 93 days till A levels..

i guess i will be mugging the whole day ba.. perhaps going to buy concession later onli.. got lots of homework to be completed today.. plus alot of revision also.. ya.. super sian.. i guess i will stop here..

a very quick and short post.. no time to lose to study liao le.. thinking of stopping blogging for a while.. so that can concentrate on my studies more.. guess will be blogging on the more significant stuffs that happen.. gtg tata!!!

P.S. 41 days to prelims and 94 days till A levels..

today will be studying and studying for mi.. have to try to complete all my homework today.. then can leave tml for revision and revision for my maths and physics.. have to do chemistry de revision also.. apparently i have lots of stuffs that have to be done.. and prelims in onli in 5 weeks time.. so yeah.. no time to lose liao le..

budden one thing is that my chemistry remedial will be changed to saturday.. budden realli reluctant to go to skl on saturday.. means have to sacrifice my one hour of tv that i will definitely watch and i love to watch because of that.. sian.. cauz thats the onli time i can relax i guess.. and the more important reason is that i have many plans in mind for saturday and i am worried that it will affect my studies schedule on saturday.. cauz the travelling will cauz mi lots of precious time for studies.. sadded.. dunno leh.. i think i better have a tok with miss goh ba.. see wat i can do..

suddenly had some thoughts yesterday night while chatting with xun kai.. and shared with him.. this was wat my ogl told mi and also wat my teacher had told mi before.. and i find it super true.. its alwaes difficult trying to do the right things and there will definitely be the price to pay for doing the right things sometimes.. some may argue budden this is an undeniable fact.. been thru a lot and i realli start to understand and appreciate this fact liao le.. and it is definitely inevitable in life..

but one thing my ogl taught mi is that we should do things we deem right and so we wun have regrets in the future.. yeah.. thats very true.. i agree that there may be consequences to pay, budden at least we wun have regrets in the future.. however while chatting last night, xun kai told mi that ppl dunno wat is right and wat is wrong.. and i agree this happens sometimes.. but wat i truly believe in is that i am who i am.. ppl may have different perceptions bout who we are, budden we should nv change ourselves and our personality juz to suit other.. wat is right and wat is wrong is up to us to decide.. we make a choice and adhere it to wat our values and principles lie.. onli then we wun have regrets in the future..

and i also believe that if there is a problem or tangled knot, ppl should reflect and think about wat can be done to resolve the problem.. and carry the little hope that things will turn out fine no matter how tricky or problematic the situation is.. if the problem lies within ourselves, we should try to change.. not to put on a facade or hide away from a problem.. but to change the way we do things and carry ourselves forward to others to solve the problems.. thats wat i truly believe in.. escapism and hiding from a problem will nv help..

i do have many regrets in my life and regretted that i had not done the right things or in fact done something wrong.. budden important point is that we appreciate the lessons learnt and prevent these problems from happening again.. i am looking forward to the future and not looking back at the past.. wat done can nv be undone.. there are many problems that i face now budden i am glad to say that i have tried my best to solve my problems.. however if i can not get anything out of it, so be it.. cauz wat is past have passed.. so have to be optimistic and look forward to the future and prevent the same problems from happening again..

hahax.. juz some random thoughts that i have.. to xun kai, if u see this post, dun gave up hope.. u will nv noe wat u can get if u nv try.. hahax.. u r a much stronger person then mi and i am sure u are more capable than mi to solve any problems u have no matter how tricky they are.. yeah.. stay optimistic alrights? jia you..

i guess i will stop here ba.. have to go study hard liao le.. to finish all my assignments and all my homework.. gtg.. tata!!!

P.S. 42 days to prelims and 95 days till A levels!!!

had very mundane skl life today.. chemistry lecture, gp then physics tutorial.. now working hard and trying very hard to survive alone.. to try to improve on my studies.. have to depend on myself.. and to strive for good results alone.. had chemistry revision test but dun realli noe how to do.. somehow gave up..

day started onli after skl.. went to westmall to meet joel.. he reached ard 2.45pm.. and we wanted to watch the pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest.. hahax.. we bought the tickets for 6pm and decided to eat sakae sushi.. took the sushi buffet.. and joel also took the buffet even though he felt like eating ala carte.. thanks so much bro!!! had lots of salmon sushi and ordered a few unique ones there.. hahax.. ate from 3 pm to 5 plus.. hahax.. and i think i ate quite alot.. wahahax.. the sofa there was also very comfortable.. hahax.. had the bill and then went to library for a while before the movie starts..

yeah.. our bill.. hahax.. a bit ex.. budden i think its still ok since i dun get to eat everyday.. wahahax..


























went into the cinema for the show and actually wanted to sit at the sofa there de.. cauz apparently there were no one there at all.. budden the auntie kept coming in to check and said that it cost 32 bucks each to sit there.. hahax.. budden at least we sat for ard 30 to 40 minutes liao.. wahahax.. the show was pretty good.. and johnny depp's acting skills was great.. especially the part where he was haunted by cannibals.. wahahax.. super funny.. the show went on for 2 and a half hours.. the story ended with the captain from pirates 1 who was supposedly dead.. hahax.. and realli looking forward to the 3rd movie.. yeah..

hahax.. finally watched the movie liao le after so long.. hahax.. damn nice..



























then took 187 with joel to play badminton at senja.. had a hard time waiting for the bus and missed the 176 which could have saved us much much more time.. yeah.. budden nvm i guess.. at least i still get to play 2 matches before i go.. then had a long talk with xun kai and shared with him some thoughts and feelings.. yeah.. think he is quite troubled.. hope everything will be fine.. now rotting in front of the computer.. yeah..

realli had quite a fun day.. had fun with the ppl i enjoyed being with and was relieved from my study stress.. yeah.. especially thanks to joel for the day man.. enjoyed myself very much.. realli numbed mi from the stress and troubles from studies.. budden i guess have to get back to mugging tml liao le.. have to study realli hard and make a lot of effort to study for my subjects especially physics.. gtg.. tata!!! =)

P.S. 97 days till A levels..

i am so tired.. so tired.. tired of studies and tired of life liao.. life has been realli realli mundane and rountine.. morning till evening go skl study and study.. come home study and study.. eat then sleep.. the second day go skl study and study and the whole rountine juz repeats itself.. its such a vicious cycle.. and i hate it.. can't seem to concentrate and get down to studies..

today totally flunked my maths test and the most i can get is 6 over 50.. idiot.. so much for not practising enough.. i am sure some ppl will think i deserve it.. yeah.. and i guess its time to start practising daily and study daily for my maths and other subjects liao le..

totally in no mood for chemistry and gp and was slacking all the while.. din pay any attention.. i am realli tired liao le.. very drained.. mentally and physically drained liao le.. guess that is why i slept more than 9 hours last night and nothing could get mi awake..

i guess there is too much distractions to keep mi studying liao le.. too many in skl.. and also in class.. i juz wanna study liao le.. and all these distractions are keeping mi away from my studies.. i feel very sad and very bad.. i dunno wat i have done.. i tried my best not to bother others liao le.. and keeping my mouth shut all the time.. budden sometimes can juz hear some remarks that realli made mi feel bad.. i dunno wat i have done wrong.. and the saddest thing is that i can't change anything now.. i am very miserable..

all i need is a space to study now.. i guess i need peace within mi to start motivating mi for studies.. i cannot afford to have any other distractions liao le.. if not i will die.. die die die die die.. yeah.. onli 5 weeks to prelims liao le.. cannot afford to lose any time for my studies liao le..

went back with my frends today and the chatting and joking somehow cheered mi up today.. and thinking of orientation and 1st three months also somehow made mi feel better.. tml going watch movie with joel and think will be going sakae sushi also.. yeah.. hopefully that can numb mi for a moment and enjoy myself ba..

i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg study for chemistry revision test for tml liao le.. and to everyone reading this entry, dis is the onli way i can relieve myself of my stress and worries and i am not trying to bring any problems or unhappiness to others.. plz understand.. thanks.. signing off.. tata!!! =)

P.S. 98 days till A levels..

i am stressed.. super stressed.. finally decided to admit liao le.. stress is good budden overly stressed is deterimental to work and studies.. i feel like i am a goner liao.. especially when yee loong told mi i was beyond hope this morning.. yeah.. i felt the same way he did.. i am a goner.. gone gone gone..

totally din pay attention in all lessons today.. din even listen to chemistry lecture and tutorial.. sian.. all i thought was that wat am i doing now and wat i should do so that i can do well.. onli paid attention in the physics of fluids lecture.. and that gave mi a little hope cauz i can understand wat mr kwok was lecturing about.. yeah..

during chemistry lecture suddenly thought of 1st three months thingy when mr chua joked about we should sit with more grace.. it is indeed this which gave him the nickname "grace" by my og frend nat.. hahax.. then msg her and told her about this which we had a good laugh out of it.. hehex..

i guess i will stop here ba.. have to go study hard liao le.. cauz tml got maths test on normal and continuous.. yeah.. i noe nothing as yet.. so have to study more and practise more so can pass or maybe do well for it.. yeah.. signing off.. tata..

P.S. 99 days till A levels..

erm.. i dunno why i am updating right now.. said that i din want to use com le.. budden the urge of using the computer juz arises and here i am updating.. sian.. i din do anything yet sia.. din study, din revise, din do homework.. bottomline is i am slacking my ass off and i am realli wasting my precious time to study.. wat to do???

sian.. my senior adviced me to study intensively for the A levels from now onwards.. budden how do i build the momentum and the motivation to study??? i lack the double M.. sian.. dunno how sia.. today was practically a waste of time.. had onli gp lessons and physics lecture.. din have anything else.. except civics which was more useful regarding the courses available in NTU.. now i am even worried if i can get into U anot mah.. sian.. my results sux big time..

went to lot 1 after skl today with my frend cauz he was looking for voodoo dolls and i was thinking to get one too.. for luck in studies de.. apparently i din buy.. first, too ex.. next, can't find a good and nice one.. last because today was the start of the 7th month of lunar calender.. parents are supertitious and they wun like it.. actually i also.. wahahax..

flying off to go watch some tv then mug for the night liao le.. gtg le.. tata..
P.S. 100 days exactly to A levels..

today is the start of my hectic lifestyle.. have to make myself motivated and start studying hard liao le.. had so much remedials today.. and the stress level is shooting up high into the sky.. and i think i am exploding soon liao le.. i am damn damn scared liao le.. wat if i dun make it.. during maths lecture i was thinking of dropping out of skl liao le.. so worried liao le la..

i guess my level of motivation is still not there yet.. i have to push myself hard on my back liao le.. have to cheong and start hardcore daily revision.. this week got lots of things in my planner.. gotta finish lots and lots of topics for all my subjects.. so have to work hard..

i will end here ba.. no time to lose liao le.. going off to cheong homework liao le.. gtg.. tata..
P.S. 101 days left to A levels..

dunno why i woke up so early today.. i am so tired.. cauz yesterday got too much workout liao le.. wa sia.. i should have stayed in bed longer usually.. budden now i am wide awake.. hahax.. had my breakfast already also.. wahahax..

i guess i will update wat i will do for today ba.. guess i will be watching tv the whole morning and then start to do all my homework liao le.. got lots of homework to be completed today.. and lots of revision to be done today.. have to study chemistry and also my maths.. have to study for the test coming on thursday.. yeah.. apparently i noe nothing about statistics right now.. so i think i have to work realli realli hard to study everything..

i think thats all i will be doing today.. and i think i will not be updating daily liao le.. perhaps once or twice in a week liao le.. dun wan to keep using the computer.. i will die de.. yeah.. onli will be updating about significant things in the week.. yeah.. gotta start afresh this new week..

i guess i will stop here ba.. watching tv already.. hahax.. cya.. tata!!! take care my frends!!! =) P.S. 102 days till A levels..

it was such a great day.. and i realli mean GREAT.. so fun and so good.. woke up realli early today to go skl play basketball with my senior zi cheng.. had aches when i woke up from bed.. and so worried can't play liao le.. sian.. budden the pain ceased and i went to jj at arrived at 9.20..

zi cheng came late ard 10 liddat.. hahax.. then he started jogging and sprinting.. wa sia.. damn crazy la.. he has been running and jogging in camp for the past week and he is still training and running today whn he can finally book out.. wa.. a bit weird.. wahahax.. then played basketball for the whole morning and afternoon.. played with 2 j1s also.. one got serious attitude problem de.. but the other very nice.. wat a contrast.. hahax..

also brought zi cheng ard the PD block we also walked ard the skl.. very fun.. long time no see him liao le.. hahax.. he becoming fitter and fitter.. his frends also came to play basketball.. everyone of them are nice and interesting ppl also.. hahax.. joked with them and we played bball the whole day long..

also plucked rambutans from the tree at the bball court there.. plucked alot alot.. hahax.. super sweet de.. after that played a bit of bball again then went for a shower.. zi cheng and his frends wanted to meet their teacher so i went off earlier.. let them have some time to catch up and enjoy the times together.. i abit extra there also.. hahax..

so went to jp to buy some food and rotted there a while.. got a new bottle of gel also.. i was at old chang kee when i saw a super familiar figure and realise it was yun feng.. so coincidental la.. meet him for the second time this week liao le.. went to get his toy soldier he need for ns and we went back home together on 180.. had a great chat with him.. shared with him many many of the problems that i have and also got to noe more about his ns life.. yeah.. we shared our problems and i am realli glad that i met him and can catch up with him today.. he has been a great help to mi listening and giving mi advice on the way back home.. realli appreciated it alot.. hopefully next time still got chances to meet up and tok and chat again.. and hoepfully can organise another bbq or chalet for my og..

i guess wat mr chua said yesterday was right.. hahax.. whenever NS men books out, they can chat about NS stuffs the whole day and nv get bored about it.. hahax.. so interesting la.. i think i will be the same soon also.. hahax.. budden now got to study hard and get excellent results for my prelims liao.. i have to.. for results sake and for something important.. i will do my very best to excel.. cauz received a rather unexpected call today.. so no matter wat i think i have to cheong and study hard for my prelims and ultimately for my As.. yeah.. i guess i will stop here ba.. a realli realli lengthy post.. wahahax.. gtg now.. tata!!! =)

P.S. 103 days till A levels..

today is finally friday!!! weekends finally had a very tiring and hard week and it has drained mi of all my energy liao.. have been studying and having consultations, remedials and make up lessons the whole week.. can die sia.. budden lucky got weekends to relax a bit.. budden still got a mountain of homework and revision to be completed the whole weekend.. sian..

had chemistry in the morning.. quite interesting.. apparently mr chua has been making us freeze in LT5 with his lame remarks and jokes.. but its still good la.. at least it makes the lesson interesting.. then had gp and physics tutorial.. also had yoga..

during one of the breaks, was sitting and chatting with hao chun and bin hao.. hao chun was saying about the time left for us to study liao.. and getting realli realli scared liao le.. 8 weeks to prelims.. hao chun said that have to do well for prelims cauz it matters when i go ns earlier.. sian diao liao.. very scared.. wat if i dun do well? haiz.. budden getting scared is also good.. motivates mi to work hard.. yeah.. so cheong cheong cheong liao le.. but then some things pisses mi off in skl also.. damn.. idiotic morons.. why can't ppl give others some space to breathe?

went home after screwing up my chemistry revision test.. went loitering ard lot 1 looking at comics.. now rotting at home.. realli tired.. mentally.. no strength to study liao le.. guess have to take some time off ba.. going badminton tonight.. hahax.. cauz my shoulder and elbow better le.. budden still have to be careful while playing so wun sprain again..

tml morning going play basketball in skl with zi cheng and his frends.. hopefully can call back some of our og ppl also.. yeah.. cauz i think it has been a long long time since we all met liao le.. looking forward to tml.. hahax.. yeah.. i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg liao le.. tata.. =)

P.S. 104 days left till A levels..

today is super tiring.. super tiring.. dunno why.. totally drained.. had hours and hours of lessons.. and onli 1 hr of break for the whole day.. kept sleeping in lessons.. jia liat.. had physics in the morning and i wasn't concentrating at all.. then supposed to have break.. budden mr mak used it to give us consultation.. nvm.. hahax.. though nv bring anything budden at least had some constructive discussion.. also toked cock with mr mak while having breakfast.. hahax..

maths lecture was the worse.. i haven't done the revision ws.. so din listen.. tried to do transition metals budden totally no energy and totally cannot concentrate.. in the end slept in the lecture.. woke up onli when i nearly broke my neck.. hahax.. then had chemistry tutorial and gp tutorial in which i was doing the essay and listening to music.. after that finally had chemistry remedial and can go home liao..

went back with wei qi and xun kai.. waited for wei qi cauz he had an operation lately and think its better to accompany him home.. hahax.. took 187 home.. chit chat tok cock on the bus.. wahahax.. thinking of meeting my pal joel tml.. pass him back the vcd for pirates.. before we catch the movie on saturday..yeah.. maybe msging him later to meet him tml.. hahax..

i think yesterday heard JJ lin's song 会有那么一天.. super super nice and touching.. budden make mi wanna cry.. made mi think of ppl i miss so much so much.. haiz.. budden they are no longer ard mi already.. so saddening.. but the lyrics of the song is realli well written.. haiz.. so touching..

i guess i will end here ba.. studying liao le.. have to finish nuclear physics tutorial and prepare for tml's electrochem test.. yeah.. gtg tata!!!

today was a good day.. fun day i should say.. had lots of fun.. though skl was still as mundane and tiring, budden still managed to survive thru the day and made it till after skl.. wahahax.. had chemistry pract and chemistry lecture in the morning followed by maths and yoga in the afternoon..

after skl, met bin hao cauz supposed to meet our ogl valerie in skl cauz she is coming back to get her A level cert.. budden bin hao decided to meet her at the bball court cauz valerie also wanted to play.. played one match then was chased out of the court cauz of interhouse games.. soon valerie arrived so yee loong and i accompanied her to get her cert.. then played basketball outside skl at the basketball court at the HDB there.. yeah.. quite fun.. played with bin hao's frend terence and my cldds juniors.. hahax..

it was ard 5 plus when we finished bball.. then valerie wanted to go for dinner.. then the ps king started to ps again.. bin hao pang sei us saying he wanted to go home study.. he is the organiser budden he pang sei us.. haiz.. so we let him go.. sianz.. hahax.. then yee loong, valerie and i went back to skl cauz we wanted to wash up and change.. rotted in skl for a while cauz our dear ogl saw ppl here and there and started chatting.. hahax.. i guess its normal ba.. cauz it has been long since she has been back to jj..

after which we went jp for dinner.. went to this jap restaurant for dinner.. the food was alright.. pretty ok.. ordered a chicken katsu don.. while yee loong order tempura de thingy.. hahax.. valerie treated us to sashimi and she ordered handroll and some green noodles.. hahax.. so nice of her treating us to sashimi.. hahax..

after dinner went walking and loitering ard jp.. went to sportlink, converse shop, royal sporting house and world of sports cauz valerie was looking ard at the sports apparel.. also went to 37 degree cauz she also wanted to look for pencil case i think.. after which i saw yun feng at comics connection and told him that the others were ard.. ok.. he looks fit.. hahax.. chatted and joked for a while and yun feng went off.. after which yee loong and i went mac to wait for valerie as she was looking ard in esprit.. toked for a while then go home liao le.. and my wallet was harassed then.. hahax.. i was "bullied" cauz valerie made mi carry her bag for her.. no la.. hahax.. joking..

after that took the train back home.. hahax.. realli happy today.. cauz long time no see my ogl liao le.. this is the third time i seen her this yr.. chatted alot and joked alot.. hahax.. especially bout the honey water thingy.. cauz apparently during orientation she always made honey water for us.. hahax.. today din study anything but i guess is worth it cauz spent time with my beloved ogl.. hahax.. thanks my dearest ogl!!! budden a disappointment today is that there are too little ppl liao le.. hopefully next time can organise something and more ppl can come.. and i think it may be after As liao le.. then i may be in NS liao.. haiz.. hahax.. but i will try..

i guess i will stop here ba.. hahax.. consequence of extreme fun means uncompleted homework.. gtg cheong homework liao le.. tata.. =)

P.S. 106 days left to A levels..

today was a waste of time going to skl.. onli had physics lecture.. apparently our gp teacher was sick and din even inform our gp rep.. so wasted the whole 2 hrs in the morning.. supposed to have physics consultation budden mr mak is down with a bad cold.. hope he get well soon.. and today dun have civics also.. so went to skl for 1 hr of lessons.. damn sian la..

after skl went to PD block to do homework.. can't concentrate at all.. onli managed to complete 2 paragraphs of essay for gp.. damn sian.. the study environment is good.. quiet and nice.. budden i guess i juz can't stand the silence.. think all i could hear sometimes is the sound of the air con.. budden some ppl came not to do homework i guess.. giggling and joking all the while.. haiz.. cannot blame la.. cauz i think i do it too..

budden i still think the environment is good for studying.. juz that i have problems concentrating.. something that i have to change and remind myself to work hard.. then met my frend and went play badminton for a while.. then took 180 and went home together..

i guess i will be studying more often in skl liao.. can study better than at home i guess.. no temptations no nothing.. ya.. can help mi concentrate.. budden guess still have to correct my problem of lack of concentration.. haiz.. i guess i will end here ba.. gtg do chemistry homework, gp essay and maths tutorial.. have to try to finish tonight.. yeah.. tata..

P.S. 107 days to A levels..

today was the start of a new week.. a totally draining and tiring week i would say.. cauz got lots and lots of things lined up this week.. got chemistry remedial and physics consultation all those.. today had maths lecture in the morning.. wasn't listening and half of the time i am sleeping.. cauz haven start studying statistics.. so totally can't understand wat the lecturer was saying.. then had chemistry tutorial which was much better..

physics today was the start of chaos.. i couldn't concentrate at all.. physics tutorial, i din have the june camp worksheet cauz apparently i can't open and unzip the files.. so was totally lost and i din manage to try the qns.. haiz.. then was physics lecture which i can't understand wat the lecturer is toking about.. supposed to have physics consultation de.. budden din have that much qns and someone was not ard in the group.. so mr mak decided to change to tml.. then was maths..

after which had chemistry remedial.. everyone in my group is taking chinese A and so they had oral today.. so it become a one to one remedial for mi today.. and i realised i got lots and lots of problems for galvanic cell and electrolysis even though i seem to understand everything.. i guess this remedial realli helps in catching up and understanding my work.. ya.. then went home with my frend on 180..

i think have to stop here liao le.. gotta cheong physics.. so tml can ask mr mak qns.. and also have to do gp essay.. sian sian sian.. haiz.. going off to mug liao.. tata..

did nothing again.. slacking for the whole day.. watched tv in the morning and watching videos on youtube in the afternoon.. slacking till now.. budden gtg soon to start doing my homework.. tml got consultation and remedial with mr mak and miss goh respectively.. so have to do homework.. and do revision..

not going to do maths homework i guess.. cheong when all tutorials and assignments are being gone thru and start my very own revision.. work on my own.. ya.. night studying in skl may be able to help mi.. perhaps it can realli help mi foucs more and study better.. also can ask teachers there for help.. perhaps seeking help from my last yr's maths teacher cauz she was a great and dedicated teacher whom i respect..

yesterday night posted something.. causing some discomfort to some ppl who have read it.. i am sorry.. budden its onli the place where i can express myself.. Choice is something one should make.. and whether anot the choice u make will affect u is something one has to decide.. i realli dun wan to affect others and in my opinion i did not give problems to others since the term started and i din interfere in anything others did.. plz gimme some space to express this little bit of sadness in mi.. and it realli will help mi feel better and can focus and concentrate more on my studies.. ya.. thanks so much..

to everyone who visit my blog, thanks for ur opinions and critisims about mi.. and most importantly some encouragement that u ppl give mi.. it realli helps.. if in any case it disturbs u, plz click on the cross at the top right hand corner.. cauz i realli dun wanna affect u.. then again everything comes back to the word "choice".. we cannot choose where and when we are budden we can decide whether to be happy or not.. one of my frend told mi.. and it helped mi alot.. ya.. choice is so important in life..

i guess i will end here ba.. gtg liao le.. mugging in progress.. tata.. =)

dunno why.. now late in the night liao.. having the urge to blog about this issue.. have been hiding too many things to myself lately liao le.. i am like a balloon rising into the sky and i feel that i will explode very soon liao le..

many things came crushing down since the june holidays.. lots of bad news and lots of things happening ard mi and its suffocating mi.. had commons at that period of time and was realli realli distracted away from my studies.. thats why i am in the state i am in right now.. i can't blame anyone cauz its my own problem and i can't seem to be able to untangle the knot that is in my heart..

have been fighting this losing battle since the new term have started.. no one to help mi and no one to assist mi in everything.. everyone drifted from mi and some refused to even converse with mi.. its like i am all alone in a totally dark and endless tunnel nv able to see the light again.. i am trapped and i am confused.. if i go on liddat and things holding mi back, i can nv be able to stand up on my feet and i will fail utterly in my exams at the end of the yr.. too many things that are affecting mi and holding mi back and it seems like acceptance is something that is so far away from my reach.. i think i will nv be able to get that.. ever..

i need to say everything out.. budden i can't.. there is nowhere i can express myself.. and no one to confide in.. it seems that this society is so scary and intimidating that trusting someone may become a wrong step in life eventually.. i dunno wat i can do.. but onli to suppress all these till everything is over at the end of the yr..

i guess i have to fight alone from now onwards and find the motivation to spur mi on.. at least i noe there is one that i will be working towards now.. that is to get excellent results and prove some ppl wrong.. and that i can do it too.. especially to those who look down on mi.. i will persevere till the very end.. yeah..

feel much better saying all these out.. at least a very small part of it.. also have to thank some of my frends and senior who had been listening to mi these while.. yeah.. appreciated it a lot.. i guess i will stop complaining here liao ba..

P.S. 109 days left till A levels..

did nothing today.. woke up late in the morning.. practically slept for 11 hours.. cauz was too tired yesterday., woke up with bad body aches and pain.. i think my shoulder injury escalated liao le.. and i sprained my ankle yesterday.. damn.. getting more and more painful and unbearable.. sian.. haiz.. have to ask my dad tui na for mi later le..

did nothing much.. onli watched tv in the morning then watched pirates of the caribbean: the curse of the black pearl on the com.. loved the movie.. damn exciting.. catching the second movie.. the dead man's chest soon.. yeah.. hopefully it will be as good as the first one.. yeah..

i guess i will be studying and watch tv later.. have to complete my homework for next week so can finish everything on time and dun need to worry that i will owe homework.. also have to do revision for physics.. yeah.. i guess i will end here ba.. nothing much for the day liao.. tata.. =)

the movie i wanna watch.. yeah!!!

friday.. slacking day.. very tired this morning and din wanna get out of bed.. sian.. reluctantly crawled out of bed and went to skl.. had chemistry lecture in the morning followed by gp.. sian.. then had physics tutorial and make up yoga.. after which played soccer till 4 plus..

during gp, was listening to radio.. and heard on 933 that F.I.R de new album is coming out at end of july liao le.. yeah!!! so damn cool la.. i waited for like one yr liao le.. and was hoping that the new album will come out real soon.. finally!!! i am gonna buy that album when it comes out.. yeah.. F.I.R roxs..

today also went to join the badminton inter house tournament.. signed up for it today with jin hong.. we intend to join the doubles.. hahax.. dunno leh.. juz signed up onli.. dunno whether can get in mah also.. hopefully can ba.. cauz i think this will be the last event i will join in my jc life liao le.. hahax..

after soccer met my frend.. went boon lay market to eat something and chatted with him about many many things.. shared with him alot about how i feel bout my life these days.. can onli say i have been low since this yr started.. managed to say out some of my worries and problems and he offered mi quite alot of advice.. helped mi quite alot.. then we went home and i prepared to go play badminton.. yeah..

went for badminton in late evening.. played for a while and i decided to go home.. cauz my shoulder is simply aching too much liao le.. sian diao.. cannot even play well.. can't even swing my arm.. the joint is damn painful.. hopefully can recover this 2 days and it wun affect my performance at inter house if i can even get in.. hahax..

i guess thats all for today liao le.. damn tired and my shoulder is aching badly.. cannot concentrate liao le.. gtg.. tata.. =)

today was a fully constructive and helpful day for mi.. i paid full attention and listened in lecture and tutorial THE WHOLE DAY!!! yeah.. thats such an achievement for mi.. cauz i have nv paid full attention ever before in my jc life.. woohoo.. the momentum and the motivation to start studying is on liao.. i am realli geared up to study le.. wahahax..

had physics tutorial in the morning.. could understand almost everything that mr mak said in tutorial.. and i could understand most of the qns that he gone thru.. woohoo.. had a break and mr mak ask some of us out to understand our problems we faced in physics and he wanted to help us improve in our results.. had a talk with him for ard half an hour and was realli grateful that he was willing to help us improve.. so grateful.. i will try my very best and work hard to do well.. like wat mr mak said.. we rather choose something we like in uni than let the course choose us.. yeah.. so have to work hard..

then had maths lecture.. in the first half an hour, din realli listen cauz was compiling the remedials and stuffs i have and write into my organiser.. realised the whole of august is booked liao.. for chemistry and physics consultation.. yeah.. will be very packed and have to do lots of revision and studies.. yeah.. actually got one maths remedial programme for those who scored badly.. i scored super lousy but wasn't chosen.. i guess i noe why liao.. haiz.. wanted to go for it.. cauz i think it will help.. budden nvm.. can onli rely on myself to do well liao.. no one to help mi de..

after maths had chemistry tutorial.. listened hard and understood the concepts much much better.. after which was gp tutorial and i first time nv concentrated and analysed a passage.. quite interesting though.. and its a good thing i put in effort.. cauz can present wat i did today tml.. no need find article and present liao le.. wahahax.. then had chemistry extra lesson and miss goh finished group 7 elements liao.. yeah..

after skl went home with xun kai and walked to lakeside to take 180.. chatted bout my sucky results.. budden realli happy he got fantastic results and topped his class.. realli happy.. cauz it will help him and he wun be struggling like mi this yr.. toked about some other stuffs and soon reached home liao..

now slacking in front of the computer.. hahax.. rest a while before i go study.. realise this new term has been quite good for mi.. studying hard and motivated to study.. less problems means less distraction.. good good.. can concentrate on studies.. hoping for at least A B B for the A level exams.. hahax.. have to set target high so can do well.. hehex..

i guess i will stop here ba.. gtg le.. slack a while more before studying.. tata.. to all my frends mug and study hard too!!!

P.S. 111 days left to A levels..

today very tired.. shoulder and elbow still aching badly.. many days liao le.. haiz.. can't even concentrate and study well in skl today.. had chemistry practical in the morning and it wasn't constructive at all.. din realli learn anything cauz couldn't pay attention.. then had chemistry lecture which induced my sleep bugs and i slept almost half of the lesson.. sian.. then had maths tutorial and class ponned yoga again..

today got back progress report.. yeah.. shocking results.. i id super ultra badly.. F O E.. something which is totally unacceptable at this point of time.. haiz.. since got it liao le.. no choice have to start studying for As and prelims liao.. i wanna score well.. for myself.. and for everyone who wants mi to do well.. especially my parents.. yeah.. so have to juz study hard and work hard ba..

while having break before maths tutorial, i was slacking with some of my classmates in a classroom.. suddenly one of them asked mi whether i wanted to solve the problem.. i guess i noe wat he is toking about.. he had good intentions i guessed.. budden i see that there is no problem and i am happy the way i am now.. ya.. there is onli like 3 months left.. studies is wat i want to achieve in onli.. nothing more.. wat i wanted to achieve i had already done.. nothing more.. wat i cannot solve, i will leave it to fate and destiny to decide.. yeah.. so study study study..

also had cldds in the afternoon.. had passing over ceremony for the j1s.. that means the j2s officially step down from cca liao le.. i feel this yr's committee will do fine.. batch of nice ppl and bunch of interesting dudes.. hahax.. hopefully everything will go well for them this yr and next yr.. though known them for like onli 6 months and some onli 2 to 3 months, i feel the j1s are great ppl to be with and i am sure they will do a better job than we did.. hahax..

i guess i gtg le.. have to cheong gp essay, chemistry hw and quantam physics tutorial.. yeah.. signing off here.. tata.. =)

P.S. 112 days left till A levels..

today is a super slack day.. but also a super sian day.. cauz had gp right in the morning.. and my class absentee list is overwhelming.. i guess most ppl decided not to waste their time today ba.. super duper sian.. analysed onli one pathetic qn in the whole 2 hrs.. conclusion, totally sian diao..

then had physics lecture and civics after which skl ended.. actually supposed to have gp remedial de.. budden most ppl including mi were unwilling to go for the remedial.. so we decided to pon.. yeah.. budden chen chen sent the teacher a msg first before everyone left.. so ya.. she had no choice but to cancel the remedial..

went to play soccer after skl today.. quite fun.. budden i realise i cannot play soccer de.. firstly, i sux at it.. secondly, my leg disallow mi from playing.. ankle is aching now.. and had a cramp at my left sole.. cannot believe it.. damn painful.. and i am alwaes prone to hurt my ankle.. thats why i was always unwilling to play soccer.. yeah.. budden soccer is still a very fun sport in my opinion.. budden badminton is still the best.. wahahax.. now whole body aching liao.. dunno whether can play badminton on friday mah.. haiz sian.. hopefully can recover soon..

went home with xun kai and chatted on the bus.. toking bout weird and funny stuffs.. hahax.. met him while i was going home.. realli such a coincidence.. 2 days consecutitively.. hahax.. but realli enjoy the times i spent on journey back home.. hahax..

slack and watched tv a while when i reached home and went to my aunt's home for dinner.. pig's stomach soup.. my favourite.. cauz today got bai bai.. yeah.. food is delicious.. hahax.. then went lot 1 to get my frend's birthday present.. bought a wind chime and a card.. then came back home watched tv and slacking right now.. wahahax..

i guess i gtg le.. do checmistry de basic revision exercise.. yeah.. also have to do wrapping up for my frend's present.. hahax.. sining off.. tata.. =)

din manage to blog yesterday.. cauz my sis din allow mi to use it.. cauz the bloody com was placed in her room and she wanted mi out of her room yesterday and quarrelled with mi.. in the end din get to use the com the whole of yesterday's night.. haiz.. she has the authority since she pays for the internet.. can't wait till there is a day when i can get a laptop of my own.. dun need to share com with her..

ok.. shall update wat happen today and yesterday together.. yesterday's morning watched world cup third and fourth placing match.. cool.. totally awesome.. 4 goals in all.. quite a great match.. watched tv the whole day and slept like a pig.. cauz too tired liao le.. also went aunt's home yesterday night..

this morning was much much cooler.. world cup finals!!! france versus italy.. super super cool match.. budden italy eventually triumphed over france in a penalty shootout.. cauz zidane got a red card for headbutting an italian player.. budden i guess he did it for some reason.. he might be provoked.. yeah.. cauz he was a cool headed and great player.. i still admire his spirit and capability to lead france to the finals.. and he truly deserve the golden ball award.. yeah.. budden still have to admit italy played very well too.. both teams are champions to mi.. hahax..

skl started at 10am today.. reached skl earlier cauz my dad drove mi to skl.. yeah.. then sit at the skl canteen and chatted with my frends bout the match.. hahax.. ironically, ppl ain't toking bout italy winning.. but bout zidane's headbutt.. wahahax.. soon lessons commence..

had maths lecture in the morning.. couldn't concentrate at all.. tired plus my injured shoulder an elbow..aching for the whole day.. damn bloody painful.. budden i did concentrate more during chemistry tutorial and makeup lesson and mr mak's tutorial.. it was a good thing.. and i completed my chemistry homework so miss goh din scold mi.. physics lecture and maths tutorial was the time when i totally lost concentration cauz my elbow is super painful.. wa sian.. now still aching like hell sia.. have to ask my dad help mi apply medicine liao le..

i guess that's all for today liao le.. have to finish basic revision exercise for chemistry and GP essay.. have to try hard to score well and start doing homework liao le.. also have to thank miss goh for photocopying the answer key for mi cauz i can't open the folder.. thanks so much miss goh.. i will stop here ba.. tata.. =)

very boring day at home today.. woke up very late today.. cauz super tired after playing badminton last night.. yesh.. super tired.. woke up with body aches all over my arms.. especially my right shoulder and my right elbow.. aching like hell.. think play too intensively liao le.. thats why liddat.. sian.. got too many injuries from sports liao budden cannot resist the temptation of sports.. especially badminton..

watched tv in the morning and used com for a while.. then went for a haircut.. very very short.. the uncle there cut my hair till very short.. haiz.. a bit too short liao le.. budden nvm ba.. short haircut for hot weather.. cooling and good.. 4 months time will be even shorter.. wahahax..

then afternoon went out bai bai with my uncle at a HDB flat.. yeah.. cauz got special occasion.. the uncle also brought us to a thai buddhist temple at cck area.. ya.. then after which went home to watch tv and rotted in front of the computer afterwards..

maybe going out later again.. budden will be going to my aunt's home also.. hahax.. i guess thats all for today ba.. have to try complete some homework tonight so can cheong world cup tml.. yeah.. gtg le.. tata.. =)

today ended skl early.. had chemistry lecture in the morning.. falling asleep sia.. and always had the feeling that the lecturer is calling mi when he says someone is sleeping.. then had gp.. damn slack.. after which had physics and skl ended.. mr mak actually wanted to tok to mi.. budden din have time.. interrupted.. i guess should be about my sucky sucky results.. and i also wanted to tok to him about it.. i guess i will find a time to tok to him about it ba.. and soon i will be asking him for consultation liao le.. yeah..

today skl ended at 12.. rotted in skl a while after listening to miss goh's instructions bout remedials and such.. actually appreciated miss goh trying to arrange remedials for us and trying to help us improve our chemistry results.. yeah.. i guess i will try to put in my very best for her remedials and show results to her.. cauz i noe all our teachers have high expectations and want us to do well..

went dota with my frend in the afternoon.. quite fun.. he owned mi.. wahahax.. but nvm.. i will try harder next time.. budden i guess have to try and quit liao.. cauz mi and my frend both taking As soon.. have to start studying.. and we both wanna do well also.. yeah..

going for badminton liao le.. woohoo!!! yeah.. long awaited.. wahahax.. gtg liao le.. tata.. 117 days left to A level by the way.. wahahax.. reminder to myself.. wahahax..

very tired today.. cauz watched soccer last night again.. france vs portugal.. france won.. hahax.. a bit disappointed though.. cauz i supported portugal more than france.. hahax.. budden i guess quite sian.. cauz brazil no in.. haiz.. sunday night is finals for world cup.. can't wait for it to start sia.. woohoo!!!

today got back physics results.. flunked once again.. overall 40 sia.. sian diao liao.. done so badly sian.. interesting also.. maths 30, physics 40 and chemistry 50.. wahahax.. increasing by ten sia.. budden realli disappointed with my results.. disappointed sia.. have to start studying hard daily liao le.. then had maths lecture which i slept in, chemistry tutorial and gp..

stayed in skl for quite a while to wait for xun kai.. in the meantime also wanted to try out studying in skl.. yeah.. budden i failed cauz i studied nothing.. cauz chatted with my ogl frend paterson.. also distracted him sia.. budden i guess its a good start ba.. i guess i will start studying in skl soon.. yeah.. have to cheong for studies liao..

while staying in skl, another ogl frend came over to mi and ask mi whether i am fine.. and whether i had motivation to start studying anot.. at first thoughts, i said no.. budden said yes again.. i guess i realli dun have the motivation.. budden have to build the motivation ba.. and start soon.. counted.. 118 days to A levels liao.. wa sia.. scary scary.. have to study and study..

after which went home with xun kai and walk to lakeside and take 180.. hahax.. chatted on the bus and toked about a lot of things.. also gave him some advice on pw.. hopefully it helps and everything will go smoothly for his group.. yeah.. really enjoy toking to him and sharing stuffs with him..

tml is friday.. and it means last day of the week.. can rest liao.. yippee!!! also mean can play badminton liao.. yosh!!! hahax.. awaiting for world cup finals in the weekends.. gtg rest le.. tata!!! =)

today was very tired in skl.. cauz watched world cup last night.. germany vs italy.. germany lost sia.. 2-0.. last 2 minutes of extra time and italy got in 2 goals.. damn sian diao.. cauz supported germany more.. budden i still support brazil the most la.. wahahax.. haiz.. nvm ba.. tonight portugal vs france.. this match i neutral.. dun realli support so much.. hahax..

had chemistry pract in the morning.. wasn't smooth and quite chaotic.. my frend and i repeated the experiment several times.. perhaps realli too long nv do titration liao le.. hahax.. forgotten everything liao le.. hahax.. then had chem lecture and maths tutorial.. both very sian..

actually supposed to have yoga after maths de.. budden as usual class ponned so i also ponned.. hahax.. very normal liao.. PE department gave up le.. normal la.. so went to library slack slack.. ya.. after which saw my frend xun kai at squash court so we walked ard the skl and chit chatted.. then saw our og frend cha hoe and decided to play a bit of squash.. hahax..

i played for a while and went for napfa retest.. useless.. failed again for pull up.. budden super sian.. cauz 1cm more i can get D for broad jump liao.. sian sian sian.. 1cm sia.. haiz.. nvm ba.. cauz have to go early NS anyway.. hahax.. after which i went play squash again with xun kai and his frend wei qi.. hahax.. had quite a lot of fun.. given that it was the very first time we all played squash.. and it is such a fun sport la.. and a very difficult sport to play.. yeah..

played for quite long and i actually wanted to go cldds take a look de.. budden they all released le.. and left the new j1 committee having meeting.. ya.. so went home with xun kai and wei qi.. on the way back on 187, saw my og frend jie bin on the bus.. realli long long time no see le.. cauz he in SA now.. crapped and joked a lot.. suaned each other.. budden still very happy that was able to meet him today.. hahax..

i guess i will end here ba.. today very naggy.. wahahax.. gtg sleep and rest liao le.. so tonight wun miss the exciting match between portugal and france.. hahax.. tata!!! =)